::[Hidden Voice]::

::[Love]::

2005-07-03T23:11:00.000+08:00

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::[PosTs]::
Well, many people might post this question to the rest: What is Love? However, do you yourself know the answer? I can tell you that very little people know what is the truth of love. I can't talk much about it myself too. I am currently thinking through and sorting our what's what. Anyway, I just wanted to post this question up due to some discussion that I had with some of my friends just now. That's all. Well, once again, I shall recap on what happened since the morning. Woke up. Went church. Had lunch. Went Orchard. Shopped. Chatted. That's all. Shall end it now. Can't be bothered to think. Sorry.
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::[OnE WeeK]::

2005-07-02T21:44:00.000+08:00

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::[PosTs]::
Well, I have decided to blog after a week. I haven't blog not due to my mood but because I can't be bothered to. I wanted to keep a record of not blogging for a whole week. Anyway, sunday was okay. As per normal. Went to church and had confirmation class. Our class only have five people, but it was fun. It was about our religion's history and why we had to get confirmed. Afterwhich, we had a cell outing. Then, i cannot remember the rest of the story. Next, Monday. Nothing much happened. It was the first day of school. Plain and all. Well, one good thing is that at least we managed to slack through the day. There wasn't much lessons. How i hope everyday can be like that. Going on to tuesday now. Tuesday was extremely long. I don't know why. I felt like going to home during physics lesson. And worst of all, physics was the third lesson! Anyway, there's nothing much. We had lessons and I was feeling very bored. After lessons, I had to stay back for the 88th aniversary rehearsal. Went on quite smoothly. I skipped Council for ITMC. Feeling guilty. Hope that the councillors won't mind. Sorry. Anyway, I slacked through the whole rehearsal. Did nothing much. The main thing I did was to talk to Priscilla. Just in case you all don't know, priscilla is now my stead. From 1st July onwards. That's so funny! But she's really a good friend and a listening ear, so I don't regret. We slacked and slacked. Miss Lau asked for 8 people to do duty and in fact one person can do everything. The worst thing is that we are not welcomed to be on duty during the actual day. Some people claims that we had broadcasting to do, and that's the reason. Some said it was for the safety of the PM, and some argued that it's mainly because we aren't up to the standard! We are! The main reason is just because they don't trust us, and we actually did all our duties. How else did they get their voices over the speaker every morning and every assembly? This is extremely unfair! Never mind. All I know is that ITMC is great, and we do our duties and everything. But in the end, we get low CCA points, no appreciation, exclamation that we slack, and all. This is just so unfair! Forget it. I shall rest my case. Next, I went home and that's about all. On wednesday, it's as per normal. We had school then I stayed back for rehearsal once again. Today had slightly more things to do. I mean slightly. So sabotaged by Yiting to do some strange duty. Then later had to go down to do the parade square duty. I just realised that people don't know how to use cd player. Made me run down just to play a cd. Anyway, had a rather nice time with my stead, once again. Next was thursday. Thursday I had school. After school, rushed home to pick up a racket. Then, went off to Buona Vista Community Centre. Had a nice time playing. However, I was not myself that day. I can't smack the shuttlecock. I don't know why. I keep playing light. It was strange. I shall now continue with Friday. Friday had school, then ITMC. ITMC was fun. Or should I say all ITMC sessions were fun? Anyway, watched some videos then had to do maintenance. After that, we had discussions about how we should do our videos, and everyone was noisy. All till someone scolded us. So we had no choice but to keep quiet. Then, we decided to do the video. Had quite a nice time. We want to make sure we will finish it. We always don't. I think we will make it. Then, went to prayer meeting. I was half-asleep. I am so sorry. I am really tired. After that, had supper, then back home to sleep. Now, the last day. Saturday. Slept till very late. Went to church. Did PA. The whole session was purely boring as I had nothing to do. However, luckily there was Fish, Esther and Anthony who could entertain me. Had quite a nice time with them. However, Anthony keep bullying me! Fancy me getting bullied by someone younger. Then, we went to BK and eat. Talked about some girl-matters. Realised that I am so fortunate that even when I detest shopping, there are always my sister and mom who buy clothes for me! Anyway, just read someone's blog. Disturbed.
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::[Actual Family Day]::

2005-06-25T20:34:00.000+08:00

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::[PosTs]::
Today was family day. It was rather okay. As usual, I was acting as the cameraman. Or in fact, camerawoman, whatever you call me. Like the rest, we reported to West Coast Park. However, all those on ITMC duty had to report on 7 and I was late, but not late officially. Our OIC was also late, in fact later than me, so I wasn't counted late! Then, we found Mrs Lim and took our cameras. Started off with the video duty. Priscilla and I were walking around together. We always do that. We are good partners. =) So good that they forced us to share the same walkie talkie. =P Then, we walked around, snapping photos. We took NP and NCC marshals and personnel slacking, teachers talking with one another, students as a whole, teachers slacking, families, Mr Foo, exercises, etcetera. Halfway while we were taking photos, e-ling came to find us. She doesn't have her camera with her anymore. Blame it on the OIC on taking away her camera! Then she followed us around, and we crapped and slacked while walking back to Nan Hua. So fun! Then, while walking back, saw a lot of NP and NCC marshals whom I know, and one of them actually "attitude" me. Actually, I "attitude" him also. I shan't elaborate here. After we reached the school, we went for drinks. Thanks aaron for treating me. =) Afterwhich, we headed for the general office as the OIC commaned.. In the end, we ended up getting scolded for not doing video duty by a teacher. It's not our fault! It's the OIC who asked us to go to the general office! Then, we started taking photos again. Took photos here and there, of almost everything. Satisfied. There was MAD vibes song dedication, the circle thing (the one where you use a rod and lead the circle to somewhere), basketball, diabolo, portrait drawing, canon (don't know how to spell), chess, guess the word, presentation, line dance, dance put up by dance society, band performance, council selling ice-cream and nan hua bears, cheers and all! I can't remember the rest. I am so sorry! We took quite a number of the canon, chess, line dance, dance put up by the dance society, band, and council! Then, the event was ended off by the council who led in a cheer! I felt like joining in, but I was holding a camera, so I have got no choice. I was present at the event, as a member of ITMC, the cameraman. I can't abandon my duty to do the cheer, so I didn't. However, ITMC still rocks! I love it. So, I didn't feel bad not to cheer. I don't mean council don't rock. It does. Council rocks! Okays, that's about all. Anyway, today's event can be counted as a success. I think. At least, most people participated.
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::[Family Day]::

2005-06-24T22:54:00.000+08:00

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::[PosTs]::
I hvn't been blogging for days. Shall have an overall recap on what happened these few days. For Wednesday, I skipped Republic Polytechnic's talk and ended up lazing around at home, doing nothing much. Then, Fishy came over. Afterwhich, she watched her vcd while I slacked. That's all that happened on wednesday. Nothing much. Short and sweet. Then, on Thursday, I went to school early in the morning for the Family Day's Rehearsal. However, nobody did their rehearsal, so in conclusion, we went back for nothing! It's all Yang Ping's fault. In the end, went to Clementi to eat then left. Got home, and started slacking all over again. =P Nothing much happened on Thursday too. Now to Friday. Woke up early again. This time i went for council meeting. It was what we did as usual. Had games, updates, and all. However, something that was different was that this time it was the Secondary 3s who chaired the protem. It was rather successful, except that the Secondary 2s weren't enthusiatic at all. Must buck up! The biggest difference was that there was a sharing session. It was actually about discipline problems among the students. However, we changed it to discipline problems among the council. As we shared, the tension was slowly built up. I felt strange. Lots of things to say, yet hard to phrase. Then, I thought of my role as a councillor. I wasn't doing my job at all. I do obey the school rules, more and more as days pass. However, I don't care about the rest. I don't care if they break the school rules or not. Unless when I feel like caring. I felt so guilty at that time. I am going to change. I am going to help. I am going to build up the Nan Hua spirit, bond the students, and ensure discipline among them. I am going to. Everyone, please help me! Thanks. Anyways, I have decided to put up the cheers that will be used tomorrow. Hope you all will find it beneficial. Please cheer along, and have fun! The cheers are fun! But only if you all participate. Please cheer along!
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::[OtHeRs]::
Cheers:
Nan Hua Kemamak
Leader: Nan Hua Kemamak
Everyone: Ole Ole Ah Ah
Leader: Nan Hua Kemamak
Everyone: Ole Ole Ah Ah
Leader: Check it out!
Everyone: Yeah!
Leader: Check it out!
Everyone: Yeah!
Everyone: OH.. Nan Hua!
F.I.R.E.
Light the fire and follow me
Come to Nan Hua family
Nan Hua Nan Hua,
We LOVE Nan Hua

Grab a friend and follow me
Come to Nan Hua family
Nan Hua, Nan Hua
We LOVE Nan Hua

Spread the fire follow me
Come to Nan Hua family
Nan Hua, Nan Hua
We LOVE Nan Hua
Nan Hua Spirit
We got the Nan Hua spirit
Where? Up on my head X3
We got the Nan Hua Spirit
Where? Up on my head
Where? Up on my head to stay

We got the Nan Hua spirit
Where? Deep in my heart X3
We got the Nan Hua Spirit
Where? Deep in my heart
Where? Deep in my heart to stay

We got the Nan Hua spirit
Where? Down on my knees X3
We got the Nan Hua spirit
Where? Down on my knees
Where? Down on my knees to stay

We got the Nan Hua spirit
Where? All over me X3
We got the Nan Hua Spirit
Where? All over me
Where? All over me to stay

We got the Nan Hua spirit
Where? Up in my head
Where? Deep in my heart
Where? Down on my knees
We got the Nan Hua spirit
Where? All over me
Where? All over me to stay
Are You Ready?
Leader: Nanhuarians are you ready?
Everyone: Ever Ready!
Nan Hua itchy gonna fight
(Clap x4) fight
(Clap x4) fight
(Clap x4) fight
fight, fight, fight
Neiii..
If there's any mistakes notify me! Thank you! I think there's bond to be. And sorrys!
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::[Badminton]::

2005-06-21T20:16:00.000+08:00

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::[PosTs]::
Had a great day playing badminton today. Simply love badminton. However, badminton reminds me someone. The person who made me like badminton, and the person who is no longer my friend anymore, due to some reason. I like badminton, and I need to thank that person for that. Thank you. =) And i sincerely and certainly hope that we can be friends like the past. But well, that's my wishful thinkings again. I know it isn't possible. Never. Anyway, badminton is a nice game and too bad I am not good at it. Well, a reflection of today's performance. I only played properly for the first two games. 1 with Xueying and another with Abia and I against Esther and Xueying. That's all. The rest I slacked and turned energetically declined. =P Esther is a good player, partially because of the amount of energy she has. However, she simply smacked the shuttlecock too hard, and it keeps getting out of court. Other than that, she plays well, and she has lots of energy to be her own cheerleader. Then, Abia can also play. She takes up things fast. She is a fast learner. Xueying is also quite good. Playing with her can really tire you out because you need to run all over the court. Fish, needless to say, is energetic and good. That's about all. I shan't access Mag because I didn't play with her today. Other than badminton, there's nothing much I did today. I woke up, ate lunch with abia, headed off for badminton, played badminton, went to eat dinner with abia, mag, n xy, went to clementi with abia, and then, that's all! Anyway, I have to go to republic polytechnic tomorrow. Sigh. In that case, I can't go out with my church mates. By the way, to my church mates, should we still take out some time, even when school reopens, to do these? I think we should. =D
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::[Exercise]::

2005-06-20T19:01:00.000+08:00

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::[PosTs]::
Well, I am just back from the gym. Really tired and exhausting. However, it's fun! Shall go there every now and then to train running. =D Actually, I don't think my interest will last long, especially after I move back. I am never enthusiatic about sports, except for some. That would explain why I think that way. However, I think it can at least last through this week. I hope. Anyways, today I woke up in the morning, slack for some time, then went for gym. Afterwhich, met up with fish, and went for swimming, and as usual, she was late. That was the primary reason why we went to gym too. After a while, Abia came to join us. During tanning, all of us fell asleep. We were awaken by the shouts of the kids. Then, Abia went to bathe, while Fish, Mag,
and I headed for the gym. By the way, that's the second time I went to gym today. Tried all sorts of equipment. Rather nice. For all the weight lifting ones, I did about 40lb (18kg) and for about 30 times. Then for running, about 9 to 10, for about 15 miuntes. The rest I cannot remember. That's about all. I spent my whole day on exercises. However, it's worth it I suppose. I shall try and do my undone homework later. I have yet to touch them, and holidays is ending! I am so dead.
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::[Cell + Outing]::

2005-06-20T00:54:00.000+08:00

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::[PosTs]::
Well, i am rather tired now. After the day out. However, i really enjoyed the day. Thoroughly. I knew it. I always enjoy my day out with church mates. I love them! Anyways, I think I am beginning to reveal my feelings more and more. I am no longer that person that hides in one corner and act tough anymore. I say stuffs like "thanks", "please", "appreciate it", "love them" lately. For those that know me well enough, you can might as well kill me than get those words out my mouth in the past. It's not that I don't feel that way in the past, I feel so, it's just that I simply think it's cheesy and dramatic. However, now i am saying these. I don't know why. I think I am changing. For the better or worse I am not sure. But from other's comments, I think it's better. I hope so too. Anyway, back to today. I woke up in the morning and went to church. Reached rather early. Hence, I helped in setting up. For the first time in these few months, I felt that I helped in the PA. I have always slacked in the past. Don't feel like slacking anymore, feel so useless. It's not that it's my first time setting up the stuffs. I did so a lot of times. Just that lately I reached later so I don't do much. Then, we had worship and word. Grace led in the worship. It was really nice. Words can't describe how nice it was. Then, we ate and had cell. This was a all-worship-and-praise type of cell. Moreover, we are were only allowed to speak Chinese. Being tired and restricted from english, I chose to limit the amount of words that came out of my mouth. Then, cell ended and I headed for Queensway with Abia, Xy, Audrey, Fishy, and Mag. After Queensway, we went to Far East Plaza. Went around walking and looking at things. Nothing much. Then, went home late at night. That's about all. Well, I think I have made full use of my priviledge to stay out late these few days. Or in fact yesterday and today, so I am feeling quite happy. Adding on, these few days I thought of a lot of stuffs, and had a lot of enlightening chats, so I feel happy and refreshed! Hiphiphurray!
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::[Celebration]::

2005-06-18T22:12:00.000+08:00

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Today was celebration after celebration. So cool! Early in the morning i woke up and went to Mr Chin's wedding. I was sloppy. I know. However, every other person was sloppy so it makes me look like the crowd, and hence my appearance was okay. Then due to the fact that everyone was sloppy, those that were formal felt out of place. =P Thorought the wedding, Mr Chin keep blushing. So funny! Moreover, his voice was so strange. We were practically laughing our heads off. Anyway, Weiwei is quite pretty. This information is for everyone interested, and if you want their photos, approach any of us. Well, 2/1 was the ultimate guests. We went around with cameras taking everything that we see, so our cameras are now loaded with pictures. We rock! Then, after the wedding celebration, i rushed down to cut my hair. It was near my old house, in Chinese Garden. Hence, we wanted to get up to Joel's and Joey's house to celebrate their birthday, but in the end, we aborted the idea. Then, we went down to my uncle's house. Celebrated fathers' day there. Yes, fathers' day. Those that know me well will know why i repeated the festival twice. Anyway, tomorrow is fathers' day, those that have not yet bought present, please buy. Appreciate them before it's too late. During my stay in my uncle's house, i realised that i have lost contact with a lot of my relatives and that most of them had changed. Let's see. Uncle Thomas and Aunt Angie were as per normal. Still as wealthy, generous, and joyous as before. Aunt Esther looked so weak. She looked so sick. I wonder what's wrong with her, but i don't dare ask. Her husband was like normal too. Full of nonsense and commands. Then, Uncle Kenny and Aunt ChayImm were okay too. Loving and all. Uncle Richard and his wife left rather early, so I didn't take much notice, but i think they are still like the past. Next, Uncle Michael and his wife. They were still as close and happy as before. Uncle Kelvin, his wife, and Grandma didn't go today. So I have no idea how they are now. Grandpa was still okay too. Healthy and caring. Then to the various cousins. They are mostly the same as before. Kenneth grew much taller. He is now the tallest amongst us, and he keep saying that I am short. Thoroughtout the whole party! At least i am not the shortest, but never mind. It's just so true he's taller. Alan didn't come again. There was no much difference in the rest of the cousins, but i shall just name them. Clifford, Joan, Jane, Clement, Yujun, Yueqi. That's all that went. Then, after the party, here i am, home!
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::[Shopping = Boring]::

2005-06-17T22:57:00.000+08:00

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::[PosTs]::
Currently, i am having a headache. I wonder why. However, i don't care. It's as common as everything that's happening daily. Anyway, I think i would blame it on the fact that i woke up earlier than normal for school today, though i don't think that's the primary cause. Fine, i shall start blogging, before someone complains that my blog's posts are longer than essays. It's not true! That's exaggerating. Anyway, I woke up earlier than normal for school. However, when i reached school, only Liwen was there. She was the only one, other than me, that arrived on time. We waited and waited and finall Hui Wen came. Afterwhich May Yan came. Don't ask me where Russell is. I have simply no idea. That was not all. We waited and waited. However, no one else turned up. Not even the ants. Then, by one plus, I left. I was too fed up to wait anymore. I dragged Huiwen off too, leaving Liwen there all by herself. So sorrys! Then, by the time we reached Clementi Central, Grace called Huiwen and Huiwen went back. I am feeling guilty now. I actually left before the teacher came! But i did waited. Moreover, i waited till the whole session's time was over. I don't know if i am right or wrong. However, if you have your mum and sister rushing you, and your teacher not appearing, even after the session's time was over, which will you go? I chose option one. I have no idea if i made the right choice. However, many times in life, it's like that. You have to make a choice. A difficult one. And mostly you wouldn't know if you are right or wrong, till something turns wrong. However, the example mentioned above isn't really a difficult decision. I mean my decision couldn't do any harm. Moreover, as many people said, the stage of growing up is the stage where you can make mistakes and learn from them. I am making them and learning. I don't know how much i can absorb or learn. But i am trying. Anyway, I met up with my sister and mother, then went shopping. The shopping was boring. I knew it. If you go shopping with girls, the only outcome there will be is helping them carry stuffs and boredom. However, i resign to my fate. I am a girl. What can I do? Hence, thoroughtout this period of shopping, thoughts were running wild and fast in my mind. I was thinking about people, about the number of people that I had lost contact with, and all. I was also thinking about the things that happened in life, the things I did wrongly, the things that affected me, etceteras. I was thinking very philosophically. I don't know why. Anyways, I realised my existance on earth is nothing. Everyone walk pass me everyay. Hundreds of people. However, who would ever notice me? No one. Actually, my existance is nothing. However, I do believe that everyone is here for a reason, and a mission to accomplish. Hence, I shall try and make full use of my time trying to accomplish my mission, then by taken to heaven. Other than the issue on existance, there are many other issues I thought of. One of them was that my life is really boring. I know that my life is already upside-down and out of my control. Especially when the person controlling it is a slacker and a person who can't be bothered about anything. However, it can really be counted as boring. How i wish to lead a life that is more interesting. I do not have to have a lot of money or possession. I need not be popular or anything. Nothing matters. I just want a life interesting. However, i would soon get bored of life again. I hope I can grow to be an adult soon. I know being an adult is not as simple as it seems. It will even be worse than being a child. However, the thought of the stuffs that I can be experiencing makes me think that the torture is nothing. I want an interesting life. However, I know I can't choose my destiny. I shall accept all that is laid for me by God. That's all. All my thoughts. And one last thing, I am trying to accept certain facts and certain people.
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::[Dreams]::

2005-06-16T22:03:00.000+08:00

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I shall start off with what i did today immediately. Today, i woke up and did some work. Then, started to use the computer. I chatted while doing my work. That's practically what i have been doing the whole day. I have been doing my work, typing, chatting, talking, entertaining people, reading the bible, and stuffs like these. These were about all i did for the whole day. Anyway, I have been reminded of my weird dreams lately. Again and again. I wonder what's wrong. I hope these dreams are just dreams, and are pure fictional, and due to my imagination. These dreams, all except for the first and the one that i just had yesterday night, were scary. I shan't refer it as the last, because i do think that they would be more coming up. I don't know why this is happening. But i hope it will end soon. These dreams are making me having difficulty sleeping, and causing me to wake up late, and have limited time awake. This is a bad phenomenon. Moreover, the characters in these dreams are mostly those that i know. However, i am not letting it affect my life. I don't believe it. And if it's just like any other dreams, and stop repeating in my mind, i don't even think that i will remember it. These are special. But i am not going to care about it. I don't think anything will happen, and i certainly hope nothing will. Anyway, regarding the question that i have been asked numerous times, i am okay now. I have gotten out of the "dark" period in life. However, sometimes i can't help it, but thoughts of him will come to mind. The jealousy within me will also appear when i see him with her. I don't know why. I thought i have gotten out of it. Actually, i have. I made this statement cause I think those feelings are just because of a reason. A simple reason. I shan't reveal it now. But i am extremely sure that i had gotten out of it, and will no longer be back in again.
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::[ExtRas]::
Nick: Sometimes, somethings, you will nvr get it right..
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::[Mr and Mrs Smith]::

2005-06-16T00:55:00.000+08:00

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::[PosTs]::
Well, i am blogging at a strange hour again. If you count now as 15 June, this will be the fourth post i made today. Anyway, to all those that know the other blog, it has been updated, so please go and read it. It is finally updated, after being stagnant for a long time. Other than blogging, I didn't do much today. I woke up and went online. Chatted and blogged. Then, headed for Westmall to meet my cousins. We walked around, bought some tidbits, and went into the cinema. The hall was really cold. I strongly advise all those who wants to go to Westmall Eng Wah Cinema for movie, to bring a jacket along. The show was pretty nice. I shall classify it under comedy. Actually, it wasn't a comedy. It's an interesting show, which involves a twist in the climax, but the show could really evoke the interest, tension and laughter within you. It is quite a nice movie, however, i shan't say it's very nice. And you shan't ask me why. Then, we walked around again, and took a bus to 5-Star to eat. After eating, i came home, blogged some more, and that was about the end of the day. In conclusion, i have wasted a day cause of blogging. However, i shan't count blogging at the other blog a watse of time. In fact, blogging there is more useful than blogging here. However, i will and i shall keep this blog. It contains my memories, my ups and downs. And most importantly, it's the only place i can show my true self. Don't ask me why. But it's through the computer that i can show the real me. It's always like that. Don't ask me why.
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::[ExtRas]::
Quote: Walk by faith, not by sight.
Quote: There's more than one way of doing things.
I can't remember the other quotes that i have put up as my msn nicknames over the past few weeks. Well, it has been a long time since i put up quotes and nicks in my blog so i missed a lot of them. However, since i have already forgotten, there's no point trying to remember. No point crying over split milk! So, i shall just put up these two quotes.
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::[PCK Musical]::

2005-06-15T01:19:00.000+08:00

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::[PosTs]::
I just came back home. I know it's late but i couldn't help it. Reached home at about 1245am. The story goes like this. I woke up and did my homework. This was mainly due to the fact that my laptop was with xj and i had no choice but to do my work, so that i would not be that bored. Then, at about 3 plus, Mag and I went to Lot 1 to meet Cindy. We thought we were late so we took a cab down. But that cab went rounds and rounds before it reached. And when we finally reached, we were still late, but Cindy was later. So wasted $8 like this. Afterwhich, we met and walked around, in search for a cap for Cindy's secondary 3 camp. I think she's already in it now. Good Luck! =) After buying an appropriate cap that she likes, we headed off to Jurong East to meet Jacqueline, and as expected, she was about 30 minutes late. Then, we ate and they played in the arcade. I didn't play. I wasn't trying to act gentle of cause. It was just that i wasn't in the mood to play. Don't ask me why. I don't know the reason too. I was acting weird. Anyways, there is an additional information you need to know to understand why they think i was acting gentle. I was wearing a skirt, and for people who know me well, you should know that i hate wearing skirts. It's so troublesome. And the reason i was wearing one, was that i couldn't find an other appropriate outfit and that the rest were all wearing skirts. I had simply no choice. Then, we went off to Kallang. When we reached Kallang, it was already pretty late. We didn't know which bus to take, and had no idea how to get a cab with that much people around trying to hail a cab. However, we managed to get one rather quickly, nd the rest were staring at us. That was funny. We went to the front, held our hand out, and the cab stopped in front of us. Surprisingly! I mean normally, taxi drivers would let those adults get the cab first. Moreover, there were so many people there trying to get a cab, and we got it?! Thank God! =) The moment we reached Kallang, we entered from the North entrance and we were greeted by the Big Balloon of Phua Chu Kang. Then, we walked around and entered the concert hall. The show started and we couldn't see anything clearly from the angle we were at. However, we still managed to enjoy the show. I was simply impressed by the light and sound settings. They did it so well, that the show was enjoyable even though we couldn't see it clearly. Then, the songs were also superb. It was played by a band. However, it sounds so professional like it was from a CD. I really loved it. After the show, or in fact before the show ended, the people left the concert hall. They missed the whole finale. However, we didn't. We waited for the show to end, most people to leave then we left. We took a bus back to Kallang MRT station, a mrt to Bukit Batok Interchange, then a cab back home. We finally reached home at 12+. All tired out. Actually, i hope we would not take a cab home, and that we would find other means. That's nicer. Exploring. However, my sister was there. So, i have no other choice. And i really felt like hanging out till later at night. I would have been nicer. Staring into the sky and all. Wow. Anyways, i spent really a lot of money. Well, it was $4(Taxi Fare)+$2(Fries)+$7(Dinner)+$1(Taxi Fare)+$1(Popcorn)+$3(Taxi Fare) = $18. Actually, lots of these were supposed to be my sister's treat, but well, she claims that i spent $25. So forget it. In fact, i was treating her then. Well, there was some argument regarding this. But whatever it is, i am going to be nice and take it that i spent $25. Case closed.
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::[Esther's House]::

2005-06-13T21:54:00.000+08:00

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::[PosTs]::
Now, i am using Hawk's computer so I am trying to make this post short. I am blogging, chatting on the phone, internet and sms, settling my schedule, and waiting for someone's sms. I am really tired out and want to sleep, but I must fulfil my promise of blogging and waiting for the sms, so I am here trying to stop myself from sleeping. Actually, I don't think i will fall asleep. At least not when i am chatting. Okays, so what did I do today? I woke up early but wasn't feeling that well, so I smsed my friend and told him that I will skip today's outing. Felt a bit guilty as I "abandoned" Jin Hong to go with them alone. However, I felt rather relieved when I heard that he had a good time. I knew he would have a good time. Damian and Eugene are nice people to hang out with. Since I didn't go, I went back to sleep and woke up a bit later. When i woke up again, I decided to study. However, I just couldn't. I am not the type of person who can really concentrate while doing work so I ended up doing nothing. Not after long, I started smsing Esther and we have decided to study together in order to study better. I went over to her house and studied. But the studying time did not last long. Soon enough, we were both in front of the computer and she was busy chatting to herself. I can't be bothered. Really. Then, we surfed the net for a while and I stayed for dinner. Dinner was sumptuous! Esther's mum cooked spaghetti, which is so yummy. Then, I headed for home. That was about all. Anyways, I just received the sms! I can finally sleep now!
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::[Retreat]::

2005-06-12T22:07:00.000+08:00

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::[PosTs]::
I am back! Back from Malaysia! Actually, no. I had been back since yesterday. It's jus that i didn't blog yesterday. I fell asleep a while after i reached home. You can't blame me. I mean i was practically all tired out. I had not really slept for days. Okays, i shall start blogging and stop typing all these nonsense before all the readers out there get bored to death. Now, i shall start with 9th. 9th was the first day we went there. Due to the PA matters, i woke up early. I woke up at about 5+ and then prepared and left. We went to Nick's house first to meet Wei Jian and to pick him and Audrey up. Along the way, we communicated using the walkie talkie. It's rather nice and fun when compared to our school's. Our school's walkie talkie is so bulky and big. One of these days, i should suggest to Ms Lau to buy them and make them ITMC properties so that we could get walkie talkies without fighting for them with the rest. Then, we went to Malaysia. Before we reached the resort, we stopped at a roadside stall to eat wanton noodles. It's nice and cheap. Thanks Nick for the treat. =) After a while, we reached the resort. We headed for the function room and after we reached, we started with the setting up. We did it in a rather okay speed so we were done in a jiffy. The whole problem was that we were just too fast. We had nothing to do after that. So, i went roaming around. The place was so big that i can practically get lost. We were given an orientation by Hawk. Okays, we refers to my sister and I. Then, Vincent came. He has got meeting in the army, so his Dad drove him there. He was expected to be late and yet he came earlier than the rest. They were supposed to reach at about 11 and yet they reached only at about 1. I heard from the rest that it wasn't counted really late since we are always late. =P To entertain ourselves, Vincent, Maggie, Hawk and I settled down to play cards. Then, they came. We sort of helped a little by carrying some bags and everyone settled down to listen. The whole retreat is declared to be started then. Next, we settled down to have lunch at the poolside area. It's not that i am pampered or anything, but that place was really full of flies, and the food was looked totally boring. The presentation was really poor. I didn't eat much. That's the thing. When the food don't look appetizing, i can might as well not eat. Next, we went back for some activities. It was some game about passing a cloth around. We managed to sabotage esther! She was so "upset" by the fact. Not really upset but just not feeling that right. However, in the end, she got a prize, for getting sabotaged and she loved the cup, so she should actually thank us! Okays, i don't really expect that. How can you expect someone to thank you after they got sabotaged by you? Normally, people don't. At least i don't. Then after the activity, we went back to our villa and had some fun by lazing around and swimming. I couldn't swim cause i didn't have proper attire or what the lifeguard called it. However, i played with the water. Got soaked to the skin. Really fun. Then we went back, bathed, and started off to the dining area for dinner. We were late for dinner and we recieved a number of complaints. Oh well, they weren' really complaints. They just merely told us not to be late next time. This time round, i have decided not to state the excuse saying our villa was far away. However, it's true. Our villa was far and thou we left earlier than the rest, we couldn't get there on time. Actually, it was our fault. Since our villa was far, we should have left earlier. Okays, I shall stop trying to debate on this topic. I shall continue blogging. Next was sermon. I did controlled the powerpoint slides. It's so strange. I am sitting in front of everyone and doing that. I tried hiding myself, but gave up at last. Actually, that was worship not sermon. During sermon, i sat between Fish and Esther. It was fun. It has been a long time, i last did so. I chatted with them while listening. Fish wrote two long pages of the sermon. I don't think i can do it. But i will give a rough summary on it later. Then, it was Cell Time. We had combined cell. All youths. In the girl's villa. It was on youth sunday and speaking about that, i still have yet typed the minutes. =P I aren't really involved this year. I don't know i should be happy or sad. I don't really feel like doing much and yet i feel a bit guilty and all for not participating. I don't know. I am actually given a priviledge to work out the PA stuffs and yet I had these feelings. I am weird. I admit it. Following, we lazed around and had a mini chat about our cell. Then, lights off. Sleeping time. The next day we woke up late. We hurried off for breakfast and worship practice. I am so guilty and sorry that we were late for almost all meals and worship practices. Sorrys! Then, there was nothing much. We had the second worship and sermon and had lunch. Before lunch we went bowling. My scores were so low compared to the previous few times i went bowling. I wasn't in the mood to bowl. Forget it. I shan't elaborate. Then, we had lunch. With my mood, the tension, and the food, i just could not bring myself to eat anything. I skipped lunch. And here i have to apologise on behald of the rest that we took the 3 girls' seat. Sorrys! Then, i have to elaborate a bit about breakfast too. I couldn't just complain and skip the good things, the breakfast was really rather nice. I must admit that. Then, after lunch, it was activity. A game on recognising people. All youths started before time. It wasn't all fault. This time round i will retaliate. I mean they said start. I wasn't out fault. Everyone was confused. However, it's just a miscommunication. Noone is to be blamed. And right, all youths admitted we "cheated". In that case, we were being honest. Then, we had free time. We didn't do much. The rest had worship practice while i helped esther searched for her lost resident pass. I was tired out. But again, esther is my buddy, it's only right for me to do so. =) However, in the end, it was her mum, who by coincidence picked it up. God bless. Then, we lazed around in the villa and went to support the people bowling. Then, we went for dinner. Dinner was at the poolside again. However, the food was rather nice. Anyways, we were early this time round. We decided to be. Then, we went up for worship practice and then sermon. Afterwhich, it was cell. We had quite a good time sharing. Then, we went for some barbequing and then went back to play cards. There was a bit of misconception and miscommunication here but i shan't elaborate. Then, sleeping time and the next day we woke up it was breakfast, which was nice, then, worship and sharing time. This time round, during the sharing time, quite a number of unexpected youths and adults went to share. Looks like this time round, a lot of people were touched and lots of take back lessons. Then, we went for lunch and home. It was okays. The trip back was average. Then, headed back home and fell asleep a while after that. Then, it was the next day. Went to church again! I am so happy. I simply love the church! How i wish that life continues this way. Although knowing someone too much, might not be a good thing but i am willing to take the risk. I really hope it's going to be in this way everyday. Then, church and shopped at Orchard after that. Then, we went back and gave Abia a surprise party. Shan't elaborate much. However, i am really very impressed with the friendship and the unity the Naomians have. I mean all turned up, no matter how busy or sick they were, and all put in effort. Wow. They are really close. Then, i came back home, after the party. Then, i started blogging, till now. Now i shall learn and share a bit of my take away stuffs. Actually, it's hard to share. But the feeling is there. The touched feeling and all. It's really a nice retreat! Then, i have decided to stop hiding my feelings. Throughout my life, i have thought that hiding the true self and pretending to be a bad girl and ignore everyone and don't care about everything is going to help me to be a happier person. However, sometimes it's just not the case. I really do get around and get things my way easier this way. But i have lost a lot of friends and myself. I don't understand myself more and more. Besides, acting tough and bad is not that good. I might just make others hate you. I am trying to stop that. I hope i can succeed.
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::[Sabotage]::

2005-06-08T21:22:00.000+08:00

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::[PosTs]::
I still have yet recovered from my smirking. It was funny. Real funny. I just sabotaged a couple together. Not those newly weds or a young couple. They are married, with children too. However, it's just funny. Plain funny. For those who know me thru the church, you will know who i am talking about. It's hawk n brig. Fine. This is not for their eyes. In case they blush. I am about to start narrating what happened. Don't think they will mind. Will they? I don't know. But well, they can't sue me. So i don't care. Okays, here it goes. We were eating at 5 star which was opposite our house. We means Hawk, Brig, Audrey, Nick, His Mum, Mag and I! Okays, we ate. And after eating, we were about to leave. Nick told everyone to stay back while Brig and Hawk walk first. Hawk got it, but Brig didn't, so apparently, it didn't work. They stayed back to wait for us. Seeing that the plan failed, we went for Plan B. We started walking and then we walked slower and slower. The crowd of us ended outside the caferia and they were in front. We talked. Hawk went to his car and took out a box. He didn't take out the flowers! We were signalling him, laughing, and all. He finally knew that he had to give the flowers before we will walk over. He took out the flowers and gave Brig. So sweet! And Funny! Then we continued walking. Anyways, additional information that you need is that Nick's car is at the mechanics and hence, Nick will be taking Hawk's car home. Nick got into Hawk's car and all followed. Mag and I too! We didn't go home. We must give them their privacy. Funny. We left and here i am at Nick's house using his laptop. This is really funny. I can find no other word to describe it. Fine. My vocabulary is limited. Anyways, that's all. And now the recap of the day. Woke up. Had a conference call with the others to discuss about the Republic Polytechnic Project. Then, slacked a while and went to school. School was funny too. Fine. I am going to think of another word to use. Ah. School was hilarious. Hey, this don't sound right. But whatever, i am not going to care. What happen was that i went to school and had maths remedial. I completed what was supposed to be taught today last lesson, so I am left with practically nothing to do. I slacked and took out my book to read. However, Mr Tan objected in me reading a book. He told me that he is going to have more wood to burn. I argued and said that a book wasn't wood. We argued for a while until the class is starting to get bored, and Mr Tan continued teaching and i continued reading. Mr Tan didn't care about me after that. He asked if i finished. Li Wen shouted that i finished everything. Thanks Liwen. :) Hence, the class was in chaos and Mr Tan had no choice but to continue teaching. That was Part A. Part B was when class was about to end. Mr Tan said that all those that finished can leave. I wanted to leave. But he didn't allow. He said that the whole class was to leave together. Soon, Stephanie finished and asked me to go. Mr Tan asked Stephanie to do her homework instead. Upon hearing that, I asked Mr Tan if it's true that once i hand in my work i can leave. Mr Tan thinking that i wouldn't have finished, nodded his head. Well, that's me. Rebellious. However, miraculously, I finished my work. I handed in and told him bye bye. Then, he had no choice but to let me go. He told me that i could leave. After that, a lot of people wanted to leave so the class was in chaos. Mr Tan then had no choice but to let everyone leave. Evil me. :P So off i go and off the class went. After class, i went home and slacked. Then, dinner and Nick's house. Later, i am going to church and then home to pack. That's my day. Ending my post off. Hopefully this post is slightly better. More of me. Bye!
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::[SpeecHes]::
SZBOM: Srys abt wad happened. Hope u saw the card and oso tt u wun mind. Really sry. I dunno larhh.. Jus now i wasnt really in the mood to talk tt muchh hence this happened.. Really sry.. Haix.. Srys srys srys... N yeahh.. I appreaciated ur help alot.. Even thou i dun really need it now.. Now tt i hv tot thru n all.. I wanna n sincerely share my tots n so on wif u.. Really.. Srys.. Hope eth ll b over soon.. Haix.. This is irritating.. Anws, it's good tt u flare up.. U rarely get e chance.. Now u can scream n shout, rave n rant n all at me..
SSTPM: Cheer up kaes..? We ll all b behind u!! N yeahh.. I wasn't hiding anything.. If u asked, i would say.. I m just nt in e mood 2.. Okies okies.. Haix.. N b guai orhh! While i m off.. Dun cry and muz smile and b true happy.. Here's e diff part.. True happy.. Muz horhh.. N yeahh.. Dun tink 2 muchh lerrs..
NOMHWO: I hv tot eth thru lerrs.. Yeahh.. There's more den 1 way of dng tings.. I noe.. N i m now choosing e alternative.. I m truly happy now.. Coz eth is over n i noe wad i wan.. Yeahh.. Hahax.. Hopefully u r happy 2.. I dunno larhh.. Seems or in fact it's true.. It's quite sum time since we last talked.. Hahax.. Now tt eth is over, i hope we ll talk wors.. Hahax..
KSDPM: Heys, loads of tings makes me happy! This is me.. Emotional.. Loads of tings bring me up, and down too.. Yeahh.. N talkin n distracting me frm my tots ll make me happy.. Hence, u din actually hv 2 do muchh.. Jus talk.. Hahax.. Yeahh.. Anws, really thk u orhh.. Hahax.. Always helping me up.. N.. Srys 2.. 4 eth.. Thou u dun allow me 2 say but wdv it is.. Thks and Srys..
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::[Blogging after Days]::

2005-06-07T23:09:00.000+08:00

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::[PosTs]::
I am finally blogging, after 3 days. That's if my mathematics is still on the right track. Anyways, really apologetic about that. It wasn't that i don't want to blog or i am just plain lazy or busy. It was that i am not in the right mood to do so. I have either been too high or too low to blog. For the past 3 days that is. It's also not a fact that i am in the right mood now, cause i am blogging just cause my friend reminded me to blog, and that i think it is time for me to keep track of what happened before i forgot. You might think that's simply stupid and silly, but keeping a journal is too much for me, so i am going for an online one, to remind me and to let me reflect on what happened in life. It's also to let me scream and shout, rave and rant, and do all sorts of things to it. Anyways, i am aiming to create a new blogskin either before i leave Singapore or when i come back. And, for your information, i am leaving Singapore at 9th June for Malaysia. Puteri Golf Resort. I hope i got my facts right. It's a church retreat, and i am going there with all my church friends. Sounds cool, right? I am yearning to go for it. I want to go! Really. 8 Teenage Girls in a Villa. Wow. Cool. Okays, enough of me bragging about how cool my overseas trips is going to be. Hopefully. I am now going to start writing about what happened lately. Starting from 5th June. 5th June was a Sunday, so i should be doing what i always do on Sundays - waking up, going to church. It wasn't different that Sunday. I woke up, and went to church. Except that that time round, i went there earlier, for a meeting. It wasn't a meeting for people with high positions, if not i wouldn't be there. It's for the performance on Youth Sunday. I am looking forward to that. After the discussion, our final decision was that it will be a skit-cum-musical about Israelites. Each Israelite with his or her own background and history. It sounds so proffessional. That's cause this suggestion was from Ruth - the Drama Queen in Church! She will be writing the script. Hope that we can act to that standard. That proffessional standard. After meeting, headed for the normal service. And, as per normal, i was chatting and yakking thoroughout the whole service. Guilty of it. But well, i have been doing so for a really long time. Soon, service ended, and the worship rehearsal for the Retreat started. I was practically doing nothing. Fooling around in the Public Address System Control Booth. Running, jumping, doing all sorts of things, except for actual work. Then, rehearsal ended, ate lunch. Thanks Hawk for the treat. :)) Afterwhich, i was slacking and lazing around in church. It was then that the whole joke started. I shan't publicize the joke here. I promised not to. I keep my promises. Then, started off to Windmill to meet Fish, Cindy and Mag to go to IMM for some grocery shopping. We dragged. We waited. In the end, there were 6 people going. Fish. Cindy. Mag. Esther. Jason. And, me! The Naomians joined us at IMM at the later part of the day. We walked around. Shopped. And finally, headed for Giant. Our main motive of going to IMM is to buy snacks and junk food for the retreat, so Giant was the main shop we wanted to go. We went in and came out with 2 plastic bags. Only two. We are actually going to survive with those few packets of snacks for those days. Impossible. Hence, we decided that everyone will bring whatever they can and have by themselves. Mag and I have bought ours. They are now at a corner in our room. After shopping, met up wif Mummy and ate dinner. Dinner over and we are off for home. That's about all that happened on Sunday. I shall now continue writing about Monday. Monday was just another boring "schoolday". I know it's holidays and we shouldn't count going back to school for that few hours remedials as "schoolday" but i just want to. The government is treating holidays as days whereby students go to school later and return home earlier. That's totally nonsense. It's holidays. The definition of holidays is rest from work. It's something along this line. Apparently, i am not a dictionary and i can't come up with the exact definition offhand. Enough of complains. I went to school on Monday. I reached at 7 plus AM. It's really early. I was sick and sleepy. But what can i do? I am only a student. I can't lodge a complaint, nor object and refuse to go to school. I went to school. I have repeated this for umpteen of times. The remedial started with Mdm Surin giving out notes. Or in fact, for me, it started with her asking me to go over, and giving me a pep talk about how i should assign people to do their part in the project instead of finishing it myself. But it's not my fault. They didn't help. Okays, maybe it's cause i didn't ask them to. However, there was absolutly no point in telling me that since i have already finished. What does she want me to do? Delete it and ask them to do it? Impossible. Afterwhich, we settled down and she started her lesson. We kept talking and hence, she let us talked and asked us to read through the notes ourselves and we are going to have a test on the first biology lesson on Semester 2. That's simply too much. Two topics in an hour and a test after that? Great. How am i supposed to pass? It's not that her teaching matters that much, I don't listen anyway. It's just that i don't want the test! Forget it. I can't do anything. As i mentioned just now, i am just a student. Next, we had Maths lesson. Matrices. Matrices was simple and boring. To think it is a Secondary 3 Additional Mathematics topic. It's so simple. Tomorrow, Mr Tan is going to finish off the topic. I don't feel like going. I already know all that he is going to teach tomorrow. But i can't do anything. I am just a student. The lesson soon ended and off i go. Home. I slept in the afternoon and then slacked at night. Next, Tuesday. Tuesday is today. I did nothing much today. I finished up what has to be passed up tomorrow and then slacked. That's all. Simple. In addition, i met my Mum at night for dinner and also went to Bukit Timah Plaza's NTUC to buy additional snacks for retreat and that was about all. Okays, I am going to end my post now. Hopefully, this typing-in-complete-english-plan isn't going to give you or me creeps. Anyways, can anybody give me any idea or theme for my new blogskin? Please.
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::[Sick]::

2005-06-04T23:32:00.000+08:00

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::[PosTs]::
hahax.. i shall blog.. n aft i m done wif blogging, i ll go n slp.. mb.. hahax.. i m crazy larhh.. i hv been slping n slping 4 ytd.. okies.. all i did ytd was 2 slp.. so nth muchh 2 blog abt.. i hv slept e whole day! hahax.. who would believe tis.. me who slps less den 6hrs everyday hv slept e whole day! hahax.. i skipped maths remedial.. skipped RP seminar.. skipped prayer meeting.. jus 2 slp.. hahax.. i carn blieve tis.. hahax.. okies.. so as wad i said, i slept e whole day.. so wad 2 blog..? nth.. hahax.. den errs.. nth muchh 2day 2.. hahax.. woke up.. stoned on my bed.. den went 2 churchh.. helped out here n there.. den went 2 orchard! hahax.. walked ard.. e ting was tt i m nt in e mood 2 walk ard.. hahax.. i m feelings giddy n all thorought.. e tings were like swingin, swingin, swingin, den i almost knocked down sth.. oways litat de.. blur blur.. den ltr almost bang in2 tis, bang in2 tt.. hahax.. but luckily nth muchh happened.. yeahh.. den erm.. went hm.. hahax.. walked ard larhh.. as normal.. but 2day return earlier.. den.. nth muchh lerrs.. wanna explain my illness.. explain till tml.. hahax.. let's c.. giddy.. headache.. running nose.. cough.. fever.. wad else..? i dunno.. hahax.. okies.. n my fever is gng on a roller coaster ride.. up n down.. hahax.. i dun care oreadys.. more n more ppl r getting sick nowadays.. all coz of e unfavorable weather... hahax.. takkaire! tt's all.. dun wanna continue bloggin lerrs.. hahax.. byebyes!
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::[Complications]::

2005-06-02T20:30:00.000+08:00

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okies.. day as per normal.. i mean as tiring as normal.. haix.. woke up in e morning.. went 4 el remedial.. my el so poor.. haix.. den ltr ate lunch in skl.. n went hm.. took bus all e way 2 westmall via 173.. wanna waste tym larhh.. coz i reach there still v.early.. den yeahh.. i ll skip tt whole tingy.. 2 avoid misunderstanding n all.. n 4 those who saw these, it's nt wad u tink it is! den yeahh... i reach there muchh muchh earlier den e rest so went walking ard.. den finally they came.. ate.. not me.. i din eat again! hahax.. den watched monster-in-law.. so nice.. recommended.. hahax.. den walked ard.. till 7+ den reach hm.. yeahh.. tt's all 4 e day.. i m 2 tired n lazy 2 argue or wadsoeva... haix.. n main tingy.. dun b mistaken.. sum stuffs r litat.. frenz..
Lyrics of Ocean's 2nd Album's Song 6:
点了两杯可乐你嘴角还是苦涩
成全他的自由被松绑了你却被困住了
幸福被留级了

也许给爱是甘愿的哪天他才会懂得
想到他体贴的对象不止一个
你算什么呢？

说穿了每段爱都值得依依不舍
可惜啊谁能说对那应该是你的
心碎了红着眼看那段拉拉扯扯
除了你谁有资格决定你是牺牲者

天亮了他走了你学会什么心得
聪明人才懂得该你的才是你的
这首歌唱不完恋人的曲曲折折
幸福并没有非谁不可的角色
Reason i put it here is tt it is affecting me alot... u all read oreadys den ll noe lerrs larhh..
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::[SpEEcheS]::
NOMHWO: i tink 1 day i needa ask u sth.. or in fact tok.. haix.. dunno larhh.. i carn face-to-face.. nt msn.. nt fone.. sms..? c 1st ba.. haix..
UOYOMH: wad u mean..? i wanna noe! pls.. i m sure u noe more den me.. can u tell me..? n u noe wad u saw isnt true.. haix.. wdv larhh.. eth is in a whole big mess..
SSTPM: yeahh! hahax.. w er sensible ppl orhh.. hahax.. dun care abt rumours! hahax.. haix.. dun care lerrs larhh.. hu cares.. i mean if u r gonna stop making frenz due 2 rumours, u r really gonna hv a small circle of frenz rites? hahax...
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::[Birthday Calender]::

2005-06-01T17:08:00.000+08:00

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::[PosTs]::
okies.. i hv jus added a b'dae calender... tink u all notice lerrs ba.. hahax.. gt e inspiration frm sum1's else blog.. hahax.. anws, srys 4 nt posting ytd.. nt in e mood larhh.. hahax.. okies okies.. start frm ytd.. erm.. woke up den went 4 maths olympiad again.. thankfully last tym.. hahax.. n i m gonna get kicked out.. i m sure.. no more of these.. hahax.. yeahh! okies.. reason being.. 1st i m stupid.. 2nd i m a maths idoit.. i carn rmb a single maths formula 3rd i scored so badly 4 my mye.. i mean report bk.. hahax.. 4th i left e hall w/o even completing e paper.. nt tt i dun hv tym.. merely coz i din feel like dng.. i left b4 e paper officially ended.. hahax.. okies.. tt's all.. gonna get kicked out.. n saved.. i noe i shdnt tink tis way.. ppl hv been tellin me tt i shd cherish e privilegde of gettin 2 able 2 b in e traninin.. hahax.. okies.. den ltr while cuming hm saw sum1 which reminds m of unpleasant stuffs.. den ltr came hm.. lazed ard.. readin e missing series bk.. hahax.. so nice!! yay!! oh ya, hu has e 4th bk..? hahax.. den yeahh.. ate erm used comp.. den sth unpleasant again.. den went off 2 slp.. hahax.. so.. end of day.. den 2day.. woke up early in e mornin den erm went 2 skl.. tot i ll b late but nt larhh.. hahax.. okies.. den i was dreamin in cls.. hahax.. coz i din bring any relevant bks.. 2 tink i carried till so heavy.. tt's e prob wif passing e msg larhh.. original msg:"bring all sec 1 n 2 xpress cl stuffs".. in e end, wad most ppl get was "bring sec 1 n 2 hcl bi ji n ke ben" or "bring sec 1 bi ji n ke ben" or "dun needa bring ath".. most ppl dun even noe muz go 4 tuition.. haix.. in e end so many absentees.. hahax.. den again went hm.. rush here n there 4 bryan, ethan n rachel.. hahax.. den yeahh.. stoned in front of e comp most of e tym.. tinking n tinking.. oh ya, every1 shd jus tink back of wad u did since u were born.. all e evil stuffs.. haix.. ll regret.. hahax.. nt tt i did alot of evil stuffs.. nt evil.. jus nt sensible.. hahax.. nvms larhhh.. i muz wake up orhx.. hahax.. but diff larhh.. i m still a child! hahax.. meant 2 enjoy.. nt 2 suffer.. hahax.. so.. i dunno larhh.. hahax.. hopefully eth turns out fne.. tt's all i wanna.. nt neccessary gd.. fine is sufficient.. hahax.. okies.. endin it lerrs.. hahax.. bye!
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::[ExtRas]::
Good Stuffs: Missing Series Stories and Ocean's 2nd album (listen 2 e lyrics!)
Nicks: ThaNk U 2 aLL Hu weRe TheRe wHen i nEEded u ppL.. i caN oNi DePenD on u ppL Now..
Nicks: caN LosT fEElinGs b FouNd..? i DuNNo.. I m TrYinG.. R u..?
Msg: Thanks everyone! 4 every lil n minor stuffs u ppl did.. n thousands of thks 2 those tt helped alot.. hahax.. Thks!
updates of schedules on tt dunno which post.. hahax.. n yeahh... if any1's b'dae is nt up, or wrong, inform me! thks..
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::[Maths Idoit]::

2005-05-30T23:08:00.000+08:00

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::[PosTs]::
hahax.. i m a maths idoit.. i shall declare tt 2 every1.. 2day during SMO trainin, i carn rmb a single ting.. hahahx.. nt even basic maths stuffs.. hahax.. i m suchh an idoit.. hahax.. 4get it.. i m gonna lunk tml's SMO.. hahahax.. yay! i can get out den.. hahax.. okies okies.. i shdnt b tinkin tt way.. hahax.. wdv.. okies.. recap.. woke up.. used comp.. went 2 skl.. SMO training.. got pulled in by Mr Chin 4 nt dng my work.. hahax.. srys! hahax.. den.. saw ppl.. loads.. still gt sum ppl play balls den complain pain.. haix.. dun understand logic.. pain den dun play larhh.. hahax.. okies okies.. den i even broke a glass bottle.. so srys! i m suchh an idoit nowadays.. e marks drop.. i carn rmb a single ting.. i m blur.. n all.. haix.. y..? i dunno larhh.. 4get it.. den erm.. came hm.. den used comp.. den same routine.. hahax.. so i presume nth muchh happened.. hahax.. xcept on sum "arguements" abt him.. hahax.. wdv it is.. hahax.. okies.. tt's all. oh ya, fish.. ur skin is done.. i mean blogskin.. get it frm me.. hahax.. okies.. tt's all..
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::[ExtRas]::
Nicks: i am tired..
Quote: a dead knot carn b untied.. however, it can b hidden.. suchh tt no1 c it..
Story: She noes he doesnt like her.. She noes he likes u-noe-hu.. She noes.. She noes.. Can she stop harbouring wishful tinkings.. Can she stop recievin consoling frm ppl saying mb he gt his reasons.. mb he tis.. mb he tt.. she noes he doesnt.. simple 1 is tt she's nt wad he tink she's.. she's a complete idoit.. she's a useless freak.. she's.. tt's y.. he doesnt like her.. tt's it.. period.. haix.. sumtimes, he gt her twirling ard.. but most of e time down.. but she doesnt mind so long as they can b 2gather.. her determination is waiting 4 e guy.. i dunno y.. but sumtimes, i dun even noe if 2 console her or 2 ask her 2 give up.. i dunno.. haix..
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::[Elijah Outing]::

2005-05-29T21:57:00.000+08:00

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::[PosTs]::
today is Sunday! hahax.. e best day of e week i suppose.. hahax.. okies okies.. so i was apparently at e church 4 e 1st part of e day.. haahx.. n a lil bz wif e card tingy.. hahax.. thks all those who helped! hahax.. okies.. so i was nt dng PA at all.. until tt children section.. hahax.. so nice! hahax.. we tried means 2 let their voices b heard.. hahax.. n we succeded.. duh.. hahax.. okies okies.. den erm.. went out wif cell as usual.. went BK eat.. hahax.. oh ya, i was all drenched tt time.. so were e coupons.. hahax.. but sum ppl were worse larhh.. hahax.. rites..? hahahax.. okies okies.. so we were off 2 orchard.. hahax.. n 2 wait 4 certain ppl we had 2 miss 2 buses.. hahax.. okies okies.. anws, we successfully reached there.. dun ask me wad we did.. ahahax.. we went lib.. den went window shop.. tt's all i rmb.. n note:went.. hahax.. i din participate.. more or less a carelefare toking all e way.. hahax.. den ltr ppl decided 2 go hm.. so left wif me n fishy.. hahax.. we went far east.. den walked 2 PS.. hahax.. tok n tok.. hahax.. or shd i say i kip toking den fishy sian diao..? hahax.. ath larhh.. hhax.. i admit i talkative.. hahax.. den ate den walk ard den went back.. hahax.. n i jus reached hm.. hahax.. okies.. anws, srys 4 those tt i went crazy in front of.. real sry.. i m jus in e verge of.. haix.. 4get it.. i jus needa vent out if nt.. hahax.. okies okies.. den erm.. thks 4 all tt listened.. hahax.. n.. thks sum1 4 being sensitive.. den.. i dunno oreadys.. hahax.. ya! i gotta check out my cd player now.. hahax.. so byes!
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::[SpeecHes]::
KSDPM: thks alot.. hahax.. 4 being sensitive n all.. 4 letting me b crazy.. 4 eth.. thks.. n srys.. haix.. sumtimes, i really dunno larhh.. anws,.. anws, wad?! arghs.. mental block.. hahax.. 2 emotional.. hahax.. okies okies..
SZBOM: thks 4 oways being there.. thks.. i ll live.. i ll.. hahax.. apparently, no cars wanna bang me down.. hahax.. so 2 bad.. hahahax.. okies okies.. hahax.. n ppl ll nvr blieve i wanna die.. hahahahx.. so i can continue crapping.. hahax.. n yea, thks.. n dun worry 2 muchh abt urs 2!
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::[ExtRas]::
Nicks: i haTe LifE!! whY aRe ppL boRn To suFFeR..? i kNoW ThaT ThinGs maYbE NicE aNd aLL.. buT sumTimEs The BaD ThinGs jusT coveRed TheM..
Quote: If you can't solve it, just leave it!
Wishes: All the best to those having thier Os tml! hahax..
Schedule: Updates of Schedule at the previous post.. Hahax..
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::[Holidays]::

2005-05-28T18:51:00.000+08:00

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::[PosTs]::
hahax.. fine.. i m bloggin coz i hv nth beta 2 do.. hahax.. nt tt hols r free or tt i hv no hw, but tt i jus dun wanna do.. there's simply 2 muchh hw, tt i carn b bothered 2 touch.. hahax.. anws, it's oso nt tt i dun wanna go out, it's tt my sis gotta study 4 o level cl so i m staying hm 2.. hahax.. nt tt i carn go out coz she needa study.. jus tt i dun wanna go out alone.. hahax.. okies okies.. anws, gd luck 4 those taking their o levels cl tis cuming mon.. hahax.. nxt year it ll b my turn oreadys.. hahax.. freaky.. dun wanna tink abt it.. hahax.. anws, so i m hm e whole day, tryin 2 do my hw, hahax.. but i carn larhh.. once i open my comp, my hw gets thrown aside.. hahax.. anws, i gt tt long list of hw, tt i carn decide which 2 do 1st.. hahax.. n my hols schedule is really tight.. hahax.. haix.. i dunno larhh.. i m so bz.. headache.. as i said, hols r torture.. hahax.. okies.. i shall write out my schedule so as 2 remind myself.. hahax.. start frm tml ba.. hahax.. it lll bat e extras part.. okies okies.. so wad else shd i say.. nth lerrs.. hahax.. no speeches 2.. simply 2 bored 2 tink of ath... so.. hahax..
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::[ExtRas]::
Nicks:WhY DiD i scoRe so BadLy..? FamiLy..? ReLaTionsHips..? fRienDsHips..? Haix.. i DuNNo..
Quote: Life's like a one-sided story.. u wun noe wad e other ppl is dng or tinking..
Schedule:

::[29 May][Church][Whole Day]::

::[30 May][Maths Olympiad Training][1430-1630]::

::[31 May][Maths Olympiad Competition][0900-1300]::

::[1 June][Geography Seminar][0930-1630][Chinese Supplementary][0800-1200]::

::[2 June][English Supplementary][1000-1200][1230-1430][Cell Outing][1430-0000]::

::[3 June][Republic Poly][1430-1630][Maths Supplementary][1400-1500]::

::[4 June][Church][1300-1700][Family Outing][1700-0000]::

::[5 June][Church][Whole Day]::

::[6 June][Biology Supplementary][0800-1000][Maths Supplementary][1030-1230]::

::[7 June][Clinical Appointment(Not Mine=))][Dunno Time]::

::[8 June][Family Outing][Dunno Time]::

::[9 June][Church Retreat][Whole Day][Biology Supplementary][1200-1400][Maths Supplementary][1500-1600][Republic Poly][1100-1300]::

::[10 June][Church Retreat][Whole Day][ITMC][0830-1700]::

::[11 June][Church Retreat][Whole Day]::

::[12 June][Church][Whole Day]::

::[16 June][Republic Poly][1100-1300]::

::[18 June][Family Outing][Dunno Time]::

::[19 June][Church][Whole Day]::

::[23 June][Republic Poly][1100-1300]::

::[25 June][Family Day][0730-1200][Family Outing][Dunno Time]::

::[26 June][Church][Whole Day]::

So this is my schedule for the hols.. Not compete thou.. Some i hvnt got e dates.. Hahax.. The rest of the days may be booked..

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::[Stupid Me]::

2005-05-27T20:26:00.000+08:00

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::[pOsTs]::
report bk 2day.. guess wad..? 5th in cls n 14th in lvl..? omgg.. how stupid can i get..? arghs.. y litat.. y i so stupid..? y y y..? haix.. den e % is oni 75.1.. barely made it 2 A1.. arghs.. n yea.. i lost e 1st in cls by abt 2-3%.. n e 3rd won me by barely 0.6% n e 4th 0.2%.. arghs.. haix.. 4get it.. i m stupid.. tt's a fact.. arghs.. haix.. if i were 2 b more careful, n nt tt wilful, n more hardworking(which i dun tink i ever ll b.. hahax..), i would hv got.. beta rankin n grades! haix.. 4get it.. wad's done cannot b undone.. no pt cryin over split milk.. hahax.. haix.. y shd i do..? nth! hahax.. i hv decided 2 let it b.. thou aft my mum's nags.. hahax.. n my chers' "advice".. hahax.. n 4 those tt posted me tis ques of y did my grades drop so muchh, n y din i perform up 2 expectation, i shall now give u all e ans.. e ans is tt i really dunno.. hahax.. fam? relationships? friendship? 4 heaven's sake i dunno.. hahax.. haix.. n i noe my weakness is tt i m careless.. dun needa tell me.. hahax.. okies okies.. so wad else did i do 2day..? hmm.. i woke up at 9..? went off 2 skl.. den took report bk.. listen 2 chers crap.. den went off 2 sum ppl's office.. hahax.. thks yichong 4 guidin.. hahax.. den.. went off 2 fuhua.. hahax.. listen 2 her chers' comical comments.. hahax.. nvms.. den ltr went 2 jp.. walked ard.. watch madagascar.. den went hm.. hahax.. nth muchh.. hahax.. den erm.. yea.. saw sth.. sum1's nick.. hahax.. 2 tt sum1, i can oni say i noe i noe.. n i m nt askin 4 ath.. hahax.. so u dun needa ask me 4 ath like giving up 2.. hahax.. okies okies.. anws, let's continue e story.. or shd i say flashback..? hahax.. okies.. ytd.. erm.. jus a normal skl day i suppose.. den yea.. slacking all e way.. hahax.. den aft skl went 4 sum itmc meeting.. hahax.. it's 2 take a quiz larhh.. ppl interested take it at edulearn.. multimedia tingy.. hahax.. i oni gt 38%! hahax.. most ppl failed larhh.. hahax.. no sec 2s passed i tink.. hahax.. 2 bad... den i found out 2 secrets which shocked me.. hahax.. nvms.. oh ya.. toking abt shock.. we knew e new council protem ytd.. hahax.. let's c.. cassandra, desmond, haoli, huimin, jacqueline, jiajing, jipeng, leung yan, nicholas, shaun, si aun, xueli, ying xian, n yiqi.. hahax.. shd b all.. 14.. hahax.. alot of unexpected 1s.. hahax.. okies okies.. yea.. congrats 2 all! n 2 their lovers.. b it gf, bf, or secret admirers.. hahax.. esp sum1! haix.. 4get it.. i m crazy.. hahax.. okies.. tt's abt all 4 ytd i tink.. went hm.. den nth muchh happened.. hahax.. okies okies.. bye!
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::[spEEcHes]::
SZBOM: c a doc! stop torturin urself larhh.. haix.. 1 day of e hols i shall go n pull u there.. hahax.. haix.. n dun tink 2 muchh.. love is litat.. haix.. 4get it.. i m really srys.. these few days nt really in e mood 2 step in2 any luv probs or conflicts.. so.. i m act dng nth muchh 4 u.. srys.. srys.. i ll try n recover soon.. hahax..
UOVJPMH: hahax.. still tinking abt her..? dun tink lerrs larhh.. hahax.. u shd jus stop tinking.. haix.. sumtimes carn b forced.. eh.. wad m i tokin abt..? like u like her litat.. hahax.. okies okies.. erm.. confusion doesnt last long.. tt's all i can say.. hahax..
ATOVOZZS: die die oso nvr tot u wud like.. ahem ahem.. hahahax.. so fnny n shockin.. hahax.. n yea, if u hv made a choice, go wif it.. dun tink lerrs.. hahax.. it's no use regrettin or dng anythin now.. hahax.. n all i can say is 2 handle it well.. ahax.. if nt, it is so fragile tt i might break anytime.. hahax..
XRTRM: not dng ath, nt toking abt it, nt toking 2 u, n all, doesnt means ath.. he still likes u.. admit it.. it's no use escapin or avoidin it.. n it's litat.. 4 e sake of friendship, he muz ignore u.. but u can do sth.. sth 2 resolve it.. 2 stop his jealousy, den u 2 can tok again.. hahax..
LSUERR: congrats on ur marks! hahax.. u hv gt wad u wan.. n i m still strugglin.. wad can i do..? hhax.. u shall try n improve.. but tings may nt b possible.. hahax.. r still a gd competitor n fren! hahax.. n yea, b satisfied!
UOYOMH: sumtimes really wish 2 ask u abt him.. but u noe i carn.. hahax.. i jus carn do it.. if it has nt been mr tan, jus now tt qns wud hv popped out of my mouth.. hahax.. luckily.. nvms.. anws, my marks arent gd! hahax..
NOMHWO: hahax.. toked 2 so many ppl abt tt topic like e previous few, wad can u say now..? hahax.. askin ppl nt 2 tink.. askin them 2 give up.. asking them 2 accept e fact tt ppl may nt hv tt same feelings 2wards u, but 2 others.. wad more cud i say..? hahax.. nth.. simply nth.. accept 2 practise wad i preached.. hahax.. u muz b v.happy while readin tis line.. but well, wdv larhh.. hahax.. i dun care!
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::[ExtRas]::
Nicks: LifE is LikE a oNe-siDeD sToRy.. u NvR noE waD ThE oTheR ppL is TinKinG abT unLeSS TheY saY.. Do u?
Nicks: WiNNing Too MucH ll ResuLt iN u nT aCCepTinG FaiLuReS aNd LoSS..
Quote: Life is like a colour wheel, full of changes, yet never ending..
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::[Tests Over]::

2005-05-25T21:27:00.000+08:00

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::[pOsTs]::
great.. i so happy.. hhaax.. yay! i m officially declarin myself into e hols mood.. hahax.. at least b4 e hols starts so tt i can hv time 2 enjoy b4 e hols torment starts.. hahax.. yay! hols is approachin but nt exactly gd.. hahax.. coz i gotta go back almost everyday.. haix.. so sad.. but nvms.. hahax.. at least can slp till ltr.. okies.. anws, flashin back.. y din i blog ytd..? hahax.. okies.. i came back aft skl straight den slp till dunno when den started playin comp.. den due 2 my nt revising, my comp gt confiscated 4 a while den i went 2 slp... hahax.. since i carn play den slp lorhh.. hahax.. okies.. den yea.. nth muchh.. jus litat.. oh ya, srys 4 those i din say gdbye ytd, so u noe wad happen now rites..? hahax.. okies.. den 2day.. as usual.. slackin whole day.. den stuffs litat.. hahx.. den nth muchh.. aft skl was stayin back.. n a load of stories.. hahax.. like how mei2 dao4 li3 e earth is.. making me stay back when i m act lettin others copy my work.. n like how i needa get scolded by frenz when it's them tt's needin my work n nt e other way rd.. n like how i needa stand in 4 ppl who din come coz of their interview.. n how i m stayin back n gettin said, 4 stupid reasons which has nth 2 do wif me.. wad on earth is tis..? hahax.. okies.. den went hm, hurried off 4 church.. n met wif laoda den had pizza at pizza hut.. celebration 4 maggie's b'dae AGAIN.. 3rd time.. once in cell.. once ytd wif hawk n fam.. den 1 more 2day.. hahax.. okies okies.. den i went hm.. tt's abt all.. i tink.. hahax.. n nxt half of e post shall b complains.. hahax.. since i m nt in e v.gd mood 2day, i m gonna b complainin.. hahax.. kaes.. 1st abt chem cher mr p tan.. he is irritating! i mean like ytd i was takin back my paper n den they went thru n stuffs litat.. den nth muchh 2 do so decided 2 tok or do sth else.. n tt ppl kip pickin on me.. prob coz i din wanna play on scrabble or wdv but i dun care.. he is jus pickin on me! tt's all i noe.. dun lemme slack.. n makin me angry.. idoitic.. haix.. 4get it.. wad can i do..? he's e cher.. den nxt.. sum1.. shut up larhh.. stop crappin abt how u score beta dn me.. i ll ensure i win u nxt semester! hahax.. n e most i dun care abt ur tt 1 less record.. big deal.. idoitic ppl.. get gd grades v.gd izzit..? den wanna say u din study can get good grades lerrs.. but u did! so dun tok crap.. hahax.. okies.. den nth lerrs.. hahax.. i hv so muchh complains due 2 my mood.. so whoeva im referin 2.. dun get pissed.. i mean it's like wdv larhh.. i angry i write down.. i m litat.. i dare 2 b angry, i dare 2 write down.. hahahax.. okies.. den nxt.. 2 e ppl i m daoin, i m playin! hahahx.. okies.. abt all.. ahhax..
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::[spEEcHes]::
NOMHWO: hahax.. u can continue actin blur in front of everyone.. u can continue dng wad u oways do.. u can continue playin tricks.. u can continue toying wif my feelings.. i dun care.. hahax.. wdv it is.. dun allow it 2 turn in2 hate.. betta clear tings off.. haix.. wdv..
UOVJPMH: hahax.. u make me angry 1 more time, i dao u more.. hahax.. yay!! i win.. anws, would u like jus spare me a tot.. i mean i m nt in a v.gd mood now.. thou i ll n laughin n i carn b angry.. hahax..
SZBOM: heys, thks 4 helpin.. hahax.. i m gonna help u if i can.. hahax.. yay! n yea, thks alot.. n ya dun force him or ath.. dun really wanna him 2 b angry, hurt or sad or ath abt tis.. haix.. n concentrate on ur own matters 1st larhh.. more hope.. hahax..
SSTPM: my penknife! hahax.. every1 noes u r e delivery man n if ath goes wrong, u ll b fined.. hahahx.. okies okies.. anws, dun say crap.. n i ll clear ur matter.. hahax..
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::[ExtRas]::
Nicknames: 这世界越来越没有道理了！If u wanna me come online, sms or email!
Quote: To earn respect from others, do wad u say!
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::[Love=Hate OR Love NOT = Hate?]::

2005-05-23T23:31:00.000+08:00

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::[pOsTs]::
hahax.. frm my fren i jus found out tt hate comes oni aft love.. hahax.. at least tt's his opinions.. hahax.. i wonder if it's true.. hahax.. wdv.. n i hv oso heard abt sum hate square tingy.. hahax.. anws, hate square equals love.. frm wad they call it.. hahax.. saying tt hate is negative.. so negative square equals positive.. hahax.. wdv it is larhh.. hahax... okies.. e 2nd info has nth muchh 2 do wif wad i gonna say.. oni tt i tot of it so jot it down.. rather interestin marhh.. hahax.. okies.. hate derives frm love?? mayb yes.. tt's y i hv nvr hate sum1? hahax.. coz i nvr loved? tt's weird.. but well, it's nt 4 me 2 conclude.. hahax.. okies.. anws, love, frenz, n hate has oni a thin margin in btween.. b careful wif ur feelins, 2 ensure nth goes wrong.. hahax.. seems like i m hving a lil prob wif tt thou.. but tt's ytd.. i m okies 2day oreadys.. no muchh feelings.. hahax.. aftall, as i said, tis is nth compared 2 wad i hv gone thru, rites..? hahax.. n well, nth muchh is gonna happen anymores.. i shall leave eth 2 e hands of god n e hands of those hu noes.. hahax.. i suppose i can trust u ppl 2 help me settle them all..? hahax.. thks! n yea, if u r bored readin suchh lame stuffs, tis is e reason y i din blog ytd.. hahax.. nt so. at, nt at all.. hahax.. okies.. i din blog ytd, coz i was nt tt gd in e mood n i din feel like bloggin.. hahax.. so srys 2 sumone.. n note.. i avoided sumbody as sum1 requested.. hahax.. okies.. anws, let's hv a brief overview of wad happened tis long weeekend.. hahax.. nt xactly long, but wdv e chers called it it's long.. okies.. sat.. went 2 church early in e morn 4 dumpling making.. hahahx.. rather funny.. grouped wif fishy.. kip arguing wif her hu made more n nicer n faster.. hahax.. overall, nice experience.. hahax.. thou wasnt e 1st time.. nanhuarians shd noe arhx..? hahax.. ACC muz make.. hahax.. okies.. den went out lunch.. den back 2 church.. went on sittin down there dng nth muchh.. hahax.. ltr den go 2 PS 2 meet yujun, yueqi, mummy n didi.. hahax.. den walked ard, ate, den returned hm.. hahax.. okies.. tt's abt all.. yeahh.. had quite a nice time.. hahax.. or v.nice time..? hahx.. okies.. den sun.. mood okies in e beginnin.. aftall, sat was nice.. hahax.. so went 2 church.. hahax.. nice day.. did ppt n pa duty.. hahax.. rather rathery.. hahax.. den ate at BK.. ahax.. anqi was there larhh.. hahax.. den cell.. was plain chattin n celebrating.. den less den 1 song, cell gotta end.. so here we go.. off.. hahax.. off 2 westmall.. when practically none of us hv gt enuf $ left.. hahax.. den walked ard shop shop n stuffs litat.. main event of e day is here.. hahax.. reached hm.. sth happened while chattin.. shant disclosed.. hahax.. but well, wdv it is, i shall say i dunno... hahax.. nt knowing may b e best solution.. hahax.. wdv it is.. gd luck 2 all.. hahax.. gettin mental prob now.. hahax.. nt tinkin.. hahax.. okies.. fast forward.. 2day.. played neopets e whole day.. hahax.. supposingly i oways tot it was childish but sumhow my whole so called fam gt addicted 2 it so i played 2.. hahax.. tt's all.. e slacking weekends.. haahx.. okies.. continued feelings section.. provided i can tink of sth 2 write.. hhax.. okies.. anws, sths carn b forced.. sths carn b solved.. sths carn b uncleared.. sths carn b dragged on.. sths carn b forgotten.. sths carn b chosen.. sths carn go e way u wanna them 2 go n sths r jus tt way.. hahax.. end of story.. crack ur brains 2 noe wad i mean.. hahax.. okies.. bye!

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::[ExtRas]::

Nicks: ihateu. ihateu. ihateu. whymuzudotistome?
Nicks: ihateu.uhateme.wertwobigenemies.wifthefatalthreewordsweendoff.tisiswhywerenemies. [To the tune of I love you, You love me..]
Note:The "hates" arent really hates. If u can get me at e front part on e post..
Story: She looked blankly at those words. What does he mean? Who does he think he is? Worthy of making her sad? Worthy of making her cry again and again? Worthy of breaking her heart? Worthy of disgracing her? Worthy of stuffs like that? He isn't! He isn't! She fought back her tears trying to deceive herself with these tales but she couldn't. She tried hard not to cry. She cooled herself down. She confided in her good friends. And she succeeded. She didn't cry. After much hardship and controlling. But it's worth it. He thinks he can make her cry as easily as he wants? She wants to prove him wrong. However, deep inside her her heart is tearing. She tells herself she hates him. She tells everyone she hates him. However, do you think it's true? It's not. I can tell you it's not. She merely dislike the ways he did such stuffs. Casual and all. But what can she do? Scold him? Impossible. And, I can even tell you that the story i am writing now is a real life story of my friend's, but the top part of the feelings are all not true. She did try to feel that way. Maybe she did. However, it's all due to her dislike of him doing stuffs. Okays, whatever it is i can't comment. Story continues. She has no choice but to keep evrything to herself. Is there a person she can confide in? Is there a person she can depend on? Is there a person she can cry to? No. Not even one. It's sad. But it's true. Her full-time friend is gone, she is down with no more choices. She kept quiet. She knew she had to take things on her stride. She tried and she did it. It's no longer affecting her that much anymores. But.. [To be continued]
Note: To the few main characters in the story, i am sorry i posted it on my blog. I noe u can sue me for copyright. But i jus wanna let one ppl noe sum things. To make sure eth on one side is clear.
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::[Cultural Potpurri]::

2005-05-20T22:48:00.000+08:00

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::[pOsTs]::
hahax.. jus came back hm frm e cultural pop.. haix.. was a real nice show.. hahax.. but well, sum1 destroyed my happy mood.. hahax.. anws, i m so tired now.. whole day out.. haix.. i shall make a short post b4 i slp.. hahax.. okies.. review of cultural pop.. hahax.. started wif band.. 2 real nice songs.. hahax.. esp mamma mia.. v.v.nice.. hahax.. saw all josie, ces, and dap.. n oso michelle playing e guitar.. so cool! hahax.. our new-born skl guitarist i suppose.. hahax.. wonder y band din get gold 4 syf lorhh.. hahax.. so nice.. okies.. den went on 2 dance.. hahax.. they said it was abt sec 1 n 2 guys gymnastics but it's nt lorhhh.. e mjor stunts were all done by e sec 3s... ahhax.. all those seating in front shd noe.. hahax.. den gt er hu solo.. it was tt guy tt oways hanged out wif lx n louis.. hahahax.. he was gd larhh. hahax.. den drama... wow.. e drama was great.. ahax.. n sum1 c it wif eyes popping out.. hahax.. wdv larhh.. he happy can liaos.. hahax.. den followed by choir den harp.. as usual these were e familiar few songs.. hahax.. den followed by e drama.. hahax.. oso v.nice.. but quite short larhh.. hahax.. den lastly was dance lerrs.. hahax.. oai oai oai.. hahax.. they gt gold wif honours in e central judgin.. but well, i saw mostly hair flying here n there larhh.. but was nice larhh.. ahax.. e whole cultural pop was nice.. hahax.. again if sum1 wasnt straight in front of my line of vision, being intimate wif sum1 else.. den ltr watch his lover's show till e eyes pop out, e show would b nice.. hahax.. but nvms.. as sby said, i would really rather hv his presence thou dng sth i dun really enjoy c-in, den losin contact n suchh wif him.. hahax.. 4get it.. loads n loads of feelings.. hahax.. okies.. anws, e day was as slack as usual other den maths n acc, we had no chers at all!! hahax.. den maths did nth.. acc i was slacking at e PA rm.. hahahahx.. hiphiphurray!! hahax.. xcept 4 e boring seminar aft skl, eth rock! hahax.. e seminar was borin larhh.. hahax.. i m gonna finish tis stupid proj off b4 e end of hols.. oso e webpg.. hhax.. so i dun needa care abt it anymores during e nxt sem.. hahahax.. great!!! hahax.. wad a great dream.. as if i hv so muchh time during e hols.. hahax.. okies.. tired.. not blogin anymores.. hahax..
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::[eXtRaS]::
Msn Nick: LifE wiTh ceRtaiN ppL aRd aReNt EasY.. buT wHo ToLd mE To bE so sTupiD as To owaYs cHoosE tHiNgs ThE haRd waY..?
Story: She looked at him, sitting right in front of her line of vision. Why did he have to sit there? Why? She hated to say this but it was true. The whole performance was spoiled due to his presence. Her mood was good before the performance but not anymore after he was seen. She loved to be able to see him soe more times, but it seems like everything she sees him he was doing something wrong. Something she did not like. However, she could do nothing. Their relationship just ended that way - strained. It was so strained that no one understands what each other was thinking about. She wanted to change the fact but she could not. During the performance, he was chatting merrily with another girl. Had he ever spare a thought for her? She was sure the answer was no. He will never care anything about her anymore. Futhermore, when the Drama was on, he looked with so much concentration. She had never recieved that much concentration from him before. Just what does he think she was to him? She suspected he liked her. The her in the drama. However, it may not only be a suspect. It may be true... [To be continued]
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::[Lots of Feelings]::

2005-05-19T19:11:00.000+08:00

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::[pOsTs]::
erm.. how 2 say..? but 2day suddenly gt loads of feelings.. outta a sudden.. tot of life n stuffs.. felt tt life wasnt simple.. not at all.. haix.. i hate 2 say tis but it's true tt life on earth is nth gd 2 b appreciated at all.. i mean it.. trouble often cums ur way n u find urself nt able 2 resist.. hahax.. mrs lim tok abt resilience jus now.. hahax.. saying wad we could nt break down physically nor mentally if we wanna b gd leaders.. hahax.. easier said den 2 b done.. if tt's e case, i shall say i can do it.. hahax.. act tough oni marhh.. dun break down.. simple as tt.. hahhaax.. jus continue deceiving urself tt ur life is gd n suchh den u wun tink otherwise n u ll not break down mentally lorhh.. physically.. hahax.. even if u break down, u can oso pretend u din.. hahax.. jus move on.. tell urself it's nth.. n u ll b able 2 recover in no time. as simple as tt.. isnt it..? hahax.. okies.. actin tough is real simple.. but sumtimes prolonged acting, ll really make u numb 2 feelins like nt being able 2 b polite, n nt being able 2 accept praises.. hahax.. but well, life's litat.. u gotta make a choice.. n i hv made mine.. i m gonna b wad i m.. hahax.. so it depends on ur perspective of me, 2 c if i m acting tough or not.. hahax.. act, hu cares abt being a gd leader.. wad i wan is nt tis.. hahax.. leading, studies, intelligience, r jus nth 2 me.. wad i wan is oni a gd life as simple as tt.. hahax.. 4get it.. stupid me.. letting all my feelings run tis way.. haix.. mayb i m possessing a wrong tinking.. wdv.. i dun hv a choice now.. i carn turn back.. nt now.. hahax.. wad i m is wad i ll b.. i carn change now.. tings ll turn 4 e worse.. i tink.. so 4get it.. hahax.. n no matter wad treatment i get is wad i wan.. no more no less.. hahax.. i m resignin my fate.. i hv chose tis life.. so pls dun change it anymores.. i carn stand anymore stuffs.. hahax.. okies.. wad's wif life anws..? y do i kip tinkin abt it..? i gotta live on no matter wad isnt it..? so y tink..? 4get it.. i m nt gonna tink nt gonna rmb.. i m jus gonna enjoy every bit n pieces of life 2 my fullest.. not caring abt e future.. oni e present.. okies.. enuf of my complainin.. hahax.. okies.. wad happened 2day..? went skl as usual.. den tok n tok.. den ltr gt leaders' meeting.. all leaders' gathered here n there aft e meeting, nt gng back 2 cls.. n no chers cared.. it was totally like aft-exams atmosphere.. hahax.. due 2 e sec 4s tt finished thei mid year ba.. hahahax... so happy.. 2 days of slacking w/o muchh chers oreadys.. hahhahahx.. coz of cultural pop act.. n act cultural pop wasnt compulsory.. den now bcum like if-u-dun-go-u-muz-hv-a-valid-reason type of nt compulsory.. wad's tis lorhh.. hahax.. nvms.. den wad muz bring parents n frenz along summore.. hahax.. useless stuffs.. den nowadays skl gt lottas stuffs so so bz n waste money lorhh.. den ll hv councillor duty n stuffs litat.. n 4 most ppl info i dun hv council duty tml.. at least i dun tink i hv.. hahax.. i told them nt 2 put me on.. hahahax.. okies.. den lemme countinue my story of e day b4 i go out of pt.. hahax.. anws, summarise eth is tt 2day nt muchh lessons again.. zao4 fan4 day.. hahax.. over-exams mood u c.. hahahax.. n yea.. nxt fri=parents-teachers-conference=poor results which hv been slippin known=poor ranking in cls=insatisfication=break promises=sad.. haix.. 4get it.. hahax.. back 2 story.. during pw, i was rushin thru my art presentation n i finished it.. hahahhax.. great.. i did it so fast.. hahax.. den went off 2 present den gt 9 marks.. hahax.. betta or eaual 2 most.. hahax.. last minute work.. hahax.. so satisfied.. okies.. den went hm.. aaron took 173 wif me again.. hahax.. he dropped halfway coz he was rushin 4 time.. hahax.. nt blaming u.. okies.. den back hm.. did nth muchh.. den now oreadys.. hahax.. okies.. end of e day..
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::[eXtRaS]::
msn nick: JusT wHo arE yOu Now?? wE arE LiKe FaMiLiaR sTraNgeRs.. I waNNa ThaT To EnD.. BuT yOu wiLL no LoNgeR LisTeN To Me..
msn nick: ResiLieNcE Is iMpT buT iT's dIffIcuLt uNLeSS u acT TougH.. BuT LifE's Tis waY.. wE Hv cHooSeN iT Tis waY..
motto: LifE is To EnjoY, noT To suFFeR.. buT ToRtuReS sTiLL coMeS aLoNg The waY aNd wE goT no cHoiCe buT To aCCepT iT..
good stuffs: http://acacia.pair.com/Journey.of.the.Heart/index.html
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::[Slacking]::

2005-05-18T21:56:00.000+08:00

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::[pOsTs]::
hahax.. i tink i shall post 2day.. thou SOMEBODY wun post.. hahax.. nvms.. i owe it anws.. okies okies.. bloggin.. bloggin.. but act nth muchh happened 2day.. hahax.. so let's make it a short post.. hahax.. okies.. anws, 2day was mainly a slackin day.. hahax.. went 4 skl ONI 4 chinese test.. hahax.. other periods were all free period!! yay!! e best skl day ever.. hahax.. den yea.. 2day there was no1 2 spoil my mood.. so i m prac happy.. hahahax.. okies.. n 2day aaron took 173 wif me.. hahax.. so nice.. nt bored.. hahax.. n i m nt gonna b tt bored anymores.. hahax.. but i refused 2 go his church.. hahax.. but in e end i did go.. hahax.. srys aaron.. hahax.. n when i reached hm.. slp.. hahax.. wonder y i slp so muchh lately.. den ltr wake up.. online.. hahax.. slacking day.. nth muchh.. arghs.. e post is so short.. trying 2 lengthen it now.. hahax.. i shd hv typed in proper el would b longer tt way.. hahahahax.. okies okies.. i seriously dunno wad 2 say.. 2day was simply so slack.. hahax.. but well, 2day is as 4 usual.. hahax.. n i hv decided 2 post my msn nick up everyday.. dun ask y.. posting 4 e sake of posting.. hahax..
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::[sPeEcHeS]::
NOMHWO: hahax.. so muchh happened in life.. but well, u r back 2 e 1st here.. hahax.. funny.. wdv.. okies.. life's life.. nth muchh 2 xpect.. n i hv nth muchh i can xpect frm u either.. hahax.. 4get it.. i m resignin 2 fate.. n giving it a dare..
SSTPM: hahax.. thks 4 taking 173 2day.. n srys 4 gng 2 ur church when i refused at 1st.. hahax.. n thks 4 eth.. thks! hahax...
KSDPM: bloggin 2day..? supposingly not.. hahax.. but u r online, so.. mayb yes..? i dunno larhh.. hahax..
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::[No Title]::

2005-05-17T16:11:00.000+08:00

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::[pOsTs]::
Hahax.. B4 i 4get.. I hvnt blog since 11 May.. Hahax.. Tis time i checked.. Okies.. 6 Days.. Wow.. How 2 rmb..? Nvms.. Jus a brief 1 den.. Hahax.. But i can elaborate a bit here n there n make it a long 1.. Hahax.. 12 May.. Thurs.. Okies.. Tt outing day.. Hahax.. I tink.. IF my memo is still working, i went 2 JP on tt day AGAIN.. Hahax.. Project rites..? Hahax.. OKies.. Anws, there was nth muchh i suppose.. Jus plain walking ard finding 4 stuffs or so.. Den ltr part of e day.. Settled down at Mac again.. N tis time rd, another confession time.. When has Mac turned 2 e confession ground..? Hahax.. OKies.. Played truth or dare.. Precisely y it's confession.. Most ppl said out e truth.. Hahax.. Trust was there arhx..? Hahax.. Oh ya, tis time Jin Hong went along.. N i din go eating out coz he din wanna.. Hahax.. No particular reason other den i wanna sum1 2 return hm wif me.. Hahax.. Nt so bored tt way.. So.. Went off at bukit batok mrt station.. N went 2 tt shoppin centre.. Jus happened 2 4get e name now.. Hahax.. OKies.. Went 2 buy sum present n a penknife.. But i couldnt find a penknife.. So.. Present.. Hahax.. Thks Jin Hong 4 ur advice on wad 2 buy.. Hahax.. OKies.. I tink tt's abt all 4 Thurs.. Fri.. ITMC.. Hahax.. No muchh ppl so carn really rmb.. OKies.. Startin frm skl dismissal, had cl, den cme.. den ITMC.. Hahax.. But ITMC slack larhh.. So no prob! Hahax.. I still prefer AV b4 we merged.. Hahax.. OKies.. So end 4 Fri.. Sat.. Went out again.. Hahax.. East Coast Park tis time.. Hahax.. Cycled n cycled.. Knew new ppl again.. Hahax.. Fun.. Wasnt as bad as we imagined arhx..? Hahax.. So.. More or less there.. Oh ya, thks pals 4 travellin all e way 2 je.. Hahax.. E food there was nice huh..? Hahax.. OKies.. Den rushed off 2 meet mummy.. LATE.. Kana scold.. Hahax.. 4got eth oreadys.. I argues wif sis.. N mum n bro argued.. Hahax.. When ll my bro understand tt his $ is oso my mum's $..? Hahax.. N when ll ppl understand tt not eth is on purpose.. Sum r real accidents.. Hahax.. Nvms.. I m crapping.. OKies.. 4ward.. Sunday.. Went church.. PA as usual.. Tis time okies.. Heard stories.. Hahax.. OKies.. Den lunch.. Den essther came over my hse.. Hahax.. Den i tink tt's abt it.. Okies.. Now friday.. E fateful day.. Hahax.. OKies.. Nt tt exaggerating.. But anws, read on if u ppl wanna noe y i was so late n drenched tt morning thou i had an umbrella.. Hahax.. OKies.. I walked across e overhead bridge.. Fallen braches all over.. Heavy rain summore.. Wasnt n easy route.. Den when i finally reached busstop.. Tis old man who jus gt off a bus, grabbed on to my umbrella n forced me 2 bring him over.. Not jk.. Force.. Hahax.. OKies.. Nt really force.. Jus crap alot.. N me being nice, decided nt 2 drench e guy so i brought hiim over.. Nt all.. Thoroughout he walked VERY VERY slow.. I mean very.. Muchh more worse den his wife.. OKies.. Dun tok abt e wife 1st.. Anws, e 2 of their travelling time, totalled up 2 allow me 2 miss 2 buses.. Slow enuf arhx..? Hahax.. Okies.. So i brought him over.. Fallen branches all over rmb..? So i had 2 make way 4 them.. Arghs.. Push everything aside 2 let them go across.. Futhermmore, they grabbed my umbrella, so i was all drenched.. Arghs.. All drenched.. When i finally brought e man over, i tot, finally.. I betta run b4 i m late.. N he told me tt his wife was still there n she needs shelter.. Arghs.. I tot of jus running off man.. I missed buses.. N i m gonna b late.. N drenched.. But 4get it.. I was kind enuf 2 shelter her there 2.. Again.. Long.. Make Way.. Drenched.. Stuffs litat.. Hahax.. I was really totally drenched tt it din even dry aft 2hrs, kaes..? Haix.. N i hv jus recovered.. Hahax.. Nvms.. Helping sum1 is sth gd.. Hahax.. Mayb tt's wad's contributing 2 my headache now.. Haix.. 4get it.. SO i was drenched e whole day n stuffs litat.. Nt elaborating.. Den 2day was okies.. Another normal skl day.. Wif tt normal amount, n alot of hw n tests.. Hahax.. OKies.. Not saying anymore.. Byes!
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::[sPeEcHeS]::
NOMHWO: arghs.. jus who r u now..? we r jus like familiar strangers.. wad's e big diff..? i wanna change.. but i carn.. it takes 2 hands 2 clap.. i gt lottas ques.. arghs.. n yea, e quiz.. y did u do..? shd i c..?
KOMJPMH: Hope eth is well 4 u.. Haix.. Jus go on ba.. Hahax.. Yeaa, life's getting diff.. N y u so shock when u noe it's him arhx..?
KSDPM: Hahax.. I hv decided nt 2 post twice.. I making tis 1 as long as possible.. Hahax.. SO SO srys..
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:: S i c k!! ::

2005-05-11T16:27:00.000+08:00

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::[pOsTs]::
haix.. sick again.. well, shdnt say again.. shd say since last time hvnt really recovered but wdv.. anws, highlight of e post: I skipped skl 2day!! hahax.. now aft e main pt, let's go back 2 e normal post.. okies.. starting wif ytd.. okies.. due 2 severe headache, i carn rmb wad happened ytd.. erm.. erm.. erm.. all i can rmb was tt i stayed back in e SAC wif other councillors ytd playin.. hahax.. tt's all i rmb.. dunno larhh.. errs.. try tinkin.. lit.. self revision.. cme.. nth muchh.. recess.. per normal.. chem.. oh ya, pi2 dan4 shou4 rou4 zhou1!! hahax.. oni certain ppl ll understand.. okies.. anws, ytd chem learnt e most tings.. shd say oni ytd gt learn tings.. hahax.. failing chem test! hahax.. okies.. nxt.. geog.. nth muchh.. lunch.. nth muchh.. el and hcl.. nth nth.. arghs.. i really carn rmb anything.. muz b coz of headache n e stupid meds.. arghs.. argghs.. okies.. nvms.. proceed 2 2day.. i m sick so din go skl.. errs.. finished up cme proj n sum overdued hw.. hahax.. den went 2 c doc.. gave me lottas meds n a MC.. hahax.. gng skl tml.. hope so.. den there i said nth muchh.. kept quiet.. hahax.. let's c.. i dun really noe my own illness.. Cough, Flu, a bit of fever in e mornin, stomachache, headache, dizzy, sorethroat.. i tink abt there.. carn really rmb.. hahax.. wdv larhh.. anws, i gt headache!! arghs!! n well, i suppose my absence meant nth 2 any1.. haix.. i might as well perish frm earth.. haix.. haix.. n esp him.. i tink my absence is nth 2 him.. my own wishful tinkings.. haix..
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:: H a p p y 4 n o r e a s o n ::

2005-05-09T18:20:00.000+08:00

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hahax.. i shall blog now.. b4 i m 2 moody 2 blog.. hahaax.. mayb ii blog blog blog ll turn moody but hu cares.. i shall jus blog n dun care abt anything else.. hahax.. anws, i noe oreadys.. music rox!! i jus found e key pt 2 my cheerfullness 2day.. it's coz i m listenin 2 music! hahax.. but well, hu cares.. i m jus gonna enjoy life n tink abt nth.. hahax.. okies.. let's c.. when was e last time i posted..? 6 May i suppose.. Hahax.. So 7 May.. Saturday.. Saturday again..?? so fast..? hahax.. nvms.. so wad did i do..? okies.. woke up den do hw.. c i suddenly so guai.. hahax.. no larhh.. din manage 2 even last 4 more den 1hr.. hahax.. den went out.. okies.. tt's whr it all happens.. hahax.. but well, i m 2 gd a mood 2 tink abt anything muchh.. hahax.. nt as angry as tt time.. anws, it was tt sum1 rushed me off 2 meet another ppl n ttold me i m late w/o even tellin me e time.. crap! den litat nvms.. so she decided 2 go off 1st n told me tt she ll tell tt ppl tt i din noe e time so was a bit late.. i said okies.. she left.. den ltr i wanna catch up.. but b4 i do, she called e ppl n told her i purposely dun wanna go coz i bu4 shuang4 e timin.. crap lorhh.. wdv larhh.. nt carin anymores.. hahax.. anws, i catched up, n she dao me n kip walkin in front.. attitude lorhh! but well, i dun care lerrs.. i now 2 happy! hahax.. okies.. so anws, in e end, i ended up in e stupid clinic.. waitin there like an idoit.. but wdv.. den head off 2 c my nw hse.. arghs.. i shall kip my comments.. but nvms.. i shall bear wif it.. dreamin dreamin dreamin.. hahax.. hope my dream cums true.. but i seriously doubt it ll.. so 2 bad.. haix.. jus bear wif tis 1st larhh.. nt long of teenage life anymores.. live it 2 e fullest! hahax.. okies.. nxt headed 2 jp.. ate wif godma n mummy.. HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!! hahax.. okies.. thks so muchh 4 e treat godma! hahax.. okies.. den headed 4 IMM 2 look at sum furniture 4 my new hse.. my godma sponserin stuffs like basin, sink or wdv.. hahax.. one of these.. she wanna give sth practical.. hahax.. but a bit weird larhh.. hahax.. so my sis n i were practically laughin our heads off lame stuffs.. erm.. carn really rmb.. xcept 4 our wildest dream 2 hv a hse of our own.. hahax.. tt's really impossible larhh.. den gt wad rainfall tingy n suchh.. funny.. but it rox! hahax.. so tt's abt all.. den at nite gt conference call wif e same old ppl.. hahax.. supposed alvin was rather darin 2 get e hm fone..? hhax.. n eugene act went off 2 watch world idol.. hahax.. but well, those idols idols tingy rox!! hahax.. i wan e clip.. hahax.. send it 2 me.. den serfee was sick.. n jh was kipin quiet all thoroughout coz of sths.. hahax.. so sad.. den ltr his hm fone no batt.. so.. haix.. e conference so sian.. hahax.. so tt's abt all.. i went off 2 slp quite early i suppose.. errs.. no no.. sat's okies.. i slept at abt 3.. okies okies.. den okies.. sunday.. hahax.. sunday was practically a dead day.. hahax.. went 2 church as usual.. hahax.. worship was so short.. hahax.. n e sermon was long.. so i slept thru e whole sermon.. srys lao da!! hahax.. e air con 2 shuang3 larhh.. hahax.. so.. ltr woke up, pack up n head off 4 lunch.. hahax.. went 2 beauty world 2 eat mac.. den esther came up 2 our hse.. n rachel n renee came 2.. hahax.. so we were havin so muchh fun!! hahax.. den they left.. quieten down.. fell aslp.. woke up.. fell aslp nt long aft again.. so sick n tired.. so.. hahax.. n yea, retreat coming!! can all elijahs go?? pls.. i m beggin u ppl in front of every1 leis.. jus go larhh.. pls.. pls.. pls.. haix.. our cell muz b moe enthu lehhs.. haix... jus go, kaes..? pls.. okies.. tt' all 4 sundays.. monday.. as usual.. skl.. started off wif art.. art was okies.. at least gt sum proper stuffs 2 do.. instead of all e balsa n suchh.. arghs.. hahax.. so we were dng sum shadin stuffs.. andrea is suchh a disappointment!! hahax... den recess.. din hv muchh time due 2 art.. den history.. mdm yip din cum!! hahax.. so.. we gt tis chao1 gd relief cher hu dun care how muchh noise we made.. hahax.. our cls was practically in chaos.. n she jus dun care.. hahax.. wdv.. den music.. music was oso finally sum gd stuffs.. we know abt tt project tingy.. n we r gonna watch cultural popurri as 1 of e concerts.. hahax.. den hcl.. again naggin.. hahax.. but i wasnt listenin at all.. half aslp.. dun care.. den lunch.. ate.. went up.. time's up.. hahax.. saw him.. den eng n maths.. nth muchh.. hahax.. okies.. so aft skl still gt hcl tuition.. sian.. den i pon maths olympiad trainin.. hahax.. i was taught nt 2 say pon.. muz say we miss trainin coz we gt valid reason.. like tuition.. but tt's crap! hahax.. hu cares.. den went hm.. listenin 2 music n sms-in all e while.. wow!! life rox!! hahax.. i was n m so happy!! hahax.. everyonerox!! no mood 2 write speeches so.. skippin it.. hahax.. life rox!!
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:: D a y O u t ::

2005-05-06T22:23:00.000+08:00

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OKies.. 2day was speech day.. nth muchh happened.. we had an early dismissal at 11.30.. yay!! hahax.. 2day was e same as nt gng.. hahax.. gt physical edu, maths n lit.. I skipped PE, n maths was nt listenin as usual, den lit was skit.. hahax.. really nth muchh.. hahax.. den aft skl hanged ard in skl n clementi.. hahax.. till like dunno when.. decided 2 go off aft tt.. hahax.. head 4 jp.. lottas ppl there i noe.. hahax.. den ltr met up.. hahax.. so walked all abt.. did nth muchh..? started wif e KFC lunch.. hahax.. ordered anything n den carn finish.. arghs.. hahax.. den ltr went walkin abt.. hahax.. dun really rmb.. tink we went arcade, toys r us, n stuffs.. aft which went 2 lib.. hahax.. thousands of years since i lasted entered a lib lorhh.. hahax.. nt reading at all! hahax.. so was kipin quiet.. nt xactly quiet but we were toking larhh.. hahax.. den i was readin dave's sms.. hahax.. n eugene n i started laughin, leavin e rest of them in a mystery.. hahax.. den ltr took eugene's fone.. he deleted all msgs.. sth wrong! hahax.. den nth muchh oreadys.. tokin n tokin.. hahax.. den ltr eugene left wif sum1 frm his skl.. hahax.. siann.. den all of a sudden, dave flared up.. crap! it was coz of blablabla called den plus sum teasin.. y so easily angered?? hahax.. den alvin oso pissed off.. they had a period of cold war den started off 2 e arcade.. hahax.. dey so aggresive.. hahax.. den play until like so.. luckily they were gd.. hahax.. if nt if they lose they might like jus hit e machiine.. we almost needa pay lorhh.. hahax.. luckily e small screen 1 had a glass.. hahax.. but well, luckily they cooled off.. guys like 2 vent their anger on e poor machines.. haix.. so sad.. hahax.. jkjk.. so aft playin, they cooled off n we walked ard again.. den settle down at Macdonalds.. hahax.. the highlight of e day happened there.. we had a heart-to-heart talk.. it was abt serfee n dave.. hahax.. shant disclose e details.. i oni can say i was actin as dave's spokesman n alvin as serfee's spokeman.. hahax.. well, nth muchh oreadys.. hahax.. den their matter is finally solved!! yay!! hahax.. dunno y.. but happy 4 them larhh.. okies.. den ltr went 2 causeway pt 2 eat.. hahax.. carn finish 2.. hahax.. den went back hm.. tt's all.. hahax.. 2day still okies okies larhh.. hahax.. anws, serfee n i cooked up a story.. hahax.. funny one.. "eugene left wif his fren.. den dave jealous over tis fren n flared up.. so started scoldin every1.. hahax.. den alvin was wonderin y dave was angry as he oways tot eugene was his.. hahax.. den they started quarrellin.. hahax.. den alvin n dave started competin wif each other 2 c who shd win eugene.. they did so usin e arcade game.. hahax.. tt shootin 1.. hahax.. den they played quite well.. we were sayin luckily they played well, if nt e machine ll b hit by them n we needa pay so muchh.. hahax.. den whole day they kip gettin jealous.. hahax.. wadeva.. hahax.. so.. eugene was e main pt of tis battle! hahax.. their feelings r so true 4 him.. hahahahax.. okies.. end of story.. to be continued.. hahax.. " okies.. tis story is made up of plain facts.. hahax.. xcept tt it's a bit distorted.. hahahahahahx..
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::[sPeEcHeS]::
SZBOM(NA)hahax.. ll give u ur ans asap.. but.. but i really dunno larhh.. stuffs r gd.. nt on e rite track.. hahax.. wdv larhh.. feelings still e same as b4.. hahax..
FSBR: hahax.. u shd b happy lorhh.. at least u 2 can tok n stuffs.. n b close frens.. luv oni mature frm friendship.. hahax.. dunno larhh.. n yea.. pls b more sensitive.. arghs.. hahax..
RIHRMR: nice 2 meet u.. hahax.. nice guy.. hahax.. tt's like e oni comment i ll give ppl.. hahax.. n so quiet 1.. can u like tok more...?? n stop having a limited circle of frens..? hahax.. n yea.. sumtimes tokin n discussin r muchh more beta den quarreling..
DRTGRR: Learn 2 trust.. hahax.. u r a nice gal n all.. dun tink 2 muchh.. wad had happened 2 u is 2 muchh 4 u 2 take it.. but u must hold on.. knowin tt ppl cares r oso impt.. it's like we care.. we r ur frens.. n we r trustworthy.. jus rmb.. hahax.. n.. life's nt gonna b tt hard if u start tinkin it in e postitive manner.. hahax.. cheer up!! n yea, actin tough is wad i understand.. really dun wanna feel vulnerable in front of e others.. hahax.. n.. nice 2 noe u.. real nice.. hahax.. wanna c u again nxt time..
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:: T i r e d ::

2005-05-05T13:23:00.000+08:00

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Errs.. Srys again.. Hahax.. Thousands of days since i last posted.. 29 April.. N so tt's 6 days.. Hahax... 2 bad.. Nowadays, very sick n tired so din hv e mood 2 post.. So srys.. Hahax.. Again, as usual 4 long long posts, i shall do a SHORT reflection of e days.. Okies.. Shall try n post more regularly nxt time.. Hahax.. Okies.. 30 April.. Saturday.. Saturday is a normal family day.. However, today nvr go out larhh.. Gt BBQ at LHS's hse, so meet there.. Hahax.. Oh ya, btw, i am bloggin at my skl now.. Hahax.. NT wif laptop thou.. Wif e stupid skl comp.. Hahax.. Okies... Back 2 Saturday.. Since din go out, stayed at hm.. Obvious, rites? Hahax.. Stayed at hm wif my laptop e whole day.. Fine.. I am lazy.. Nt dng hw n such.. But tt's wad i m..? Hahax.. N so i was playin scrabble e whole day on ISC.. E ranking went up n down.. N most games i won arent counted.. Hahax.. Nvms.. I dun care.. Hahax.. So now my rankin i suppose is 1000+..? Tink so.. If i din rmb wrongly.. Carn really rmb thou.. Hahax.. So i shall apologise if i gt e wrong info.. Hahax.. Played n played.. N my hw is nt done.. But i dun care.. I stood there playing the whole day.. N sum1 had 2 gimme a job.. Hahax.. But gd larhh.. Get out n walk once in a while.. Walked to Bukit Timah Plaza.. Hahax.. Finally noe whr it is.. I walked e whole long route larhh.. Hahax.. Nth muchh there.. Went 2 pizza hut n xchange 4 tt pizzas.. Xchanged 5 coz jiejie n i went 2 buy 4 more packets of chips.. Hahax.. N we told LHS tt it's coz e ppl c us shuang3 so give us 2 more.. Hahax.. Okies.. So back hm.. Started playing scrabble again.. Waited till dunno wad time den went down.. Hahax.. Den every1 gave me tt u-r-finally-here look.. Hahax.. But nvms larhh.. Din had muchh 2 do there.. All adults.. Wad u xpect..? Kept rather quiet.. Din feel like talking.. Was smsin all e way.. N my sms limit has exceeded! Hahax.. So srys 2 dose tt i kip daoin.. Hahax.. Esp aaron.. Hahax.. N thks jas 4 being my msger coz of my sms exceedin.. OKies.. So tt day, mum wasnt feeling well.. Haix.. I wasnt feelin well 2.. Hahax.. But she muchh muchh more serious larhh.. Hahax.. N i din show i nt feeling well.. So stayed back, sms n sumtimes talk, until dunno wad time.. Den aft tt party end, den came back up.. Dunno dng wad.. Tink i was dng hw or so.. So ltr went 2 slp.. Den slp oreadys, nxt day of coz sunday lorhh.. Hahax.. Sunday woke up go church.. So as usual stayed in e PA room.. But tt day was a bit abnormal.. Sorta feel hyper.. N tt's like aft so many weeks of solemn.. Hahax.. Dunno y.. So was a bit jumping there.. Den settled down n started writing my compo.. So tt's abt all.. Oh ya, aft church, went sell rice.. E soup tt day was great! Hahax.. Sell rice.. Nth muchh.. Kip chattin wif tis guy.. N now i noe he has passed away in e mornin.. Omgg.. Tt day we were still jk n sayin tt we ll help him sell e rice again nxt time n now.. Aww.. Haix.. He was said 2 hv suspected to be down wif stroke.. Dunno larhh.. Haix.. My condolences.. Okies.. So write on.. We were chattin n wadsoeva.. Hahax.. Den eatin e curry-and-chilli-soaked-rice.. Hahax.. So was so full tt i carn finish.. Den ltr cindy's b'dae... Celebrated.. Happy B'dae!! Hahax.. Den head off 2 my grandma's hse.. Hahax.. Did nth muchh xcept e usual stuffs - stonin there, smsin, blablabla.. Hahax.. Den nite time, went down to play block catching.. No mood 2 play larhh.. So Yue Qi n I merely hid in a place n talked.. Hahax.. Well, they din catch us.. Hahax.. N we kip sayin "Tis differentiates ppl hu hv brains n ppl hu dun".. Hahax.. No larhh.. In e end, we were sayin tt they r nt stupid, it's merely tt we r 2 cleva 4 them.. Hahax.. So byl.. Anws, it's my cousin hu said tt.. Nt me.. Hahax.. So back hm again.. Slp.. Woke up.. Monday.. Free day.. Labour Day.. Hahax.. Correct rite..? Shd b.. So woke up rather late.. Beta oreadys.. Aft tt muchh slp.. Den headed off 2 do project.. *Hints* Hahax.. So we were settling down at woodlands.. Went 2 Mac since we couldnt go 2 e lib.. N srys.. I 4got tt lib was closed on public hols.. Hahax.. N my network seem 2 b hacked off by tt stupid mac's intranet.. Hahax.. Nvms.. Did nth muchh.. Stood there finish most of e stuffs den went walking abt.. Buying present.. Oh ya, muz rmb 2 bring tml! OKies.. So went back hm n headed 4 dinner.. Srys again 4 makin u ppl wait... Den came back hm n used e comp again.. Nxt day.. Tuesday.. Tuesday was skl day.. N normally skl days i wun rmb muchh de.. Hahax.. Okies.. If i nt wrong, 1st day in e mornin was lit.. Lit we din hv presentation.. Den nxt ting CME.. Cme oso no presentation.. Hahax.. So.. We beta b dead off.. Den e whole day was stupid larhh.. Wdv.. Hahax.. Nxt ting, recess.. As usual tok n tok n late 4 Chem.. Tt's normal.. Hahax.. N during Chem, I told Mr Tan i wanna quit scrabble.. He din care at first.. Den ltr aft lesson, he kip crappin.. N ended off sayin, i ll tok 2 u again nxt time.. Den i was like no thks.. I wanna quit.. Not gonna play on anymores.. Arghs.. N i m nt gonna tok 2 him.. He knew i knew e BPGH n Fuhua players.. N so he tot it was coz of them.. N he kip critising e BPGH players, saying wad they v.proud n stuffs.. It's absolutely nt true larhh.. Luckily, he din criticise Fuhua if nt i dunno wad i ll do.. Hahax.. N i m nt gonna tok 2 him!! I dun wanna hear his critism.. Hahax.. Den nxt sub was geog.. Geog was fine as usual, other den having said by ms ang 4 tokin 2 aaron, nth oreadys.. Hahax.. Den lunch.. As usual crap n crap.. Hahax.. Den Chi n EL.. N CL was like listenin 2 mdm foo say we din finish our work, blablabla.. Den EL was like gettin back my paper which was so.. Errs.. Bad.. Hahax.. 4get it.. Bad day.. Litat whr gt mood go napfa..? Den summore i sick larhh.. Ate e whole box of strepsils in 3hrs.. Hahax.. Wad on earth is tis..? Hahax.. Den ltr suffer frm overdose.. Hahax.. Den worse was like i was coughin when dng napfa.. Hahax.. Napfa was irritatin.. But nvms at least i gt gold.. Hahax.. Most satisficatory was the sit n reach.. Hahax.. 56cm.. Yay!! Hahax.. okies.. So tired den went hm.. Den went 2 tis bus n i was like shiverin on e bus.. So thks my korkor so muchh who changed place wif me.. At least, nt tt cold.. Den ltr gt down e bus, den went across. Due 2 napfa, no strength 2 run.. So drenched.. Hahax.. Den ltr went in2 e air-con shoppin centre n almost gt frozen 2 death.. Hahax.. It's like e whole day was so cold.. Arghs.. So tt's wad i was feelin.. Hahax.. Okies.. Wed was like nth muchh.. Errs.. Wed i was dunno dng wad.. Seriously i carn rmb.. Hahax.. I oni rmb bringin my laptop 2 skl.. Hahax. N thoroughout e whole day i was like puttin my laptop on my table n usin n yet no chers complained... Cool.. Hahax.. Great.. Den i stayed back 2 finish everythin.. So great.. Hahax.. Okies.. Den today, nth muchh oso.. PE is free games again.. Den ltr hist.. Nth muchh.. Den recess was nth nth.. Aft tt was dunno wad.. I tink it's maths.. Gt my paper n so careless.. Arghs.. Aftwhich, bio.. Den lunch.. Gt loads of probs.. Hahax.. Aft tt, was geog den pw.. nth muchh oreadys.. Hahax.. Okies.. Anws, i was dng nth muchh oreadys.. Hahax.. N yep.. I m bloggin at hm.. N i m nt gonna write e speech part oreadys.. 2 tired.. Hahax.. Okies..
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:: C o n f u s e d ::

2005-04-29T21:27:00.000+08:00

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hahax.. loads of tings happened 2day.. or izzit jus 1 but i tink it's loads..? dunno larhh.. anws, v.confused now.. how..? really dunno.. sumday i jus hv 2 make a choice.. haix.. anws, let's nt tok abt tis.. reflection of e day.. morning.. went 2 skl.. met ziyi on e bus again.. hahax.. nice 2 hv sum1 on e bus wif u larhh.. nt so bored.. so went 2 skl.. smsin.. n as usual, stop smsin b4 flag raisin.. hahax.. nt normal.. i long long time nvr bring hp oreadys.. hahax.. den ltr go pe.. i almost died larhh.. hahax.. b4 i even ran out of e skl, i was coughin like mad n havin a bad stomachache.. din care.. ran on.. den kip walkin.. halfway still rest at e busstop there.. hahax.. i so pro.. hahax.. den in e end e timin was like 16min.. arghs.. so slow!! i m gonna run again.. hahax.. anws, cough n cough n cough now.. crap.. hahax.. okies.. aft pe, maths.. den recess.. oh ya, owe jas money.. hahax.. n ces 2.. den lit.. gt tis strange cher who was playin wif strings.. hahax.. den had an eng test.. 4 choices all on sci-fi lorhh..dunno how 2 write sci-fi larhh.. sian.. chose e 4th ques.. hahax.. anws, my hp sorta ran out of my batt.. den charged in cls.. hahax.. luckily last me thru e day.. den lunch.. studyin 4 hcl.. totally din touch e bk.. haix.. but luckily no probs.. den aft tt gt itmc.. hahax.. did nth muchh.. den realised tt nxt week most likely no itmc.. hahax.. walked 2 central wif jas.. tok 2 sum1 thoroughout e whole bus journey n tt was when e whole story starts.. hahax.. den 2day played on isc.. pathetic larhh.. but suan le.. i no mood 2 play.. hahax.. so.. wad m i supposed 2 do now..?? who can tell me..??
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::[sPeEcHeS]::
NOMHWO: is e promise still on...? r tings still e same..? waitin is diff.. certainly.. arghs.. no matter wad, i hv nvr lied 2 u.. blieve me.. jus wad shd i do..??
SZBOM(NA): i ll give u ur ans asap.. tryin 2.. tinkin thru.. it's hard.. n yet i carn do anything.. arghs.. dunno larhh.. hahax.. meanwhile, still friends, kaes?
FSBR: haix.. dun tink so muchh larhh.. i understand how u feel.. if u really like 1 more, it's tim 4 u 2 sayout..? tis really carn drag on.. no ideas of wad.. jus tired.. dun tink dun tink dun tink.. hahax..
SSTPM: no1 ll force u 2 do tings tt u dun wan.. jus relax n let tings go on.. life's hard but we r trained, arent we..?
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:: M a n y D a y s ::

2005-04-28T20:20:00.000+08:00

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arghs.. i hv been really down tis few days so nt bloggin.. haix.. srys every1.. tink i shall start by reflectin wad happened on e days i din blog..? Saturday.. Really carn rmb.. Tink i woke up late.. Den ltr went off 2 Orchard 2 meet up wif mum, bro n cousin.. So had a gd shop.. Den ltr nth muchh.. Went there till abt 10 den went hm.. I carn really rmb muchh abt e details.. So let's go on 2 Sunday.. Woke up early in e mornin 2 go 4 competiton.. Arghs.. Early in e mornin.. Slp arhx.. Go wad competition.. Hahax.. So.. Reached clementi 2 early, ended up waitin 4 every1 2 cum.. Went 2 suntec in e cher's car.. N surprisingly, we reached quite early.. Hahax.. So sat ard talkin n such.. Prepared 2 lose.. So 1st match Catholic High team 3.. Y of all muz b catholic high..? Arghs.. C oreadys den bu4 shuang3.. Hahax.. So i played against tis guy called.. Arghs.. Called.. Called.. I really carn rmb.. Bradon..? or wadeva larhh.. Hahax.. Den i won.. Yeah.. By 300+ i tink.. Hahax.. Den his teammate tt sat bside him was gd.. Shd hv played wif him.. Den howard wun b thrashed.. Hahax.. He's takin it out on howard.. Hahax.. We kip puttin words tt r of abt each other's score so as 2 make up e spread.. So in e end, he thrashed howard.. Hahax.. But spread i can make up.. Den our team won 4:1.. Quite happy.. Went on.. 2nd round.. Northland.. Tis round was a bit more challengin as i played wif e captain.. Hahax.. So i saw tis guy whom i played wif b4.. He cheated me tt time.. Hahax.. But 4get it.. Let bygones b bygones.. Anws, i din play wif him... I played wif another guy.. Hahax.. Betta den him.. Tis guy came over n immediately challenged me.. Hahax.. Den i was like okies den.. He was gd in a sense tt he kip blockin my bingos n i broke dunno how many of them.. Haix.. Hahax.. N 4 e bingoes, i skipped more den half of my turns off.. Hahax.. But well, i still won him.. But nt by alot.. So tis was quite a nice match.. Won by 4:1 again.. Den 3rd match.. It was even more diff.. It was e team tt Northland kip complainin abt - bukit panjang government high.. Hahax.. Tis team was real gd.. They thrashed my team like siao.. Hahax.. I lost!! I actually lost! Arghs.. Hahax.. But nvms.. I dun care.. It's jus a game! Hahax.. Dun feel like tinkin abt it.. Hahax.. N i still rmb e word "guards" which my opponent used 2 win me.. I was winnin him all e way until tis last move n i lost.. Arghs.. Hahax.. Anws, my opp was rong en.. gt 2 noe ltr tt he is a prodigy.. Hahax.. Anws, he won me by 55, which wasnt muchh.. N summore it's e oni round i lost.. Arghs.. Hahax.. Okies.. Anws, there was tis guy sittin bside my opp called dave.. He was e team leader larhh.. Den kip pressurisin rong en.. Hahax.. Dunno tell him how many times it's jus a game n he din get it.. Anws, aft e game, he gt my email, wantin 2 play a game wif me.. But till now still nvr play, jus chatted.. Hahax.. Anws, i was laughin like mad aft i lost.. Wonder y.. Hahax.. So there goes my win.. Nvms.. Nxt round.. Against bukit panjang government high again.. But another team of theirs.. So tt wu2 liao2 team cap of e previous team came over n help them choose opp.. Den he wanted me 2 play wif tis guy called alvin.. Die oso dun wan lehhs.. Hahax.. So we kept changin seats, until we decided 2 use scissors paper stones 2 finalise e seatin arrangement.. Hahax.. So aftall, i din play wif him.. I played wif tis guy called Bernard.. Hahax.. We finished our game fast.. So in e end, played a friendly match wif him.. Good player.. Act, we were more of bickerin and arguin den playin.. Hahax.. But still a nice guy i suppose..? Hahax.. Okies.. Anws, i m oso chattin wif him nowadays.. Hahax.. Okies.. So nxt round.. Kent Ridge.. Played wif tis guy without any tinkin.. Anyhow play.. Hahax.. But yeahh.. Still won.. Hahax.. So in e end, our team was thrashed like crazy.. Had a negative total spread...? But my individual spread was positive 700 plus plus lorhh.. So unfair!! Hahax.. I dun care anymores.. So end of scrabble comp.. E nxt day.. Monday.. I brought my fone 2 skl.. hahax.. turnin bad.. coz i noe i ll recieve an sms v.soon.. hahax.. n apparently my prediction is rite.. hahax.. so went chattin n chattin.. Den aft skl, our cls was so high!! Music n all.. Hahax.. So waited n den went down 2 head 4 jamiyah nursin hm.. Thoroughout e whole cip i was smsin n conveyin msgs..? Hahax.. N my fone ran out of batt.. Hahax.. N so we decided 2 put a battery charger in cls.. Anws, short borin skl day.. Nxt day.. Tuesday? In skl as usual.. Den had mass cleanin up.. So fun!! Hahax.. Den aft skl stayed back wif xinyu 2 do e balsa structure.. Hahax.. Till 6plus.. Change n change.. Hahax.. Dunno wad else 2 write.. My memory space is limited.. Hahax.. Okies.. Wednesday.. Skl.. Den had family photo takin.. Practically 2 lazy 2 take photo... Stand down there n refused 2 take.. Hahax.. Oh ya, e EV team was in skl oreadys.. So e whole mornin mrs lim praised us.. felt so weird.. n bio test was a failure! hahax.. okies.. finally, today.. post reachin an end.. so today, i skipped pe again.. hahax.. muz run tml.. den.. nth muchh e whole day.. i so guai.. nvr br hp 2 skl.. hahax.. den.. nth muchh again.. tink end here larhh.. lazy 2 write on.. hahax.. post more nxt time.. hahax.. byes!
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SZBOM(NA): Hahax.. Thks 4 givin in..? Hahax.. Dunno larhh.. Anws, sumtimes it's nt wad we say larhh.. Hahax.. I m crappin.. Okies.. Oh ya, n sry!

FSBR: Hahax.. Prawn kor kor.. Hahax.. Muz cheer up, kaes?? Make a decision.. But dun b tt fast tt u ll regret.. Both r nice gals.. Help u find out more ba.. Secrets.. Hahax..

UOZRO: Hi! I m ur secret admirer.. Hahax.. tt's lame.. when did i bcum a les..?omgg.. hahax.. i still insist on wad i tink.. =P n u carn insist.. it's nt true.. hahax...
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:: S l e e p y ::

2005-04-22T21:07:00.000+08:00

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Arghs.. I m so slpy nw.. Suddenly tink of e words: fatigue, tired, slp-y, siesta, n drained.. Hahax.. 4 those in my cls who has GOOD memory, ll noe wad i m toking abt.. Anws, i tink i ll slp early again.. Hahax.. Carn blame larhh.. 2 2 tired.. So wad happened ytd..? Tryin 2 recall... Mind carn function properly at tis slpy state.. Hahax.. Okies.. Ytd was thurs.. So early in e mornin was walkin 2 skl.. Yeah saw him.. Anws, went there n went 2 search 4 Ji Peng.. Hahax.. He asked me 2 find him.. Den in e end, was 2 play e maths warrior game.. Hahax.. Ji Peng is nice larhh.. Thks! Den erm.. Gt nth muchh oreadys... Tink so.. At least i carn rmb any.. Okies.. So straight 2 maths warrior.. Dng nth muchh.. At 1st, quite okies.. Den ltr started slackin.. Played e game over n over again.. Hahax.. Den played wif bryan most of e time.. Den sum stupid ppl say me.. Ehhs.. angry wif me 4 nth.. Arghs.. Hahax.. Nvms.. Den went hm late coz was all tired.. Chatted online.. So.. Tt's abt all.. Oh ya, still gt naichung n yp shoutin in cls tt part xcluded.. Hahax.. Tell ltrs.. Den 2day.. 2day was nth but irritatin.. Early in e mornin kana scold by chers.. Sayin wad as councillors, we muz b.... Irritating.. It's like loads of other ppl worse den us.. Y muz we kana? 4get it.. So tt spoiled my whole day.. Den coz of tt meetin was late 4 Physical Education.. N mr chin din care.. Still mde me run 5 rounds takin e same timin as e rest when i was late.. Arghs.. Hahax.. Nvms.. Den erm.. I carn rmb wad.. So i skipped itmc 2day.. So helpin out wif e you4 miao2 tingy.. N crappin wif Yi Hui.. Reached hm rather late.. Den nth muchh.. Anws, being plain tired.. I m gonna slp.. Byes!
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NOMHWO: Really dunno how 2 react when c-ing u.. Tink u noe i m there 2.. Haix.. Wanna approach.. Felt awkward.. Wanna avoid.. Felt unfriendly.. Main reason is i carn let go.. Nth 2 do.. Haix.. 4get it.. Dun wanna tink.. Anws, 2nd time i went hm at 6 on specific days.. Hahax..
KOARMH: Hahax.. Thks! Knew u r nice larhh.. U noe.. I jus simply carn show it.. Hard 2.. 2 me, being tough n hard is a part of m life oreadys.. Haix.. Srys.. Anws, din mean anything larhh...
USMHAOMH: Take care! Recover soon.. Hahax.. N stop being crazy!
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:: L i f e ::

2005-04-20T21:46:00.000+08:00

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seriously, i tink we shdnt hv lived.. life is nth but crap.. every1 is feelin down.. 4 diff stuffs..but same feeling.. down.. haix.. we shdnt hv lived.. we shdnt hv sinned.. if we din, we would all b happily in e garden of eden, nt knowing rite n wrong, n thus nt tinkin so muchh.. haix.. y is life so diff? every1 tinks life's easy.. it may b easy 4 them, but as a whole, hahahax.. life = misery.. sum ppl likes dng stuffs tt others disapprove.. but it's nt their fault.. it's their character.. e others r nt allowed 2 do anything 2 them.. anws, no1 is allowed 2 change me!! i m nt gonna change if i dun sense e need 2.. i m me! those tt noe me well ll noe i m 1 tt doesnt care abt wad others say (unless they really makes sense, n most of e time they do.. hahax.. ), 1 tt can do anything i want, irregardless of e risk factors n anything, i do anything i sense is right, i get down easily (nowadays oni, in past wun 1.. dunno larhh), i kip everything a secret (tis u may nt noe.. since they r secrets..), i dun like arguin, i care 4 e rest but ll nvr show it.. i tink tt's e lil abt me.. nt all.. but i dun feel like namin everything.. can get endless.. hahax.. so dun attempt 2 change me.. but i welcome all sincere feedbacks abt me.. i may listen if i tink u r rite.. n most of e time u ppl r.. n so.. 2day heard lottas sad stories.. haix... every1, cheer up!! so time 2 reflect on e day, aft so muchh crappin.. erm.. nth muchh.. mornin meetin at both places (SMO n Council).. went 4 both.. hahax.. den yesh, maths played e batttleship game.. mayyan is so tyco!! hahax.. n we won.. yay!! so.. early recess.. den eng, chi, bio.. all nth muchh.. so.. nth lorhh.. den assembly.. quite nice!! congrats 2 all e winners!! n gt SMO meetin.. learnt how 2 play e game.. rather okies.. den went 4 e briefin.. ran up n find tt it hasnt start.. sian.. nth muchh.. toking, playing, tickling, drawin, n everything xcept 4 listenin.. hahax.. wif jas.. hahax.. n we went out twice.. n we were so impt.. 1st time go back break, 2nd time go back dismissed.. hahax.. we r so impt!! hahax.. byl.. infulenced by jas.. anws, so went hm.. yeah.. n gt sum real irritatin stuffs at hm.. so.. it's all litat.. tt's all..
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NOMHWO: Friends? I dunno.. Seeing u tok 2 them so happily, a bit of... i tink jealous is e rite word.. nt tt type of jealous.. but coz y u ppl can tok, we carn?? arghs.. nvms.. friday nt cumin again.. haix.. anws, gd luck larhh..
KSDQOMR: hahax.. let's go die 2gather!! jump into pacific ocean!! hahax.. anws, thks 4 2day.. eh.. nt oni 2day.. everyday.. 4 cheering me up! hahax.. dun tink so muchh abt urs 2.. thou i noe it carn b controlled..
SSTPM: dun tink so muchh larhh.. life's full of ups n downs.. n u shd noe it aft being thru so muchh.. b satisfied in ur life.. haix.. life's nth but trouble.. i noe.. jus continue.. live wif it!!
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:: B i b l e S t u d y ::

2005-04-19T18:59:00.000+08:00

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Okies.. Jus back hm frm bible study.. Hahax.. Bible Study rox!! If u r a Nanhuarian, n is a christian, or wanna b a christian, u shd really join us.. Hahax.. Anws, go 2 either of e 2 evagelism webby n u ll find out wad we hv been dng.. Hahax.. N tag!! Okies.. Anws, tink we hv 4 new cumers 2day!! Yay!! 2 frm 201 n 2 frm 202.. Hahax.. Kw, wad hv u been dng? Y no1 frm 409?? Hahax.. Anws, josie, ade, canida, n dawn joined us 2day.. Quite fun.. Hahax.. We had tis introduction game abt "tis is a pen" tingy, n kw was e oni 1 tt 4got names!! Hahax.. Anws, back 2 main topic.. We were discussin abt e relationship btween believers n non-believers.. Haix.. Dun wanna tink.. Hahax.. Tis is such a sensistive topic.. Every1 was so depressed aft it.. Haix.. Shdn't hv chose tis topic.. Moreover, many ppl were against it.. Haix.. I tink it's 1 of e oni few cell grps tt we had so much disputes.. E conclusion is tt there shd b no bgr btween christians n non-christians.. We all noe we shd obey, but we may jus b out of e line.. Hahax.. Anws, we were sayin, if u really like tis guy/gal n u really wanna e best 4 him/her, den try n intro him/her 2 God.. However, make sure ur motive is rite.. U intro coz u wanna him/her 2 b safe, n nt coz u wanna 2 b wif him/her, wanna God 2 approve it.. E non-believers shd oso make sure tt they turn in2 christians 4 e sake of e belief in God n nt 4 e ppl who they like.. Hahax.. Sounds complicatin.. Hope everything ll b alright.. Anws, tis cell was a little boring but had a gd impact on me.. Etched in my mind.. Hahax.. May tis break allows me 2 intro him 2 God.. Hahax.. Anws, i shall stand on all my principles.. Hahax.. So.. Lottas ppl down.. Cheer up, kaes? Trust God.. He ll show u e correct road.. Anws, so e day was okies i suppose..? Erm.. Woke up late at 6.37 n left hse at 6.40, reached skl at 7.23.. I am amazed by my own speed.. Hahax.. Nt late lorhh.. Hahahahax.. Anws, 2day celebrated li yan's b'dae.. Okies.. Her b'dae was supposingly tml but she has syf tml so celebrate 2day.. Syf on b'dae?? Torture lorhh.. Hahax.. Den nth else special 2day.. Oh ya, more n more ppl noeing my code.. Shd i change it..? Omgg.. I tink i shd.. Er... Tink i change it in May.. Jus an early info.. Hahax.. Okies.. Tt's all..
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KSDQOMR: Haix.. Jus relax larhh.. Told u a lot of times tt these stuffs carn b controlled.. U like tt means u like.. No reason.. Den dun tink so muchh abt it.. He likes u.. Period.. Hahax..
VJRTO: Hahax.. Cheer up larhh.. Nowadays u cry so easily.. Summore hide everything.. Still hv 2 laugh while crying.. Cheer up!! N dun tink abt tt.. If u really wanna tink, tink of it in a more positive way..
LSOERM: Hahax.. Wanna tell u 2 jia yous.. But.. U noe it's jus nt rites.. Hahax.. Erm.. But i still ll say jia yous.. U 2 ll b 2gather 1 day.. I trust my prediction n u 2.. Anws, cheer up.. There's a sense of fighting btween u n her jus now.. She's nt picking at u deliberately.. Dun tink so muchh.. U 2 ll succeed 1 day.. Muz intro her 2 God, kaes?
XRTRM: Can tell tt u 2 troubled abt it.. Feel so guilty.. Okies.. I m nt in e rite spot 2 comment.. Hahax.. Coz i noe hu he is so i ll confirm help him.. He still likes u, n is waiting 4 u 2 turn back any moment.. Yay!! Hahax.. N thks 4 comforting me 2day when i cried.. Thks!!
SFRZSOMR: Haix.. Dun tink so muchh.. Mayb u 2 nvr realise e 2 Corothains.. But it's true.. U muz get it.. When a ppl can openly proclaim tt he/she is a christian n believes in god, he/she shd b counted as a christian.. Dun tink so muchh.. Cheer up!!
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:: Life = Misery ::

2005-04-18T18:12:00.000+08:00

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Life = Misery.. Mayb sum ppl noe wad i refer 2 larhh.. But life's hard.. It's difficults.. N filled wif downs.. When u r at a ride in e roller coaster, ups r e more exciting parts.. But in life i tink downs r e more exciting 1s.. Nt in a case of "fun exciting" but in a case of "troubled exciting".. Hahax.. 4get it.. I m toking until so chim tt i myself carn really understand.. Anws, stuffs nowadays nt nice larhh.. Ytd.. Woke up 4 church.. Went church.. Den okies larhh.. No.. Nt okies.. I was hiding under e drawer crying... Haix.. Tink it's a nice place.. Hahax.. Dun ask me y i cry.. Jus tot of sth.. But i muz b strong.. I muz.. No more tears.. Haix.. Dunno larhh.. 4get it.. Den ltr went out n bought sum tings.. Den came hm.. Did nth much xcept chatting.. Den yeah.. Those tt r down, cheer up yeas? Hahax.. Den once took out hw den slp.. Hahax.. Okies.. So 2day.. Nth much oso.. Ms yeo nvr cum.. Carn b happy nor sad.. Hahax.. 4get it.. Anws, was crapping e whole day wif Jas n Aaron.. Hahax.. They know wad happened larhh.. Hahax.. Den during Chinese wa sasked 2 write a compo on whr u live.. Headache.. I dunno whr i live!! Arghs.. Hahax.. 4get it.. Erm.. Stayed 4 Maths Olympiad Trainin.. Den e trainer attitude us.. Kip ranting n raving non-stop.. Who he tink he is lorhh? Jus a trainer, kaes? Dun even noe y he suddenly gt so angry.. N sum senseless ppl still kip asking him ques.. Started e whole stupid argument.. Anws, he was saying we r stupid.. I can sue him 4 tis lorhh.. He says tt if we tink we r so cleva, we ll nt b studyin in Nan Hua anymore.. Wad he tink he is? Nan Hua v.poor mehh? Crap lorhh.. Bsides loads of us can choose 2 study in betta skls den Nan Hua.. It's like he's judgin us accordin 2 nth.. Crap!! Nvms.. Nxt week i gt CIP can skip trainin.. Hahax.. Den aft tt i shall c if 2 go anot.. Anws, aft tt went hm.. N came online.. Started chatting.. Knew loads of stuffs again.. Sad.. Haix.. Nvms.. Shant b.. I luv chattin online.. Can know alot.. Hahax.. 4get it.. Nth much oreadys..
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KSDQOMR: Hahax.. I give u another code ltr.. 1 tt no1 understands.. Hahax.. Anws, jus go on larhh.. Give up den regret.. Dotx.. Haix.. Dun.. Hahax.. N tml debate!! Hahax.. I really dunno which side 2 stand.. Shall stand on God's side thou.. E oni rite choice.. Hahax..
LSOERM: Tink positive.. She isnt rejectin u.. Concentrate on studies = Study but can still luv.. Reject = No more luv.. Hahax.. Dun wanna tink abt tt part thou.. U tink can oreadys.. I m nt tinking.. N break oni means 2 tings.. 1 is 2 gif up.. 2 is 2 convert e other party 2 christian b4 anything..
UOVJPMH: Know u gt loads of troubles.. U dun wanna share.. N i can do nth abt it.. However, sharin does help.. Try n let go larhh.. N relax.. Cheer up, kaes?
UOYOMH: Wad went wrong?? I knew sth went wrong.. Pris gt tt feeling 2.. N i tink i m involved.. I dunno larhh.. Unless u tell us, we ll nvr know.. N.. If he really dun care abt me, den.. Haix.. 4get it.. Dun wanna tink anymore.. My brain is dead.. My heart was beating so fast that it needs to be stopped. It stopped.
NOMHWO: Thousands of thoughts... Dunno wad 2 say.. But anws, i m nt gonna do anything.. N if u really dun care, n dun even tink i "exist", i can do nth but 2 feel.. Yea.. U noe wad i mean.. Haix.. No matter wad, wad i say shall continue 2 b implemented..
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:: Earth Day ::

2005-04-16T18:03:00.000+08:00

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2day Earth Day.. Nt as bad as i tot it would be larhh.. Anws, reached skl at 7+.. Kana pulled 2 e Auditorium by a cher.. Den he very good lorhh.. Ap us.. Summore treat us like labour asking us move stuffs up n down.. Litat still okies... Worse is he oreadys gt all e stuffs ready lorhh.. Still ask us move.. Crap!! Den in e end ask us move everything back.. Troublesome.. Hahax.. 4get it.. Anws, den gather... N den start everything.. Grp wif Si Aun.. Quite nice larhh.. E ppl at least listen 2 us.. Hahax.. In our skl 1, all wun listen de lorhh.. Hahax.. So quite okies.. Den in e end still get sabo by e ppl 2 b e mascot.. Crazy.. Nvms.. In e end, i oso nvr present.. Hahax.. Coz e cheer team nt there.. Oni left Si Aun tt noes e cheer.. Den i m e mascot.. Den carn b Si Aun n i present rights..? So lame.. So decided nt 2 present.. Hahax.. Den we 2 fake tt present oreadys.. Ran up.. Hahax.. Den during prize presentation, i went down n eat Ice Cream.. Hahax.. Since den hv been toking wif Jas.. Yea.. Den knew sth.. N she knew sth abt me 2.. Hahax.. Secrets.. Den ITMC was so great.. They came up wif a video!! ITMC rox!! Hahax.. Den went back hm.. Changed, took sth n headed 4 my frenz hse.. Meetin ppl there.. Hahax.. Braved e rain.. Den gt all drenched.. Din bother 2 change.. My body temp can get it heated back sooner or ltr larhh.. Hahax.. I dun care abt gettin sick or not anws.. Sick in mornin oreadys lorhh.. Shh.. Nt supposed 2 say.. Hahax.. Dun feel like sayin.. Anws, so e day was plain simple.. Nth muchh.. All until i came online.. Chatted wif certain ppl.. N really feel like killing myself.. Haix.. It's like we (councillors) work so hard like labours.. In e end, wa we get is hates frm students n chers.. Wad's tis lorhh.. Hate tis!! E skl treat us as free labours.. Haix.. 4get it.. Nt gonna care.. Den oso found out lotta other tings.. E worse was e tag.. Saw e tag.. Heartbroken.. Haix.. 4get it.. It's so so obvious.. No more ques.. Haix.. Den Jas was cheering me up.. Haix.. Thks Jas.. Den i was so bad.. Nvms.. 4get abt it.. Jus down.. Plain down.. Haix..
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NOMHWO: Avoids.. Carn we jus 4get wad happened?? N b frenz like b4? As chatty? As playful? Can we? I noe u wun allow.. 4get it.. Anws, doubt we can really tok.. So tell u thru here larhh.. Jas noes oreadys.. Srys....
UOVJPMH: All e best 4 ur performance!! U gd lorhh... I m so down n u dun wanna tok 2 me.. I noe larhh.. U r bz.. So.. Nvms.. I m nt angry!! =P
KSDQOMR: Thks 4 comforting me.. Since u noe, jus kip it quiet larhh.. N there's no ans 2 ur ques.. But do nt worry so muchh larhh.. Jus do it b4 u regret.. N.. I dunno wad larhh.. But jus plain down...
YOVLQRMH: Sumtimes, life is jus so simple.. U either like it or nt.. U like or nt oso muz live on.. U hate e ppl arnot oso muz continue workin.. So.. Jus enjoy ur time n ur frenz larhh..
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:: 201 Rox!! ::

2005-04-15T21:16:00.000+08:00

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201 Rox!! Really.. 1 of e 1st few times i get tis feeling.. However, mayb i m 2 sensitive.. Nt really in a gd mood now.. A bit of tensed up.. Tink nt yet released frm e tensed mood.. Tinkin back.. Morning.. Oh ya, i really gt phobia of e overhead bridge now.. Thoroughout tt route i was like so tensed up.. Nt e reason i m tensed up now thou.. Den i was like lookin 2 c if there's an indian lady or a gate sumwhr.. Hahax.. Nth was there of coz.. Hahax.. Okies.. Nth much oreadys.. Skip 2 e meeting part ba.. Okies.. We had tis council-cum-loads-of-others meeting.. N tok abt nth much.. Anws, rather fun larhh.. Tok n tok none stop.. No1 was listening.. Every1 was crapping.. Yeah.. Hahax.. Den e meeting ended at abt 8.30 i suppose.. Okies.. Slack till abt 9 den go back.. Hahax.. Every1 was in class oreadys lorhh.. I mean those in meeting.. Hahax.. They so guai, go backk immediately.. I dun care.. Was crappin wif sum ppl.. Hahax.. Den waited till Jean finished.. N went back wif her.. Hahax.. Crazy me.. Pon 1hr lesson plus reading period.. Anws, den nth much oreadys.. 2day saw so many cls tees.. So nice!! But we dun hv 1.. Sigh.. Nvms.. All i noe is 201 Rox!! Hahax.. Okies i m crazy.. Den we went off 2 eat lunch.. Erm.. Sorta did sth.. But i shall nt reveal it.. Anws, went 2 KFC 2 eat.. Saw e guys there.. Was suan-ing ppl.. Hahax.. Oops.. Nvms.. Nt surprisin i saw them thou.. Anws, they were rather nice 2 wait 4 us.. Den walked there 2gather.. Determined 2 build up our cls spirit.. Hahax.. Den thoroughout e ting wasnt nice larhh.. Was dng council duty wif lynette.. Quite fun.. Hahax.. "Stay off frm e grass!" Hahax.. Den sth cropped up btween 207 n 201.. 4x100 relay gals.. Causing both classes 2 cry.. Adelaine cried coz they kip saying them.. She carn stand it.. Andrea cried coz she was so sure she din cut in e lane.. But tt gal (dun feel like mentionin names) kip insisting she did.. Haix.. Den they started scolding us.. Haix.. Den ltr e NCC gals go influence Jing n told her Andrea cut.. Jing asked Andrea n Andrea said no n sth tt made Jing felt bad.. Den e gal heard Andrea said no, so she went 2 shout n blablabla.. Den e NCC gals frm 207 go ignore Jing den she cried larhh.. Haix.. 3 ppl cried.. Really wonder if they cut.. Stormed all e way 2 e judge there.. Den asked.. Our cls din cut at all lorhx.. Really feel like scolding e 207 gals.. Lost den anyhow say.. Haix.. So bu shuang wif them.. Haix.. Den worse is say until our cls ppl cry until litat.. Haix.. Jus wad they wan?? Haix.. Tok abt it wif Naichung.. Hahax.. Anws, dun care lerrs.. So long as they dun provoke me anymore.. Den our cls boys worse.. Hahax.. But we still like our cls runners!! U ppl rox!! Hahax.. Den 4 tt Mr Tan asked us 2 cheer n den maths test cancelled.. Den we ppl so happy.. Like crazy.. Anws, we went runnin ard e whole stadium.. Hahax.. So fun.. Hahax.. I mean once in a while u do it.. Wif every1 runnin wif u.. Cheerin n so on.. Really fun!! Hahax.. Wow!! We were so enthu!! Shouting n runnin n screamin like hell!! Hahax.. Seldom lorhx.. We r rarely so enthu.. Normally is others cheer we listen.. 2day is we cheer whole skl listen.. Hahax.. We rox!! Cheerin n high all e way.. Went 2 eat.. Den ltr settled down.. Mr Tan treat.. Hahax.. Rather okies.. We tot we build up e cls spirit.. But when Mr Tan leave, e whole atmosphere was so strange.. We realised tt act Mr Tan din build up e cls spirit.. He fill up e gap.. Haix.. Den when he leave, tings r strange.. Anws, it was so quiet until sby(i 4got hu) started toking.. Hahax.. Decided 2 voice out everything.. So e tension went higher n higher.. N yeah.. Okies.. 4get it.. Anws, we went 2 big bkshop n stuffs.. Den went hm.. Hahax.. Nth much oreadys.. Anws, no matter wad let's nt let anything dampen our 201 cls spirit!! 201 Rox!!
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::[sPeEcHeS]::
NOMHWO: If tis goes on, we carn stay any longer.. Believe me arnot.. We hv 2 do sth.. I noe u wun.. Haix.. Wait n c ba..
UOVJPMH: Heys, jus tok lehhs.. I noe it isnt ur fault but.. Haix.. 4get it..
MSOVJIMH: I dun even noe wad 2 tell u.. Hahax.. 2 lame.. Anws, still feel like bashing.. Hahax.. Nvms.. I ll make sure u go crippled!! Hahax.. Jus jkjk..
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:: F r e a k y ::

2005-04-14T22:15:00.000+08:00

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Jus now gt loads 2 write de lorhx.. But now carn tink of any.. Hahax.. Haix.. Life's boring!! Life's sick!! Life's tired!! Anws, today was a freaky n lame day i suppose.. Okies.. E story of e day starts at 6.. Anws, i woke up.. Almost told myself 2 continue slping.. Haix.. Nvms.. I muz b independant u c.. Hahax.. Anws, was in e toilet when i heard a bang of e door.. Erm.. No1 is up yet.. I suppose it's my sis who's late larhh.. Dunno.. Dun care.. Anws, tt din catch my attention.. Den change n went down 2 5th floor.. Okies.. E other lift was working! Den i realise sth.. E overhead bridge is blocked by a gate!! Arghs.. I tot there was another way of gng there.. So i looked ard.. N tis indian ppl there, at e overhead bridge larhh, was like dunno toking or shouting at me... Haix.. Speaking 2 me in indian i suppose.. Dun understand a single ting.. Haix.. Anws, crappy larhh.. She gimme tt freaky look tt gimme creeps.. Carn stay any longer.. Haix.. Den walked ard.. Wonder wad 2 do... E shopping centre is locked.. E gate is locked.. I dun hv e pass 2 get 2 e lift.. So, i resorted 2 stairs.. Luckily i tot of tt.. Anws, went down 2 1st floor.. N miraciously i found my way 2 e bus stop.. Hahax.. Anws, during tt walk saw tt chinese lady wif long long hair.. N it's like her hair is dangling.. N she kip moving abt.. A bit of scary larhh.. Eso when everywhr is dark n there's oni like u n her.. Haix.. Anws, nxt ting was e bridge again.. Dun dare walk up.. Scared of e indian lady.. Walk all e way down e road 2 get 2 another overhead bridge.. Okies.. Tt road is "highway" carn jaywalk.. Den reach e busstop miss 184.. Arghs.. Spent so much time on walking lerrs den still miss bus.. Haix.. Tot i ll b late.. Den saw tis clementi town neighbour walking down frm e brigde.. I was like "Isnt e bridge locked".. Arghs.. Was everything my hallicination? E door bangin? E lift working (it isnt workin when i reach hm)? E bridge locked? E indian lady? E chinese lady? E stairs? Arghs... I dunno larhh... Went on board e bus.. Saw tt e bridge was nt locked.. Crap!! Anws, e starting of e day was so freaky tt i told myself e day isnt gonna b nice.. It wasnt nice.. Let's start.. Reached skl.. Talked abt e class tee.. Den went 2 e back when i shd to do my council duty.. Readin period.. Went 4 sum last minute meeting for Earth Day tingy.. Den realised i was down 4 council duty.. Feel like dng ITMC's!! Nvms.. Same grp wif Si Aun.. Aft tt, knew tt i m down 4 Council duty AGAIN 4 sports day!! Arghs.. Asked permission frm Ti Wun 2 do videoing so tt i can skipped council's.. Hahax.. C 1st larhh.. Erm.. Due 2 tis 2 meetings, skipped a total of 45mins of lesson!! Hahax.. Good! Den nth much b4 recess.. Anws, 2day was dao-ing aaron day.. Den he so bu4 shuang3.. Hahax.. All i said 2 him was "i dunno".. Hahax.. Anws, e day was boring.. As usual.. Oh ya, i 4got sth.. When i went 2 class, i saw 302 walking past.. Den followed behind is 304.. Hahax.. Strange.. Nvms.. Oni certain ppl ll understand wad i toking abt.. Okies.. Recess.. Tored of queuing.. Went 2 e shortest queue 1.. Bought.. Walk off.. Sat down.. Den realised tt 2day was selling special food!! Arghs.. Missed them.. Hahax.. Den again lessons.. Maths... Den Bio.. Maths tt time sth happened.. 2 hv my conclusion: There's a warfare btween e guys n e gals.. Hahax... Anws, e prob was tt e cls tee din get e whole class's approval.. Hahax.. Anws, thks Mr Tan.. Den yeah.. Another Conclusion: Gals n gals oso gt war.. Causin 2 gals 2 cry.. Haix.. Den gt ppl say i autocratic.. I dun care abt wad others say anymore.. Carn b possible i let e gal cry n get bullied n do nth rites.. Den bio was comforting sum1.. Real nice tok.. Frank 1.. Lunch.. Full.. But went eating.. 4 e sake of e special food.. Den geog... Boring lesson.. PW.. Bloggin lesson.. Hahax... Den i tink tt's all.. Went hm rite aft skl wif steph.. N a few guys.. Steph wanted did nt wanted 2 walk wif sum1 so i accompanied her.. Nt my fault.. Really nt as childish as sum ppl.. Muz c when 2 play.. Steph was really v.in-constant wif her feelins at e moment so.. I dun care if they say i m attention seeking arnot.. Sick.. Hahax.. I noe myself n my reasons 4 dng stuffs can oreadys.. Dun need 2 xplain so much.. Den went hm.. Slp.. Woke up.. N yea.. Chattin all e way.. Nt dng hw or anything.. Plain chattin.. Hahax.. Die lorhx.. Anws, 2day i m driven crazy!!
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::[sPeEcHeS]::
NOMHWO: Glad 2 noe u on duty.. Knew u ll b anws.. Anw, shd i go 4 duty tml?? Shd i or shd i not?? Dunno larhh.. Haix.. If tt matter is 4 true, i ll still perserve..
UOVJPMH: Hahax.. Abt tt matter dun care larhh.. Wanna noe den ask her lorhx.. I suggest u ask.. Coz i wanna noe e answer too.. =P Den 2day din tok much.. So sian.. Ask u tok dun wan.. Haix...
MSOVJIMH: Hahax.. Muz punch urself.. Anws, congrats on winnin tt medal tingy larhh.. Gimme.. Hahax.. Jus jk.. Anws, bad ppl.. Oways nvr wear tie.. Haix.. N stop givin me tt expressio larhh.. Look. 5 secs. Laugh. Hahax...
DYRAJSMOR: When u gt feelins, dun bottle it up.. Let everything out.. Sumtimes, tings r in tis manner.. Jus heck abt wad others say.. Jus do it!! Hahax.. Real nice fren.. Frank n all..
SSTPM: Srys 4 dao-ing u 2day larhh.. Hahax.. It's nt my idea.. Hahax... Oh ya, thks 4 jus now..
SMFTRS: Nt tt i wanna say anything.. But it's like e design is nt even urs.. Hv been tryin 2 kip tis within me.. Let u get all e credits.. If it's nt 4 2day, i wun say out.. Anws, stop arguing!! It's jus a tee.. Let it go.. Sumtimes, tt's jus wad tings are.. Anws, thks 4 e drink..
VJRTO: U hv changed.. Stuffs happened.. Mayb they hv hurt u.. But.. Pls dun change anymore.. Life's tis way.. If u continue changing, tt's nt u.. N e real u would b e nice-est u..
KOMJPMH: Cheer up!! Dun feel so sad anymore!! If she doesnt care, n u carn let go.. There's 1 ting u can do.. Oni 1.. Approach her.. Get everything settled in a go.. May it b happy or sad.. Both voice out.. Tis way, tings ll b okies..
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:: Class Tee ::

2005-04-13T20:33:00.000+08:00

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Our class tee rox!! Hahax.. E more i look at it e more i feel so.. So it's like e whole day wasnt listenin 2 class.. Bz dng class tee.. Hahax.. Den finally finished.. But mr tan loadds of comments.. Den muz redo again.. Arghs.. Erm.. Bio was okies.. E oni lesson i participated.. Real funny.. Anws, wasnt listenin.. But every1 hu can read ll e e answer.. Hahax.. Anws, we were dng sum experiement.. Den Li Wen n mine was so slow.. Hahax.. Carn stand.. Went out.. Walk around.. Came back.. Everyone were at e 3rd tube.. Ours still 1st.. Hahahax.. So.. We were declared by Mr Dunno-wad as e slowest team.. So he gt do sth 2 e experiment.. It's like so unfair.. Hahax.. Anws, we kip crapping wif him.. Suan him.. N he suan us back.. Hahahahax.. So funny.. Den went down 2 hall.. Realised din wear tie.. Had 2 go all e way back... Hahax.. Haix.. Really tired of wearing tie.. Anws, the assembly was quite okies larhh.. Gt ppl perform.. Hahax.. Den stayed back 2 help Xian Yin compile sum stuffs.. Do e class tee.. N wait 4 ppl.. Den abt 6.30 den return hm.. 7+ den reacah lorhx.. Haix.. Anws, 4 scrabble we gt into finals!! Hahax..
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::[sPeEcHeS]::
UOVJPMH: Hahax.. Real nice toks we had.. Trueful.. Anws, mayb i shd really take up psychological studies.. Hahax.. Anws, how i hope u were online ytd nite.. Hahax...
NOMHWO: Mayb u r rite.. We shdnt wait... 6.30.. N all i get is nth.. Class tee nt done.. Ppl carn wait.. Haix.. 4get it..
KOMJPMH: Sumtimes life is in tis way.. Up and down.. Bt no matter wad... Nvr give up!!
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:: M o o d ::

2005-04-12T17:32:00.000+08:00

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Let's start frm ytd.. Monday.. Early in e mornin, din wanna go back 2 skl.. Haix.. My back ache like crazy.. Since saturday has been tis way.. Wonder wad's happenin.. Nvms.. Nt gonna care.. Back oni marhh.. Tink ll recover soon.. Okies.. Went 2 skl.. N i carn rmb wad's nxt.. Tink nth mch happened.. Den art was borin as usual.. Our structure confirm overweight!! Den history was so.. Haix.. Gt back my results.. So disappointed in myself.. Carn litat oreadys.. Kip dun study.. History was a failure.. Din touch it at all.. Haix.. Sad.. sad.. sad.. Wrote sum stuffs on paper.. Main topic was abt killin myself.. My fren saw den say we jump 2gather.. Haix.. But she dun dare larhh.. I wanna jump lorhx.. Really.. Climbing up.. Den she back out.. Haix.. Den gt dental visit.. Luckily was e guy.. They say e gal v.fierce.. Nth much lerrs.. E rest was like as usual.. Aft skl waited 4 e pathetic facilitator 2 cum.. Den waited 4 soo long.. Finally discussion.. Den nth much lerrs.. In view of our project, we decided 2 go back n use e net.. Den needed sec 3 chemistry txtbk so decided 2 walk ard.. Fortunately, there were ppl in 304.. Den 1st ting i reached 304 was 2 shout 4 yiting.. But still nvr succeed.. Still kana said.. Haix.. 4get it.. Anws, was so sad n quiet e whole day.. Nt really in e mood 4 everything.. C.. Told u e words works wonder.. Haix.. Den ltr at nite, had a little chat.. Felt much more beta.. But still hurt.. Muz thk sum1 4 tis.. Hahax.. Thks! So frm tt little chat onwards, sorta return 2 normal.. Or pretended 2.. I dunno.. Den 2day everything was okies.. Spent e chem in e sculpture garden, e geog in e lab.. N e rest of e time designin class tee.. Hahax.. Designed wif andrea.. So nice.. Likes.. Hahax.. A bit bu yao lian.. Hu cares larhh.. Den went rite hm aft skl.. Den nth much lerrs..
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::[sPeEcHeS]::
NOMHWO: Thks 4 tt.. But.. I dunno larhh.. Anws, i noe u wanna concentrate on studies.. I noe.. But can u stop hurting me? Arghs.. "dun care", "dun promise"... Haix... Dunno larhh.. Still happy act.. Hahax.. Mpqsyyrtesfeozzdyozzesoymzitbri.. I mean it..
UOVJPMH: Nt online ytd.. Wanna ask if it's u.. Tink so.. Confirmed 2day.. Knew u can help.. Thks so much!! Hahax.. N i enjoy tokin 2 u 2!! Hahax.. Thks!!
SSTPM: Dun jealous larhh.. Tell him doesnt mean anything marh.. Still my nice didi larhh.. Hahax.. I oso gt tell u alot.. Hahax...
SMFTRS: Our class tee rox!! Hahax.. Quickly finish.. Carn wait..
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:: T h a n k s ::

2005-04-10T23:48:00.000+08:00

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Really thks 2 those hu pulled me up.. Especially u-noe-hu.. Haix.. Thou tokin abt it ll make me feel bad n worse, but aft tinkin thru at least beta.. Still hvin tt strange feelin.. Doubt ll recover so fast.. But i ll try larhx.. Anws, nth much tis few days.. Mind 2 occupied 2 notice anythin.. Saturday.. Woke up early in e mornin 2 go 2 sum NUS bk launch.. Gt performances at stuff.. Reached skl quite earlier, realisin tt i was e oni sec 2 tt reached early.. Haix.. Den no contacts summore.. So bored.. Check e list of attendance, knew sum1 was there.. Din had e courage 2 walk over.. Den ltr every1 started arrivin.. N left.. Quite early.. Reached there still nth much.. Den started sms-in.. So borin.. But knew more ppl larhx.. Quite fun.. They quite funny n stuffs.. Finished.. Den went back.. Still there.. Carn wait.. Gotta go.. So left.. Den left tinkin.. Reached hm.. 1st ting open com.. Hahax.. Den used 4 quite sum time den left 4 Bugis.. Gng out wif my mum as usual.. Tired but muz pei4 he2 larhx... Den tired-ly went hm, tok 2 sum1.. Really carn stand it.. He's 2 gd at it.. Told him everything.. Haix.. Chatted n slept oni at 3.. Oso tok 2 him larhx.. A bit lame chat wif e "hahas" when i assume neither of us can laugh.. Haix... Sian larhx.. Den sunday.. Went church.. Den e singin was.. Aww.. Srys.. Den Hawk sang so Jason and I tried 2 do everything ourselves so tt he can concentrate on singing.. Hahax.. Erm.. Den gt cell.. Played e Taboo game.. Hahax.. Saw everything b4 playin lorhx.. Anws, went off 2 Westmall wif Fishy aft cell 2 buy present.. Den carn find.. Go Jp.. Act, wanna buy e Sumo shirt 1 but haix.. Den met Xiao Jia they all 4 dinner.. Bought present.. Went hm.. Came online.. Chat.. Nth much oreadys.. Feelings 2 hard 2 explain...
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NOMHWO: I m trying 2 let everything go ur way.. 2 smile n so on.. But.. Sumtimes it's hard.. No matter wad.. It's still e same..
UOVJPMH: Thks 4 e chat!! Really nice.. U r really gd at it lorhx.. Haix.. Kip secret.. N.. Let yours out 2.. U sure hv probs 2.. Can sense.. But.. Jus let them out larhx.. U ll feel beta tt way.. Waiting 4 ur news..
AROUI: Wow.. 2day so enthu.. Hahax.. Eat, Shop.. Yay!!
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:: T h i n k i n A g a i n ::

2005-04-08T21:16:00.000+08:00

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Told myself nt 2 tink.. But my brain's workin.. Haix.. Tots back again.. Since yesterday.. When i had 2 comfort ppl hu r crying n feeling down.. I myself is so down n yet.. Haix.. But i dun blame e few of u.. Cheer up, kaes? They told me their probs n i tot of mine, n so.. Haix.. Anws, all those crying pls stop crying.. N all those nt, pls stay on.. Anws, nth much happened 2day.. We gt Physical Trainin which we trained 4 sum lame standing board jump.. Maths nth much.. Recess which i saw him.. AGAIN.. Lit surfing e net.. Hahax.. =P English lame grp tingy which no1 was playing.. Hahax.. Lunch which i did councillor duty.. Hahax.. Suddenly turned so guai.. Hahax.. Nah.. Jus dng so tt she wun scold anymore.. N so tt the upper sec ll get down.. N so 2 skip Chinese.. Hahax.. Den nth much oreadys.. N similarily, e highlight of friday is oways ITMC.. Hahax.. Really luv ITMC... Tis time round gt suan like crazy.. Tink tis is e 1st time really gt suan.. Hahax.. Anws, 2day did nth much.. Fooling around.. Watched videos.. Tok.. Complain sian.. Found out sth.. Hahax.. Read msgs.. N so on.. Stayed in skl till abt 6 but.. It's e same.. Hahax.. Anws, thks so mmuch 2 every1!!
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NOMHWO: Nvr tot u ll let it off so light-heartedly.. Disappointed.. Now i noe i m holding on 2 false hope.. But i ll hold on.. It's really worth it.. I tink.. 4 now.. Anws, get well soon.. No falling sick.. U carn..
KSTTRZ: Heys, noe tt u noe kip everything a secret.. Haix.. Thks 4 ur encouragement but.. I dunno larhx.. Life's hard.. Haix.. Gotta find out hu u like... =P
ZOERM: Cleva gal who broke my code.. Hahax.. New code now..
UOYOMH: Thks 4 kiping wad u noe a secret.. Thks 4 being my msger.. Thks 4 everything!! Srys 4 bothering u.. N.. Really really thk u.. N stop suaning me.. He might be unhappy.. Thou he seldom is..
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:: T a l k s ::

2005-04-07T16:45:00.000+08:00

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Coincidence.. Coincidence.. Life's jus 2 much of coincidence.. Especially when u no longer lone 4 it.. Okies.. I wanna meet but wad 2 say?? Haix.. First, outside GO.. (X4) Den, on stairs.. Den, Clementi.. Wad on earth is tis? Nth 2 say.. Nt nth.. Gt thousands of words.. But nth comes out.. Oni a feeling comes out.. Nth but tt feeling.. Wanna tell him sth.. Wanna cry.. But nth.. Jus a hi.. Nvms.. Wad's over is over.. Den.. 2day was as usual boring.. But surprisingly it went fast.. Probs coz of tots.. So.. PE.. Lurve free time 4 PE lorhx.. Can play basketball n badminton.. Hahax.. Erm.. Den history.. Sian.. Recess.. Gt disturbed by xinyu 4 eating 2 much chilli.. Noe it's wrong 2 eat tt much but.. Haix.. 4get it.. Seriously, i m punishing myself.. N.. During recess, tan n chng sat opp each other.. Hahax.. Wif ng there.. Haix.. N he told them abt.. Haix.. N lin n chng stared in disbelief.. Made me so.. Haix.. Anws, den we gt maths n sci.. Dr Choo kip cumin.. Arghs.. Our class test was done so badly.. N yet no1 cries.. U noe y? We r 2 used oreadys.. E tests r oways so diff.. Hahax.. Erm.. Bio was nth much.. Had a mass discussion abt steads wif Ade, Liwen, Steph, and Andrea.. Tokin wif Ade den Andrea kip cuttin in.. Attract attention.. Hahax.. Jus jk.. N so e discussion went tis way tt ade has aaron, andrea has zh n julian, liwen has shuan, n steph had kaiwen.. I supposed steph admitted hers.. E others were a "forced" one.. Hahax.. Anws, i had none.. 2 bad.. They ll nvr find out coz.. Haix... Den lunch.. Steph gt my wallet.. Luckily took out e note jus in time, if nt i carn imagine wad ll happen.. Den saw him.. N din talk.. Oh yes, said hi.. Hahax.. Anws, within minutes, steph saw hers.. Hahax.. Erm.. Den geog n PW.. Geog was nth much.. Laughing alots.. N PW was surfing e net.. Hahax... So.. Nth much anymore.. Unless tok abt aft skl whr i met yichong n he gave me tt look.. Tt i saw lapkan n alvin... N i carn rmb.. Anws, oking abt aft skl, Yi Hui called on a meetin 2day, came late, n was forced 2 do pumpings.. Hahax.. Anws, muz collate e info den gimme, k? Thks!! Den... Went off 2 Clementi.. Din feel like waiting.. N again i left at e RITE time.. Saw yong ann, kuan yuan, jarrel, jin hong, n him.. Haix.. Dunno larhx.. Dun feel like tinking.. Jus wanna end my life.. Demoralised... N i heard of a story [Real life] whr a guy n a gal married.. N there knew each other since sec 2.. Waited.. N now married.. Lurving story.. Became hopeful.. But it's hopeless, so back 2 e same feeling of demoralised again..
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::[sPeEcHeS]::
NOMHWO: Srys 4 nt toking.. Really dunno wad 2 say.. Gimme a few more days.. Guarantee all would b back 2 normal again.. Jus a few more days..
ZOERM: Haix.. Dun tink so much.. He has his reasons lorhx.. U shd noe my plight.. So stop complainin... Haix..
UOVJPMH: Dun gimme tt look lehs.. I ll go 1 lorhx.. Me so devoted 2 ITMC.. =P Hahax.. U muz go oso kaes? Wad mass pon? Who pon-ning?
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:: A v o i d i n g ::

2005-04-06T17:28:00.000+08:00

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Avoiding isn't gd.. Haix.. I knew it.. Were we avoiding? I m nt sure actually.. She says we aren't but i feel we r.. Haix.. He thinks we r 2.. Den complain 2 me tt when i dao sum1 dun needa dao him oso wad.. Hahax.. Srys.. =P Anws, 2day did broadcasting over the PA system... Hahax.. So embarrassing.. Act, dun wanna do.. Den wanna push e job 2 Shuan n Leung Yan but they dun allow.. Haix.. Den i tink i did so badly.. N how cum every1 can hear? I din xpect it.. Haix.. Anws, n e middle of everything he came in.. Went all quiet.. Haix.. Din tok.. N din manage 2 find her 2.. So bad.. Anws, 2day is 6 April.. A nice day!! N gonna eat out ltr.. Hahax.. N.. Anws, there was nth much 2day.. Lame lessons.. Slping lessons.. Hahax.. N slping assembly.. Aft assembly, went 2 her class.. But useless.. Den ask him help me pass.. Hahax.. Thks!! N aft skl saw him n him.. Den we avoided 1 another.. As in dun care abt 1 another.. Really felt so bad.. Haix.. Wad can i do?? Nvms..
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::[sPeEcHeS]::
NOMHWO: Haix.. Feelin so bad.. Really wished tings din turn out tis way..
SSTPM: Thks n srys!! U said it's deliberate.. Is it? I dunno.. I no longer trust myself..
UOYOMH: Thks!! Wad did u tell him anws? It was passed thru 2 ppl.. Guess he wun noe.. Anws, thks larhx!! Waiting.. Hahax..
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:: L e t G o ::

2005-04-05T18:29:00.000+08:00

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::[pOsTs]::
Sumtimes u tink u can let go, but in actual fact u carn.. I oways tot i m 1 hu wun get affected much.. I oways m.. But tis time round i failed... I carn let go.. Everything i tot of 2day links.. Links 2.. Haix.. Laptop.. Everything started wif e laptop.. Or 2 b more exact, internet or msn messenger.. N it ended there.. Bubble Tea.. Was tryin 2 drink up e whole of bubble tea.. but carn.. I still prefered e other flavour.. Sumtimes there's jus oni 1 ting in ur heart.. Test.. Do properly n prove tt it ll nt affect.. Haix.. Y do i kip tinking of..? I no longer noe how 2 resume back 2 e past.. U carn pretend den over these 30days nth happened rites? It's hard... I dunno e line of friendship anymore.. resulting in e deliberate avoidin.. N nt bringin up.. Anws, thks 2 e ppl who got me 2 stand up.. Thks.. Shd i continue? I dunno.. I really dun.. I ll try 2.. Haix.. Okies.. Wad else 2day?? Wasnt listenin 2 class again.. But tis time round dng sth rite.. Other den tinking of him of coz.. Hahax.. Other den tt, was learnin my CL.. I 4got 2 bring back my bi ji, txtbk, shou ce yesterday.. So.. Preparing 2 fail.. Hahax... Haix.. Fail fail fail.. Den.. Whole day dng nth.. Anws, gt cell.. Act, ade wanna join us but din.. Den oni left wif kai wen, cheri, n me.. Coz Ces n Zeren gt shot put.. Den Ces came back aft her shotput n Zeren stayd 2 wait 4 kor.. Hahax.. Den still hv Jasmine, Renu, Andaline, Xinyu, Liwen who joined us 4 cell.. So nice.. Can spread his words.. Thou dere were there nt as christians, but as listeners... Anws, 2day's topic was abt relationships btween christians n non christians.. So sensitive.. Sum1 nearly cried.. I was in hysteria 2... So was Cheri n Ces.. E few if us were so affected tt we carn really argue back.. Haix.. We muz rmb 2 stand by our principles.. Hahax.. Haix.. E worst was Kai Wen.. Hahax.. 2 affected.. Hahax.. Den went hm tinking.. Tink so much tt gt headaches.. Hahax..
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::[sPeEcHeS]::
LSOERM: Continue.. Thks 4 everything.. 4 listenin.. 4 encouragin.. I noe ur own story.. I noe u hv ur difficulties.. Continue.. Dun let go.. N dun get so work out... Stay wif God while staying wif her...
NOMHWO: I really dunno e line anymores.. I regret 2 say tt.. But.. Tings carn b forced.. E more i try 2 4get, e more i rmb... E more 1 try 2 avoid, e more my brain links everything up... 1 more day.. No matter wad.. Tml ll still b an impt day 2 me..
SSTPM: Thks 4 listenin again.. Hahax.. Slp earlier nxt time.. N.. Msgs were passed... Dun let others c.. Guys r us strange.. 4get it..
UOYOMH: Thks!! Thks 4 agreeing 2 help!!
VJRTO: U r saying tt coz urs is over.. I dunno larhx.. But do care abt his feelings..
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:: T r e m b l i n g ::

2005-04-04T22:43:00.000+08:00

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::[pOsTs]::
Currently in a trembling state.. Act, dun really understand y.. My surroundings r nt cold.. But my heart is.. Trying hard 2 fight back my tears.. Carn cry.. Hv 2 take tis in stride.. I m act trying v.hard 2 get my mind off tis n study.. Chinese test tml.. But i jus carn.. Haix.. 4get it.. My hands r trembling.. My heart is crying.. Wad on earth is this? Y muz bad tings happen 2 me?? Y izzit tt oni bad tings can happpen 2 me?? I hate tis!! If nth ever happened, i can jus take it tt way.. I try 2 tink tt nth happened.. But i dunno y tt my memory did nt fail me.. When i feel like lettin it fail me, it din.. Haix.. 4 e few moments tt e truth was out, my surrounding was all quiet.. No IM, no chats.. Totally silence.. I had fell in2 a deep deep hole in e earth.. N is nw struggling 2 get up.. I hope i can.. I seriously do.. But if i carn, den 2 bad.. Nth can stop me.. U can say tt u r gonna stop.. But whether 2 stop, is still my decision.. I wanna let things go ur way, but sumtimes tings jus carn b controlled.. Sorry abt tt.. No matter wad, it's still a truth.. I m tryin 2 let go.. Trying 2 grant u back ur freedom.. Trying.. But it's hard.. Other den tis, nth tt happened 2day was in my mind.. I tink i rmb laughing happily in e maths olympiad trainin n during recess.. n music.. n.. art.. n i dunno.. But those laughing were nth as compared 2 wad i m feelin now.. Nth.. I told myself tt 1 more time n i m gonna.. Shd i?? Shd i?? Mayb i shd.. N tt shall b e day tt everyone had deserted me.. Like wad i m feeling now..
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::[sPeEcHeS]::
SSTPM: Thks 4 being my advisor all tis while.. But everything is over.. N i m nt gonna do anything anymore.. I m tired.. Really tired.. Sick n tired of life.. Thks 4 being a listenin ear.. Wad u noe r all true, but... Jus kip them a secret.. Ending wif tis end.. Aftall, my theory is rite.. Love carn exists 4 more den a mth.. When a mth is reachin, 1 of e parties ll nt like e other 1 anymore.. It carn continue tis way.. I was still asking if can pull thru e 2 days.. But e fact is "no".. It carn last longer den a mth.. Even 29 days were e max...
NOMHWO: I ll jus let everything go ur way.. But feelings carn b controlled.. I wanna hear no more "sorrys".. U r nt at fault.. Tis is a 2 way ting.. Once 1 side breaks, e whole ting collapse.. If we carn hold it, we break.. Jus like a bridge.. When e end carn hold on 2 e weight anymore, it breaks n e ting collapse.. Nth else.. I give up.. But can i jus ask u 1 last ques n hv 1 last request? Request.. Get e ting fm my locker.. Ignore e paper.. Question.. Wad's e reason for tis?? R e feelings still there?
LSOERM: Hold on.. I envy her.. Gettin so much luv n stuff.. Jus hold on till e end, k? Continue.. Dun break off.. No matter wad.. If nt e whole bridge collapse..
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:: S c r a b b l e C o m p e t i t i o n ::

2005-04-02T17:57:00.000+08:00

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::[pOsTs]:
Another Scrabble Competition again.. Tired of them.. Especially tis time round's.. It was like 2 players were missing n we hv 2 make a decision of 4:4:4, or 5:7.. Den when we decided 2 settle on 5:7, a gal came.. At least, she did.. At least, she tried 2.. Betta den e other 2... Den we ha 2 make another decision, 5:5:3, or 5:4:4.. In e end, we chose 5:4:4.. N my team was e lucky 1 2 hv 5.. So we played... Howard, Kuan Yuan, Jin Hong, Louis, n me against e other 5.. No mood 4 e 1st round.. Was bothered by sum other tings in my mind.. Den worse was tt they played sum lullaby music.. I waoke up at 6, kaes? Play tis type if music wanna me slp arhx? Den played on.. Luckily e 1st player wasnt tt gd, so thou half of my mind was asleep.. Another half being bothered by sumthing else, i won.. Partially due 2 luck.. Tt i gt 5 Bingos.. But i placed 3 down oni.. Din wanna trash tt nice gal.. Hahax.. Den i played no foul words durin e game lorhx.. Me so nice.. N kip addin marks 4 e gal.. N remind her of stuffs.. I v.nice 2 her.. Hahax.. Den 2nd player was against RV.. Played against tis sec 4 guy.. Oso quite nice 2 him larhx.. Me guarded abit.. But aft sumtime let off.. He overtime i nvr penalise him.. He put foul words, i challenged him, but continue 2 let him make his move.. So nice lorhx.. Den 1 Bingo.. Den tis game, my game was e lagg-iest.. Hahax.. E 2 of us kip talking n laughing.. Hahax.. Den e one playing wif Howard kip got challenged by him.. Hahax.. N Kuan Yuan tt 1 oso.. They challenged n bickered non-stop.. Hahax.. So funny.. Den louis tt team was chao stressed up tt they even challenged words like "OE" n "Sale".. Hahax.. Den Jin Hong tt 1 still okaes.. Hahax.. Worse was tt they played e national anthem.. Hahax.. Den e last round was e worse round 4 me.. It was like she kip challengin me non stop.. So angry.. Waste my time.. At 1st decided 2 let her off, n dun challenge her.. Den she put extremely stupid words tt i carn stand it anymore lorhx.. Den challenge.. Den started playin beta.. Den Howard nt playin so kip askin me nt 2 thrash her.. N kip talking non stop.. Haix.. Hahax.. Den i had a conclusion tt Howard likes tt gal.. Hahax.. Anws, e competition was quite okay 4 my team larhx.. Hahax.. Won all 3 rounds.. 13 Games outta 15.. Den as usual, went off wif CX, XB, MT, they all.. Hahax.. Den tok n play.. Quite nice.. Den rushed off 2 e dunno whr.. Gt tricked.. Coz e ting was act nt today but was on 26 March.. Haix... Went 2 eat.. Went hm.. Celebrate Ethan n Bryan's b'dae.. N was really fun.. Gt Horror Movie n all.. Hahax.. Den went up n use e computer aft tt... Talked.. But.. Some things happened.. N at tt moment e ting changes frm green 2 red, i felt like cryin.. Nvms.. I ll hold on... HAPPY B'DAE ETHAN N BRYAN!!
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::[sPeEcHeS]::
SBOS: Hahax.. Horror movie!! Balloons!! Tulips!!
SSTPM: Haix.. Really felt like tellin u.. I wanna cry!! Arghs.. Holdin on.. Till e end..
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:: P r a y e r M e e t i n g ::

2005-04-01T23:23:00.000+08:00

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::[pOsTs]::
Nth much happened 2day.. Jus came hm frm church.. Went 4 prayer meeting.. Since fishy ask us go, so go lorhx... Not 4 e mystic gift, kaes? Hahax... But sum ppl went there 4 it, n was totally dissapointed.. Hahax... Guess wad she ll give oreadys lorhx.. My predicting skills r gettin betta, i guess.. Hahax.. 2day, wasnt really happy larhx.. Xcpt 4 e church part.. Church oways manage 2 cheer me up.. Muz b coz of e presence of God.. Hahax... Den early in e mornin c lapkan n decided nt 2 ignore him.. Hahax... I knew i wun.. Dunno y.. Den nth durin e lessons.. Were all half asleep.. Act, e ting tt i like most abt fridays, xcept 4 church, was oways ITMC.. But i had 2 skip it, due 2 some lame scrabble trainin tingy, which obviously was useless, coz i nvr train a bit.. Den summore had 2 train these sec 1s, n most of them noe nth... Litat how 2 win?? Den gt this William guy who kip arguin wif me tt "starnie" n "stainer" does nt exist.. Feel like beatin him lorhx... Aft e trainin, waited in e canteen... While waitin, talked 2 Ces.. Den realised din bring my history bk down.. Ran up.. Note: I ran up.. It was jus 2 get e bk b4 they were dismissed.. But 2 my dismay, they were dismissed b4 i went down, so.. 2 bad dens.. I gave myself hope n waited till 6.30.. Den went off 4 church.. Met Xian Ying on e way.. Den went walkin wif her.. Oni her.. Den ltr, saw a grp of guys lookin down in2 e drain coz their ball was in it.. Decided 2 tell them 2 wait until 1 fine day, when it rains, e ball ll float up.. Hahax.. Den e guys were absolutely crazy.. When they were left wif no choice, 1 of e guy jumped in2 e drain picked up e ball, n jumped up again.. In less den 2 mins.. Crazy!! Those in my skl shd noe how deep e drain is.. Hahax.. 4get it.. So went 2 church.. N 4 e reference abt e church part, scroll up n read.. Hahax...
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::[sPeEcHeS]::
NOMHWO: Waited.. Waited.. Waited.. But it jus seems 2 me tt none of e ways ll work.. I ll die if tis waitin continues.. I m turinin crazy.. Worse every split second.. Haix...
SSTPM: I din call him aftall.. Din tink it ll help.. Din tink i can.. Din tink i hv e courage.. Din want 2.. Haix.. 4get it.. Oh, thkd 4 being my "listenin ear" all tis while.. Thks!! I tink u r noein most of e tings..
EOZZOSQ: Sumhow sum words ll jus b there in e scrabble dictionary, kaes?
AROUI: Hahax.. I m gonna guess ur nxt gift...
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::C a r e f o r c e::

2005-03-31T18:53:00.000+08:00

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::[pOsTs]::
Careforce rox!! Hahax.. ITMC rox 2!! But nt oni coz of ahem, but gt other reasons larhx.. Anws, jus returmed hm nt long ago frm e Careforce meeting.. It rox!! Hahax.. Din really noe wad's gng on, jus knew tt we were laughing non stop.. Yeah.. Hahax.. N jarrel turned all red.. Hahax.. Was lookin 4 him, n finally saw whr he was.. Hahax.. Well, overall it rox larhx.. Happy 2 b in careforce!! I tink e council is driving me crazy thou i had quite a number of good frenx there.. Ppl like lynette, n shu xuan (now my jie n my mei) rox!! But haix.. It's totally diff frm careforce.. In careforce we really felt in it.. But nt in council.. Xcept 4 certain times.. Hahax.. When i m a councillor, I carn b a careforce member?? Wad's tis?? I wanna b in both!! Arghs.. Life's jus stupid.. Anws, i tinking of quittin council.. Dun get e wrong idea, it rulez, it rox but.. It's driving me crazy.. Tot of it last time, but it was coz of e conflicts.. I convinced myself den tt tings can get beta.. But now, it's diff.. I dunno larhx.. It's jus diff!! Arghs.. Quittin may nt b e best idea, but i really dunno wad 2 do.. Life carn continue tis way.. Oh ya, i told every1 tt there's no guys in our class!! Hahax.. I wasnt lying.. There isnt!! No1 acts like a guy!! Hahax.. Anws, careforce rox!! Council rox!! ITMC rox!! Hahax... Oh ya, i managed 2 stp eating chilli 4 2 days coz of wad he said.. But.. I carn hold on anymore.. I miss.. , so i ate chilli yes n 2day..
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::[sPeEcHeS]::
NOMHWO: Haix.. Misses.. When we meet, we carn tok.. When we tok, it's hard.. We oways hv a lack of topic.. Coz my mind ll b jus stuck.. Haix.. Dunno larhx.. We gt ppl helpin us, but.. Anws, it ll wait.. Wait n wait..
SSTPM: There's act a meain behind my black display pic n background.. Haix.. Guess oni e few of u can guess it.. No others... Coz u all r more sensistive larhx..
ZOERM: Srys 4 sorta "usin" u 2 get closer 2 him.. Haix.. I noe im bad... But.. I carn stand it.. Anws, u dunno abt e tingy yet.. ll let u noe when e time is ripe.. Hahax... :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

::H K s t u d e n t s::

2005-03-30T18:07:00.000+08:00

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::[pOsTs]::
Nth much 2day.. Xcept 4 me gng over 2 help ppl like yang ping 2 do videoing of e HK ppl.. Hahax... Wasnt on duty lorhx.. But coz almost all e seniors needa go 4 heats, so no1 can help so.. Hahax.. Haix.. So boring lorhx.. Especially when there's no1 2 tok 2, nth 2 do, n nth 2 film.. Haix.. Wad's tis lorhx.. N i filmed frm 1++ to 5 lorhx.. Haix.. Carn blieve it man.. But luckily gt Yichong there den we spent more den half e time toking, since there's simply nth 2 do.. N he kip sayin i short!! Hahax.. 4get it.. It's normal 4 a guy to be 170+ lorhx.. Hahax.. Den when gng hm, he volunteered 2 help me take my file.. Hahax... Thks!! Erm.. E worse was tt we saw fanny, wan qing, sacharssa, jin hong n bryan n they started blabberin nonsense.. Hahax.. Especially Fanny!! Hahax... Nvms.. Dun really care.. Hahax.. Den.. During e filmin, lapkan was like.. Nvms.. Nt gonna care abt him anymores.. Thou i nt really angry larhx.. Den.. nth muchhie.. Let's c.. Had maths, PC, MT, Eng n Bio.. Haix.. Maths nth much.. Jus abt e inequalities tingy.. E whole level isn't dng it lorhx.. So unfair!! Hahax.. Den borrowed 3A maths txtbk frm NaiChung.. Thks 4 it!! Hahax.. N i noe u r frm e mental hospital.. Hahax.. So m i!! Hahax.. Erm.. PC was abt anger... Dunno larhx.. So lame!! Hahax.. I nvr lost my temper xcept at my brother.. Hahax.. Den MT was nth.. Jus plain teachin.. English oso... Hahax.. Den Bio was abt Life Science.. Abt e DNA.. Hahax.. Was half awake.. But ot was quite nice.. N according 2 YiChong says i shd learn 2 like it.. Hahax... Anything.. Den e assembly was so boring.. How i wish i was dng PA duty!! Wanna b in duty nxt mth!! Hahax.. Summore e VP was so long winded.. Hahax.. Kip looking up.. Hahax.. Hvnt been toking 2 him nowadays.. So sian.. Hahax...
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::[sPeEcHeS]::
GSMMU: There's nth btween us lorhx... Hahax... He's jus my senior.. Hahax... Haix.. A nice senior larhx.. Hahax..
MSOVJIMH: Hahax... Mental hospital rox.. Hahax.. I m ur senior there, kaes?? Hahax.. Muz listen 2 me.. All e docs n nurses noe our names lorhx.. Loyal patients.. Hahax.. I m there since born lorhx.. Hahax.. Gt lots of frenx... U oso larhx.. Hahax...
UOVJPMH: Thks 4 2day!! Hahax... Thou u slacked thru e games part.. Hahax.. But at least can tok if nt i ll b bored 2 death lorhx.. Hahax... Den it's normal 4 guys 2 b tt tall kaes.. Hahax.. N i noe ur videoin gd larhx, dun needa kip suanin me... Hahax.. N thks 4 takin my file.. Hahax...
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::R e v i e w o f t h e m a ny d a y s::

2005-03-29T22:19:00.000+08:00

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::pOsTs::
Okies.. Coz i changin fone so bz wif e details nowadays tt i carn really blog.. So.. Hvnt been bloggin since Saturday.. Carn really rmb wad happened.. Okies.. Saturday.. I tink my mum came, rites?? Shd b larhx.. Anws, so she came n we tok n tok n tok.. Hahax.. So.. I tink i was sayin at hm, collating sum data, n tok 2 her.. N waitin 4 sum1 2 go online.. N chatted wif sum1 4 times.. Thou all were short, but enjoyable larhx... =) Den my voice was like half sore.. Carn really speak properly.. Hahax.. Den at nite, while collating info, surf e net, read thru almost all e blogs.. Den realised tt many ppl act "act happy", "act strong".. N act, they r nt.. They r weak.. They r sad.. But dun wanna show.. 4 me it's coz i wanna every1 else 2 b happy.. I dunno abt e rest larhx.. N specially read 1 ppl's blog.. She completely avoided everything.. N it's like she's so nice tt i carn blive myself.. Tot of givin sum ting up but.. Haix.. Erm.. Next to Sunday.. Wnt church.. Easter Day!! Haahax.. Nice lorhx.. Anws, i loved e previous 2 Sermons on Thursday and Friday!! Yeah!! Hahax.. Den tt day e P.A. tingy was v.messy.. E "controller" (i 4got its name.. hahax..) doesnt work so e english congregation changed it 2 another 1... N when we were there, it was all messy!! Arghs.. Den we quickly set up n all.. Den another ting was tt there was oni 2 monitors tt can b plugged in if u use e set of "controller" we were using.. Den e drum n bass had no monitors.. E worst was e drums.. Carn hear anything coz everything was enclosed, how 2 play?? Den e bass oso.. Haix.. Den e laptop carn b used.. Omg!! It carn b on.. So we switch here n there jus 2 get e ppt slides up.. Summore, e recorder tingy carn really record.. Everything was so soft.. Hahax... But e gd ting was tt we finally talked!! Finally.. Anws, aft tt, there's AGM so no cell so went out 2 Jp wif my mum 2 buy sum gifts.. Hahax.. N spent loads of $.. Arghs.. Hahax... Den nth much oreadys... Monday.. Monday was quite okay xcept 4 e maths test.. Carn concentrate on it at all.. 1stly was tt still in hols mood, 2ndly was tt i was thinkin of him.. So.. Haix.. No concentration, carn finish.. So sure fail 1.. Hahax.. More confirmed ll fail aft hearin wad mr tan said.. Hahax.. Den erms... Den ya, gt said by sum1 4 nt wearin my councillor tie.. Hahax.. Well, n he said tt he ll find out my CCA.. But i confirm he carn... Hahax... Anws, e best part of everything was him waitin.. But he waited jus 2 walk tt short dist?? Anythings larhx.. Thks Yiting 2!! Hahax.. Oh ya, n e present 2!! Today.. Wad happened today?? Hahax.. Nth much actually.. Xcept 4 tryin nt 2 slp in class, n 2 concentrate.. Hahax.. Den went walking abt.. Yea.. So as usual, gt said by ppl.. But i dun care.. Walking is my hobby n pleasure.. =) Den we said tt 5th level out of bounds... Hahax.. But still went.. Den stayed back aft skl 2 finish my work, n 2 support Jasmine.. N Jasmine gt top 5 n went in e finals!! 3 cheers 4 her!! Den aft tt reached hm, decided 2 sms sum1 n thk her... Den oso ask her 2 convey a msg.. Hahax.. She Rawks!! Hahax.. Anws, tt's abt all ba..
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::sPeEcHeS::
NOMHWO: Thks 4 e present!! N 4 e chats.. N oso 4 everything, like waitin n so on.. Anws, everything was nice.. I m nt gonna care abt wad others may say or think.. Hahax.. I m crazy!! Tinking 2 much nowadays.. Haix.. Anws, go get e ting!! N.. Care more abt her feelings..
UOYOMHL: Srys tt 2day den thk u.. Really thks!! I jus gt 2 find ur no 2day!! So srys.. Thks 4 everything.. N.. Srys 2!! ll chat wif u 1 day.. Hahax..
ZOERM: Thks everyday 4 accompanyin me!! Hahax.. I shall let bygones b bygones n 4get everything.. I try nt 2 rmb.. N hope nt 2.. Den we can b frenz all over again.. Hahax.. N dun b 2 enthu abt sum tings, i ll oni make others feel it's a act.. B natural.. Hahax...
USMHAOMH: Heys, hope tt e "hi" would make us back as frenx.. I noe it's diff.. But.. Sumtimes, u jus hv 2 accept it.. Haix.. Frenx Again ba... Srys 4 all tt i hv done.. Srys..
KSDPM: Hahax.. We r finally back 2 normal.. Back.. Talking.. Nt anymore of quiet.. Tt's awful.. Hahax...
SSTPM: Hahax... Wad's so "sunny" abt e sun?? Hahax.. Ask u look up, tell me v.sunny.. Hahax.. Anws, thks 4 everything larhx.. Hahax.. 4 kipin e secret a secret.. 4 lookin up.. N 4 advices.. N a hearin ear..
KSDQOMR: Heys, congrats on ur results!! Hahax.. Finals!! Muz win horhx.. Hahax...
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::G o o d F r i d a y::

2005-03-25T21:42:00.000+08:00

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::[pOsTs]::
Jus got hm frm grandma's hse.. Supposingly 2day shdn't b celebratin 1.. But no choice larhx.. My grandma's 70 years old b'dae celebration carn dun go wad.. Quite nice larhx.. Thou a bit bored.. Hahax.. Still as usual, i hanged out wif my best cousin.. Hahax... Den we were tryin 2 make a heart usin e candles (oh well, it was my idea, coz i tink 2 much).. Hahax.. Den in end, aft it was done, my younger cousins destroyed it.. At tt time, a bit of dissappointed larhx.. But nvms... I m nt gonna get angry.. Hahax... Den e few of them ran abt, n we hv 2 "catch" them back.. Den aft sumtime, managed 2 get all back.. Decided 2 rest on e pillar wif my best cousin... We rested n looked up e sky... Tot back abt childhood.. N sang "twinkle twinkle".. Hahax.. Childhood was so fun.. No worries, no nth.. E songs were reflectin their hearts.. Free n slow.. Pop songs are reflecting our hearts messy n complicated.. Tinking back, we decided childhood songs r still beta.. Hahax.. Well, gt a strange feelin at tt time.. Anws, 2day whole day strange strange de.. Go church den no voice.. But now gt back my voice.. Thks 2 hawk.. Hahax.. Anws, at tt time, felt so strange oso.. Den whole day stuffs happened.. Felt tt tings n ppl changed w/o me noeing them.. Den learnt abt e cross n all.. Suddenly felt so bad.. I dunno larhx.. Haix.. Whole day lots of strange feelings.. Hahax.. Anws, childhood rox!!
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::[sPeEcHeS]::
UIRWO: Childhood rox!! Hahax.. "Twinkle Twinkle".. Lurve them.. Missed those times.. Those carefree times.. No worries.. No nth.. Really enjoyable..
KOMJPMH: Hahax... Help you!!
SSTPM: My greatest mission now is 2 convert him 2 a christian.. I carn fail.. I carn afford 2.. I ll try all my best.. My v.best.. I now i hv 2 b devoted 2 christ.. N i hv 2 make sure he can do it 2.. Oni den we can hv eternal lurve..
NOMHWO: If oni 2day hv skl, if oni... Jus 2 tell u e reason i went 2 skl, was coz of..
KSDPM: U changed!! U really did.. I dun really mind.. But i still prefer e previous u.. No more changin.. No more of these.. u dun change jus 2 please sum1.. U carn afford 2 lose ur personality, understand??
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::L a s t S u p p e r::

2005-03-24T23:01:00.000+08:00

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::[pOsTs]::
2day last supper day lorhx.. Sad day.. Den went 2 church n as normal, e atmosphere was really tensed.. Ppl cried n so on.. At tt pt of time, i realised tt it's impt 2 do daily devotion, n 2 b devoted 2 christ.. N btween e 2 of them, i hv 2 make a choice.. I made 1.. I want 2 convert.. Haix.. Dun feel like tinkin.. It'd 2 diff.. But i hope 1 day it ll really turn true.. Hahax.. N wad else.. Xcept 4 tis, oni rmb e chat.. Chattin while dng stuffs (Ahem.. Hahax..) wif Li Wen n Bing Qi n Yiting (4 e 1st part).. Hahax.. Thou had nth much 2 say, but was a nice tok larhx! Hahax.. Act, Li Wen n I tokin halfway den they cum in.. Scary larhx.. N still gt 1 more ting is tt 5th level is out of bounds 4 us!! Hahax.. Erm.. Carn really rmb anything else.. Oh ya, 2day i skipped PE coz of my fever.. But aft tt, i okies oreadys.. Beta in a sense.. Hahax.. N sum1 was complainin tt i dun care abt my health.. Hahax.. Really dun feel like carin.. Wad's e use?? Hahax.. E earth ll continue rotatin, n e lives of every1 will continue.. It's e same wif n w/o me rites? Hahax.. Erm.. N e history script!! I actually wrote a history script in less den 10mins.. I gettin more n more pro le.. Hahax.. All thks 2 my primary skl speech n drama cher.. =P Den maths lesson hv like cholcolates.. frm e doctor choo.. Hahax... So nice of her.. Hahax.. Den act wanna share e chocolates wif him, but since he dun wan so decided 2 give 2 ethan n bryan.. hahax.. No chocolates 4 aaron!! Hahax.. Den maths need 3A.. Hu hv e bk?? Arghs.. Oh.. 2day gt 1 more "kor".. Hahax.. Nxt time ll hv a sis-in-law le.. Hahax..
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::[sPeEcHeS]::
NOMHWO: Nice day! ! Thks 4 e present!! Feel like knowin wad it's.. If nth ll crops up, ll go get it 1st ting in e morning.. Hahax.. N.. Dun get agitated over tt day stuffs larhx.. All of them din mean it!! Hahax.. N.. Will try 2 take kkaire of myself.. Hahax.. N.. Wad's e reason u carry my stuffs? Coz of tt? But if it is, it's 2 much of a "secret" 4 u 2 ask her 2 ask me wad.. Hahax.. Dunno larhx.. Mystery unsolved..
KOMJPM: Hello kor kor!!! When ll i ever get my sister-in-law?? Hahax... Our tok so lame lorhx.. Hahax.. But fun larhx.. Hahax.. Ask her 4 u!!
UOYOMH: I noe u noe sth larhx.. Hahax... He told me lorhx.. Hahax.. Haix.. Nvms.. If it's true tt e news hv hurt u, erm.. I oso dunno how larhx..
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::C o m p e t i t i o n::

2005-03-23T20:56:00.000+08:00

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Arghs.. Dun feel like studyin at all.. Bad headaches.. Really bad.. Still gt slight fever + cough + flu +sprethroat + dizzy spells.. Arghs.. But i am actually sittin here typin n eatin prawn crackers at e same time.. hahax.. I carn blieve it lorhx.. hahax.. I dunno how 2 take care of myself larhx... I dun care abt my own health anws.. E most die oni.. Hahax.. Hu cares! But coz of.. , i will try nt 2 tire myself larhx.. But i dun gurantee my try 2 b successful.. Hahax.. Tml still gt PE.. Wonder if i shd go 4 it.. Hahax.. E worst ting is tt i hv scrabble competition 2day!! In this condition, how 2 play? Summore my skills are getting more n more lousy.. Haix.. But i still managed 2 clinch 2 prizes - the series of unfortunate events storybooks.. Hahax.. E highest word play n e 3rd team.. Hahax... Anything larhx... Quite fun.. Still saw chong xiang n ming theong.. Hahax.. Nice lorhx.. But during training nt nice larhx.. Hahax.. Went 2 play in e control rm.. Haix.. N tings happened.. Act, play play v.fun 1... Den ltr kenneth, castalos, n ti wun came n tings happened.. They wanna we go out.. Or izzit he? Hahax.. Act, oni kenneth larhx.. Hahax.. Okies.. Nvms.. Muz 1st thank Bing Qi for letting us in2 e rm, n wanting 2 take up 4 us.. It's nt ur fault.. U shdn't b blamed.. Den 2nd, Ti wun.. 4 talking 2 me nicely... Hahax.. Thks 4 tt.. At least he told me nicely n reasonably.. I oso feel bad at tt time.. Den 3rd, Castalos.. 4 nt toking much n 4 providing e idea 2 get 2 e library.. N tt's all.. Mayb i shd thk Kenneth 2.. Thou he was e oni 1 making lots of noise.. Thks 4 allowing me 2 noe wad's WRONG and wad's RIGHT.. Hahax.. Anws, thks!! Den erm.. Nth much larhx.. Except 4 running abt ill jus 2 c him.. Hahax.. Nvms.. Den oso noe abt sumone's secret love.. Hahax.. Tt's all larhx..
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::[sPeEcHeS]::
VJPMHCOSMH: Sumbody likes ahem ahem horhx.. Hahax.. Nice 2 noe abt tt.. Hahax.. Nice toking 2 u anws!! N.. Congrats on ur 2 prizes.. Srys i snatched away 1 of them.. Hahax.. Act, oni by 7 marks.. Wad a pity..
KOMJPMH: Nice toking 2 u!! But can u tok more.. N i can c tt u act can get bullied quite easily.. Hahax..
NOMHWO: Hahax.. Thks alot!! Wun ever let u a take up any blame which is nt ur fault.. Hahax.. Haix.. Ran up n down.. Nvms.. Worth it.. Anws, i ll listen 2 u larhx.. Hope 2.. Try 2.. Hahax..
YOEIM: U r a great guy!! Really great!! Hahax.. Except 4 ur temper, u r perfect man.. Hahax.. Bad n Good at e same time.. How did u even managed 2 do tt? Hahax.. U r great.. Thks 2!!
ZPIOD: Hahax.. Thks 4 e "ow" tt allowed me 2 out "sow" n "retires" which gave me e highest word score.. Hahax... Thks!!
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::S c h o o l::

2005-03-22T18:27:00.000+08:00

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Arghs.. Nowadays, my alarm clock not working rite.. Haix.. 2 days oso nvr ring.. Luckily wasn't late.. Anws, skl is nt really gng well.. Stayed back in skl till very late.. Lots of hw n so on.. N summore 2day gt back my Chemistry marks.. Too disgraceful 2 tok abt it.. Haix.. N i din feel real sad coz of him.. Saw him, tot of him, n din hv time 2 tink abt my marks.. Thks!! Den yes, still gt said by my cher tt y standard is dropping.. Arghs.. N.. Everything larhx.. Hahax.. Den it's like din managed 2 tok 2 him since skl starts.. Okay, i did larhx.. But jus 4 tt few minutes.. N every1 was crappin.. But it was beta wif jokes n all n him larhx.. Hahax.. N it was like i hv dunno how many steads (created by li wen).. Wad 1st stead is meat, den meat broke my heart so noe i dun like it.. Den ltr is handphone, but gt banned frm seeing him, so nt bringing it 2 skl nowadays... Den gt water, i ll die w/o it.. Den my stead now is chilli, i ll really die w/o it lorhx.. Hahax.. N.. My laogong is my laptop.. ll oso die w/o it.. Hahax.. Opps.. I refered all of them as "it".. Andrea said i shdn't.. Hahax.. Anws, i had enuf of e rumours lorhx.. Arghs.. Still gt ppl ask me if i hv stead.. Crazy.. Nvms.. Hahax.. Haix.. Wad else 2 say?? I dunno larhx.. Nth went really well larhx.. N i m now hving a headache, sorethroat n flu.. Wad's happenin 2 me?? Muz b too tired out.. Hahax.. =P Oh ya, tml still hv competition n my skills r so "rusty", how??
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::[sPeEcHeS]::
NOMHWO: Arghs.. Hvnt been toking since dunno when lorhx.. Act, i tink it's nt tt long larhx.. Hahax.. Anws, e "ting" is in my locker.. Retrieve it at 6 April.. It's a special day!! Hahax..
SSTPM: U noe alot horhx.. Hahax.. Nvms.. Anws, pls dun tell any1 anything larhx.. N.. I will try n go ur church, k??
ZPIOD: Good Luck 4 e competition!! Why isnt it a CCA arhx? Waste my time.. Hahax..
KOMJPMH: Good Luck 4 e competition!!
ZOERM: I oso noe hu's ur stead!! Hahax.. N tis time round it's a he.. Hahax.. Nt it anymore..
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::C h a t t i n g::

2005-03-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

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Okies.. I tink i beta start frm early in e morning (which is abt 1am).. Anws, at tt time, i was dng my hw?? Lots undone.. Haix.. No time larhx.. Crappy hols.. Wishing 4 Mon 2 come.. N it ll come (in abt a min).. Anws, back 2 1am.. Was dng my hw, n sms-in aaron at e same time.. Chatting quite a bit abt him.. N e rest, carn rmb.. N suddenly he nvr reply, so apparently, he slept.. N i no choice but 2 continue dng my hw.. N slept at abt 6.. Quite boring nite/mornin.. But i act slept quite a bit coz i woke up at abt 10.. Hahax.. Den off 4 church.. 2day is zong zhi jie.. Or wadeva u call it.. Carn rmb.. Anws, den cell.. Halfway during cell suddenly rmb i carn go 4 bible study on tues due 2 scrabble trainin.. Arghs.. Den sms kw.. Den we started sms-in all until 10+.. N suddenly he felt v.guilty coz he shdn't b toking 2 me.. So funny.. Anws, we were chatting abt him n her larhx.. Hahax.. Den we envy 1 another.. So lame lorhx.. Anws, sms rulez lorhx.. Sms-in e whole day since 1am till 11pm.. Hahax.. How i wish he has a hp.. Den back 2 cell.. Oh ya, all callin 4 all Elijah-ians!! Our cell grp is gng 2 b change 2 bcum "Eat-lijah".. Hahax.. Coz we practically eat 2 much.. We were eating at least 7 cup noodles, 1 cake n blablabla rite aft cell.. So bloated lorhx.. Den ltr get 2 beauty world.. Went walking around tryin 2 find rental 4 books, rental 4 vcds, n balloons.. But in e end, nth was satisfactory.. So we left 4 Cold Storage n in e end, bought chips instead.. Hahax.. Den nth much oreadys.. Was trying 2 complete my hw.. But apparently i din, n i came online, deciding nt 2 do anymore.. So.. Let's wait 4 tml den do.. N ya, it's mon oreadys!! Hip Hip Hurray!! Hahax..
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::sPeEcHeS::
LSOERM: Hahax.. Relax larhx.. We r toking abt her wad.. N.. Dun b so perssimictic, can? Change.. Hahax.. So that she wun get heartaches.. Go on wif wad u wan.. Go get it!! Supporting u.. Haix.. Mine is more or less beta.. Hope urs ll b 2.. Let's wait.. Hahax.. Wait 4 e rite time 2 cum.. Hahax.. Countdown.. N im naturally abnormal, annoyin, n crappy!! Hahax..
RDYJRT: I still rmb hanyang's no lei.. Hahax.. Not my fault rites? Try nt 2 sms him larhx.. Unless i really get e urge 2.. Hahax..
ZSALSM: Will try 2 bring u over 2 my church.. Hahax.. Nxt Sunday, k? I ll try n ask more ppl along.. Hahax..
NOMHWO: Interested in cuming over 2 my church?? Thou i noe u carn, but do try n cum, pls.. N.. I ll wait 4 u 2 get a hp.. Arghs.. Even if it takes 10 years.. Hahax...
SSTPM: Gt all e alphabets oreadys? Oh ya, rmb 2 give me e archive codes.. N here's ur code lorhx.. N.. Dunno wad 2 say oreadys.. Nice chat!!
QSHHOR: It's easy 2 b biased.. But hard 2 b neutral.. Both of us r a little 2..
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::H i t c h::

2005-03-19T23:59:00.000+08:00

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::pOsTs::
Watched Hitch today, in Jurong Point, Hall 3.. Hahax.. Reminded of the 1st movie again.. Same place!! Same hall summore!! Den make me whole show carn really concentrate.. Den ended up wif lots of tots.. Anws, jus rmb larhx.. Love is 4eva true (unless there's lies) and tt u dun love a ppl coz of his/her actions or other factors.. U luv tt ppl coz of the X-factor and tt's feeling.. Anws, tt's e conclusion derived larhx.. N oso tt love muz b true, wif faith n trust.. N luv continues wif assurance.. Anws, back to today.. Went out wif my family cousin's family 2 celebrate her b'dae n it oso acts as a family outing coz me n my mother n brother dun live together (in case u dunno).. Den walked around, bought stuffs, and watched movie!! Hahax.. N i carn believe i went out e whole day when i hvnt really touched my hw and monday muz hand in.. Arghs.. It's all coz of the presentation fault's larhx.. If i had used e time 2 do my hw, den would b more or less finished lorhx.. 1st, i did all e presentation by myself.. 2nd, my cher told me tt she has oready decided 2 do only on 1 caterogy instead of 4 at e last minute, resulting in deleting of slides.. Arghs.. 3rd, i spent more den 5hrs n it!! Anws, nt nice larhx.. Haix.. N anws, holidays is ending soon, or i can hvnt even started since i din even get a day break.. N my Primary 1 fren was like asking me : why u go 2 skl everyday? I hving hols lei.. When is ur hols?? Arghs.. Y gt litat 1.. Even he oso noe i m hving a deprived no of hours each day.. Haix.. Anws, dun feel like typing anymore.. My hands ache lorhx.. Frm e straws tt i made stars n hearts frm.. Arghs!! But it's worth it!!
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::sPeEcHeS::
RYJSM: Hahax.. No hols!! Anws, i hv hols larhx.. Oni tt u dunno.. U ll noe y as u grow up!! N... Eat faster.. Oh ya, Nike Water Bottle!!
UIRWO: Happy B'dae!! Thks 4 e Straws!! Oh ya, muz do e puzzle n plant e plant, k?? Hahax.. Light blue n purple rulez!! Hahax..
UIKIM: Secrets!! Hahax.. Secrets wif u is nice 2 kip coz seldom hv e urge 2 say out n tt u kip ur promise dun say oso!! Who cares tt much.. I ll 4eva regard u as my brother, k?
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:: H o l i d a y s a r e j u s T o r t u r e!! ::

2005-03-18T04:23:00.000+08:00

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Tis holidays are nth but torture.. It's like now is 4.23 am n i m still awake? Torture lorhx.. I stayed up late nt 2 play lorhx.. Tml hv presentation.. N tml is friday ( a holiday ).. Haix.. Doubt i ll even get 2 slp.. Wad on earth is tis?? Holidays?? Go 2 skl longer hours den normal skl days n more hw den normal skl days.. Sickening.. Haix.. Wad world is tis?? Arghs.. Anws, 2day went 2 skl n was like so tired.. Played Scrabble but mind carn function properly larhx.. N summore dey go change rules 2 bcum wad u play against ur own skl 1 n muz tr 2 let them get as much pts as possible coz it's like our marks ll b totalled.. It's like letting ur opponent win.. So stupid.. But 4get it.. It's a new idea.. Mayb i ll like it? Haix.. Anything larhx.. Went 2 Imm n bought gifts ltr on.. Muz make it on time 2 give.. Arghs.. Nvm.. Try my best.. Anws, my hw r like nt done yet.. Almost every subject oso hv hw lorhx.. Haix.. How 2 do it?? 4get it larhx.. N 2day was a little crazy when i knew abt him being online n so on.. Crappy me n tot of initiative n so on.. Well, he did take his 1st step 2day.. Emails, sms, msn n so on.. But hv a feelin tt he ll go back 2 normal v.fast again.. Hahax.. 4get it.. Nt gonna ask 4 anything more.. Anws, gtg oreadys.. My presentation half-done.. Arghs!! N sumbody knew sth 2day.. Shhh.. Dun say..
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::sPeEcHeS::
NOMHWO: Heys, try n get use larhx.. Understand e most out of it.. Anws, if really carn there's oways tings like hp n email.. Hahax.. Nvm..
ZPIOD: All the best 4 our competition!! Tink we need more prac.. Hahax.. But hu cares.. All e best larhx!!
MOVPZSD: Thks 4 helping me wif e presentation!! Thks!!
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::B B Q::

2005-03-16T23:54:00.000+08:00

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::pOsTs::
Woke up in early in e morning again.. Sian.. Maths Seminar.. Went there 2 hear e ppl tok crap.. 1 part is i dun understand n oso dun bother 2 tink n e other is tt i knew all abt tt long long time ago.. Haix.. Might as well, dun wake me up 2 go.. N worse is tt i reached Clementi Interchange 30mins early n tt's abt 8.. N waited for her who is supposed to reach at 8.30 till 9.. I stand down there like an idoit 4 1 hr.. I carn believe it.. Hahax.. Quite pissed off.. But e moment she came out, she smiled, n there goes all my anger down e drain.. I tink smiles do help in a lot of ways.. Hahax.. =) Den maths over, came hm do seminar project ( Science.. I needa do 1 more 4 maths!! Arghs!! ), n den changed n went out again.. Was wearing a hat in e beginnin, but took it off larhx.. N i din realise tt i was wearing pink, i mean e meaning behind pink until jarrel, e 5 year old b'dae boy, told me.. Arghs.. Hahax.. E BBQ was fun n all larhx.. Luckily i din leave.. In e beginnin, i refuse 2 walk over, there was sum meanin behind it.. Nt oni 4 fun, like her.. Mine was true, hers was fake.. Hahax.. Nvms.. Anws, aft tt, i took on a 2ns attempt 2 leave.. Tis time round i left everything there.. My bag n all coz i dun even feel like gng hm.. My fone so tt when yayi calls, sum1 can go n show her e way.. At tt point of time, i hv oready walked all e way 2 e road n i was like wanting 2 leave.. Leave tis world i noe.. Leave all tis stress.. Haix.. Nt gng hm or anywhr.. But tt truck stopped me.. I was walking down e road, i knew e truck was approachin, but i went on walking, but of cause e truck stopped or else i wun b typing here.. N i tot back, i had 2 much tt i carn let go.. 2 much tt ll cause others 2 worry.. I carn cause others 2 worry so i went back.. On my way back was tinking, wad they ll do if i really went missin.. Gt an ans tt life ll b a per normal so mayb i shd leave.. Since i m nt really significant here.. Hahax.. Hv or dun hv oso e same.. Hahax.. But i stayed.. N ll stay.. Anws, e best part was probably e toking n smsin.. =) Hahax.. N i tink i ate 3 marshmallows n 1 crabstick oni.. Hahax.. N.. E worse part was that i din noe how 2 get hm!! Arghs!! Ppl take me 2 interchange oso carn.. I dun recognise bus stop.. I take taxi oso carn.. I dunno how 2 tell e taxi diver.. N thk god, tt hawk brought me hm.. Hahax.. I feel so Shi Bai!! But well, it was fun n it is gonna b fun in e future 2!! 4eva loyal 2 careforce!!
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::sPeEcHeS::
NOMHWO: Hahax.. E BBQ is fun.. It was a success.. U can continue orgainisin.. Continue 2!! Hahax.. N.. Talking n sms-in was fun.. U shd noe y.. Hahax..
USUO: Chio Bu!! So how's ur.. Hahax.. Sorrys tt i din tell u e truth.. Well, it's hard..
KOERO: Smiles do help!!
KSTTRZ: Happy B'dae!!
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::S e m i n a r s a r e k i l l i n g m e!!::

2005-03-15T23:18:00.000+08:00

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::pOsTs::
Today, i was reprimanded by someone to use proper english, so, i am trying to, even though it is really hard. *Laugh* (Not supposed to use hahax. *Laugh*). Okay, so today i went to school early in the morning for literature remedial then ate at mcdonalds in the afternoon and went for science seminar at Republic Polytechnic. Saw Sufian there, he changed. *Laugh* Today have Science Seminar and due to the teacher we had to change topic, change trainer and hence, did nothing much, and so, we have to meet again to do the presentation. *Sigh* (No haix too!) Today have Science Seminar, tomorrow Maths, friday Science again, they are killing me! Other than that still have Scrabble Training, Party, Council duty, Leadership Course, and so on. *Sighs* This holiday is like going back to school more den usual days, and more homework also. It is supposed to be enjoyable but it is actually more busy than normal days. Enough about Seminars. Back to today. After Seminar, went to Westmall, to accompany XueYing to buy handphone.. *Keep Quiet* (Can't use shhh.) This is supposed to be a secret because we should act as if she didn't lose her phone. *Laughs*. Then eat, watch "Robots" and the show was quite funny, and while in the cinema, was reminded of the last movie i watched. *Hints* I spent so much money on movies nowadays. *Sigh* And, came back home, then realised that i had so many miss calls, and messages, due to my handphone which ran out of battery for a period of time. *Laughs* I caused him to worry, I am so bad, but i am supposed to be happy now, so I will, you must too! *Laughs* Okay, that is about all.. Going out again tomorrow.. *Laughs* Is my english proper? *Laughs*
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::sPeEcHeS::
NOMHWO: Sorrys to have made you worry.. Hahax.. It's as per normal now.. Everything ish.. Let's be happy and we shan't b sad.. Happy! Oh ya, wad's e problem u were mentionin abt? Wad problem? N.. Can i reply u 2 ur mum's fone arhx?
ZUMRYYR: Sorrys abt 2day.. Din mean to make u embarrassed, but well, it's fun.. Hahax.. He noes we jk larhx.. Hahax.. N he sounds so blur in e fone.. Extremely funny!!
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::Y . E . S::

2005-03-14T20:32:00.000+08:00

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::pOsTs::
2day went to skl 2 do council duty 4 YES at 7am.. Arghs.. So tired.. Den stood at e front gate wif felice like mad ppl litat.. Den ltr did nth much oreadys.. Went around ushering ppl everywhere.. Den give out food.. N den collect feedback form.. Thoroughtout e whole duty saw so many ppl i noe, but carn tok much.. It's like we aren't allowed to look sloopy or wadeva during duty.. I dunno larhx.. Den realised tt sum1 is avoiding me.. Whole day tok 2 him dun reply.. Den gimme tt sian sian look.. But i dun blame him, n has oso decided nt 2 cum in2 any conclusion 4 e time being.. N oso realised tt sum1 really likes being a councillor.. Shd hv helped her 2 get in last year.. She's really a nice gal, gd enuf 2 ba councillor, shd hv helped her.. Haix.. Anws, today wasn't really very happy larhx.. Den aft e duty went to SAC to rest n play n stayed there 4 quite sum time.. Messing around wif lots of ppl.. Hahax.. Council rox!! Hahax.. Den left 4 leadership course aft i took my progress report.. My marks are so.. Haix.. Den e leadership course was e nicest ting of e whole day.. E 2 trainers were so nice.. They taught 4 e 1st time, n nt bad.. Hahax.. Suddenly realised i hvn't really been dng much of "leadership" lately.. Muz buck up.. N i notice tt i hv been avoiding e word "careforce" n their motto.. I jus feel v.uneasy hearing it.. Avoid n avoid.. Nt nice!! Anws, "e 3 cheers e 3 cheers e 3 cheers 4 e trainers, hip hip hurray, hip hip hurray, hip hip hurray!!" Hahax.. Oh ya, during e leadership course there was sth like egg falling tingy.. Our egg withstand until 2m.. Hahax.. So happy!! N.. Went hm wif Jean.. Anws, overall e day was quite ok larhx.. But it could hv been betta if he nvr did tt.. Nvm.. I accept everything.. Hahax..
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USUO: Hope 2 b able 2 grant u e wish of being a councillor.. Try 2.. Oh ya, meet u @ skl on wednesday.. As 4 time, confirm again.. N.. Act, it's nice being in careforce!!
NOMHEO: Haix.. Dunno larhx.. But really hope tt we wun avoid 1 another.. Haix.. Stuffs litat r so.. Nvms..
KSDPM: Have been avoiding u nowadays.. Sorrys.. But i really dun wanna any more complications.. Haix.. Anws, search 4 her.. Go 4 it!!
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::M o v i n g H o u s e::

2005-03-12T23:09:00.000+08:00

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Woke up 8 in e morning 2 go skl 2 decorate e SAC notice board.. Hahax.. I tink it's so nice!! Hahax.. Dun care larhx.. Hahax.. Part of e board is used 4 ITMC too.. Feel like volunteering 2 decorate e board 4 ITMC.. Hahax.. Anws, Xian Yin, Qiu Yan, Michelle were oso part of it, wif Xian Yin leading us.. Hahax.. Den Ji Peng and Desmond helped a bit too, I carn deny tis, thou there was a little "arguement".. Hahax.. !! Ji Peng helped wif e tie ( not put up thou) n e "I" and Desmond wif clearing up making me tink of his last year's ACC performance.. Hahax.. So funny.. In case u all dunno, Desmond act as a lady cleaning up e hse in e performance.. Hahax.. N Ji Peng was her prince charming.. Hahax.. So funny.. Den ltr reached hm at 4, n kana scolded.. Well, i dunno larhx.. But nt my fault lorhx!! Nvm.. Anws, den started moving, packing n so on.. So tired.. Nt really actually.. N was led 2 an orientation camp.. Hahax.. N watched "A Cinderalla's Story" DVD n tink it sorta resemble sum1.. Hahax.. Girl frm a poor family background, wif average appearance, falling 4 a guy which seems so far away.. But i doubt e ending ll b as happy as e show.. Dunno larhx.. Hahax.. Sum ppl ll understand tis.. Hahax.. Nvm 4 those hu dun.. Hahax.. N lastly, tink tt life ll b as normal thou we moved.. Hahax.. At least it is 4 now.. Hahax.. Oh ya, pls b sure oni 2 contact me by my hp.. Carn call me thru hse fone oready..
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NOMHWO: It's oways u hu can communicate me n not e other way round... Arghs.. So unfair!! Hahax.. Okies larhx.. 4get it!!
JPVLDPPM: Thks 4 being e guardian n letting me live in ur hse!! Hahax..
COSPKOS: Lamer!! Anws, thks 4 e orientation camp larhx.. Hahax..
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::V i d e o i n g::

2005-03-11T23:54:00.000+08:00

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::pOsTs::
Wasn't in a gd mood larhx.. Hahax.. A bit of moody.. All stressed up.. It was all starting frm yesterday actually.. When Priscilla n I were discussing abt e Videoing ting n we carn act find anybody.. N when i was dealing wif my pathetic fone.. Nvms.. Anws, it turned out worse when sumbody fainted during Physical Education Period, n when Mr Tan came into class n started scolding, Mdm Foo scolded, n Mrs Lim making me write the Reflection tingy.. N Mr Tan was askin us 2 hand in everythin b4 he give us e report n i finish oready but nvr hand in coz i dun wanna e report.. Hahax.. Sick!! N aft lessons, still gotta deal wif e videoing.. No actors!! Found actors, no batt 4 camera!! Walked all around 2 find e camera n finally found 1.. But it was like no zoom, low memory space n so on.. Arghs.. Haix.. Anws, walking around as e best part of e CCA larhx.. N we din managed 2 report on time, resulting in 1 ppl 2 hv zero 4 attendance.. Haix.. Dunno larhx.. Anws, overall it isn't nice!!
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ATODVOZZS: Hahax.. We seem 2 hv a lot of secrets.. Hahax.. "Pig", "12 husbands" n so on.. Hahax...
NOMHWO: Hahax.. Sorrys 4 all e trouble!! Walking abt, Videoing n even zero in attendance.. Hahax.. So sorrys!!
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::G e t t i n g C r a z y::

2005-03-10T18:29:00.000+08:00

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Jus realised today tt sumtimes, we shdnt speak much.. May hurt.. Hahax.. Found out tt yesterday tt news was fake.. So happy.. Hahax.. It was oni rumours.. They said that tt ppl said it but I dun believe them.. Hahax.. Den ltr aft recess i saw *Ahem* n i went all restless.. Hahax.. Carn concentrate on Maths n Biology.. Crazy lorhx.. Arghs.. Hahax.. Ppl ask me anything i oso dunno.. Din listen at all.. Arghs.. Hahax.. Dun care larhx.. Told every1 i crazy.. Den ltr, lunch.. Lunch i went walking abt.. Coz to restless.. Den during tt time, kicked sum1 on his injury.. So srys.. Hahax.. Geog n PW much betta nt tt restless anymore.. Aft skl, walked out of skl den walked back in again.. Hahax.. Den stayed back 4 nth much.. Hahax.. Jus dun feel like gng hm so.. N, sth happened.. Saw shaun.. Den he said sth tt made jasmine n i laughing lik mad.. Poor Li Wen was kept in e dark.. Den ltr, renu n andaline oso noes.. N they told Li Wen, so.. Hahax.. Nvm.. Well, wait n wait.. Den went hm.. Nth much 2day liaoz.. Hahax.. Oh ya, gt a ques, if Adam n Eve gave birth 2 3 sons.. Take note.. It's all boys.. How did they continue 2 get descendants?
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PTTOM: Hahax.. Finally gt in contact wif u... Hope tt ur life in australia is fine.. Hahax..
SSTPM: I m crazy!!
KSDQOMR: Dun tell anything i tell u den mayb i can tell u more.. Hahax.. C 1st larhx.. N, he really likes u.. Hahax.. Okies..
ZOERM: U noe den noe lorhx.. Anything tt concerns him u oso wanna noe.. Hahax..
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::H e a r t - b r o k e n::

2005-03-09T17:24:00.000+08:00

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::pOsTs::
Hahax.. Council Investiture today.. So excited.. 12 can get off frm class, 12.30 start investiture, n i m gonna b confirmed as a councillor.. Council is fun.. But there are problems u needa face too.. Haix.. I dunno larhx.. Hahax.. Well, i m nt really happy now, heart-broken i shd say.. No choice.. Jus gotta face it.. Gt 2 noe 2 shocking news 2day.. 1. Adelaine stead wif Aaron.. This is not to b taken literally.. Dun misunderstand.. But i do tink they like each other.. Well, my prediction r normally wrong.. Hahax.. 2.I shall keep it a secret.. Anws, blogging in skl.. I hv been waiting in skl.. Waiting 4 sum1.. But i decided nt 2 show myself.. Tt ppl needs freedom n i m granting tt ppl tt.. Hahax.. It shd b betta if tt ppl appreciates it.. I dun wanna 2 b in e middle oways.. Life's hard tt way.. Hahax.. Mayb it's time everything gets clear.. It's time i shd let go... Hahax.. Bye!!
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NOMHWO: I m granting u e freedom u need.. U noe y.. Go 4 it.. Frenz 4eva!!
ZOERM: U r waiting 4 e ppl u like lorhx.. So stop pulling me into it.. Hahax..
FRDQPMF: Will wear my tie nxt time.. Dun feel like showing as if i m of high autority den v.great litat.. So arrogant tt way.. Wanna b equal..
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::H a l f - D a y O f f::

2005-03-08T19:04:00.000+08:00

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2day gt half day off skl due to our sec 4s extremely gd results.. Especially Kegan who gt 9A1s n 1A2.. Can get as gd as him, i v.happy oready lorhx.. Hahax.. Thks sec4s!! Gt half day off but actually might as well nt hv skl.. Went skl oni 4 liberty square, cme, lit n chemistry test.. Summore Chemistry test confirm fail 1 lorhx.. Hahax.. So might as well din hv it.. Arghs.. Hahax.. But still a nice day.. =) Went out wif sum 3.4 ppl aft skl.. But act, i oni noe sum of them.. Hahax.. Den Li Wen n I keep tinking we r so extra... Hahax.. Like every1 has a common topic n we.. Nvm.. Ate, walk around (especially outside e arcade there.. Hahax.. ).. Den watch "series of unfortunate events".. Hahax.. Nice.. Wonder if it's coz e movie is really nice or i m v.happy 2day so watch anything oso nice.. Hahax.. But who cares.. I enjoy it can oreadys.. Hahax.. N e theatre was like filled wif Nanhuarians.. Hahax.. All frm Nan Hua.. Lots of them went larhx.. I bet theatre 6 oso.. Hahax.. Not long aft went hm oreadys.. Nth much aft tt.. N i told my mum i watch movie larhx.. Feel so bad 2 lie.. So din.. Hahax..
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UOYOMH: Heys, stop larhx.. Nth btween us lorhx.. Oni frenz oni.. Sigh.. Make us like so.. Dunno larhx.. Hahax..
VZPBOD: Dun needa wear council tie when outside skl!! Hahax..
ZOERM: U gd.. Go off nvr wait 4 me!! U gd.. Haix.. Summore dun reply my msg.. Clever lorhx.. *waterbottle* hahax..
NOMHWO: Appreciate everything.. Hahax... Anws, i wun kill myself.. I like my life now.. Hahax..
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::R u m o u r s::

2005-03-07T18:20:00.000+08:00

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Well, today is nth but a day of troubles.. Arghs.. Haix.. Dun even noe whr 2 start.. Act, in e morning i was quite happy 1.. Due to yesterday.. Hahax.. I knew of sumting.. N i went crazy.. Hahax.. Tt was certainly sth tt shd b happy abt.. I changed frm depressed till happy.. Hahax.. Anws, back 2 2day.. E 1st ting tt made me all "worried" was e fact tt i knew frm my fren.. Ppl were toking behind my back.. Sick.. Haix.. Wad's e problem wif hanging out wif guys lorhx? N summore, i hang out wif gals like twice e time i hang out wif guys.. Or wadeva.. Anws, they r jus frenx.. Summore at least, my attire is much betta.. Haix.. I dunno larhx.. Really dun mean anything.. Mayb i shd really kip a distance frm e guys.. Anws, e oni guys i hanged out wif is like no one.. Strictly speaking mayb 1? But he's oso a fren... Hahax.. Anws, cum 2 tink of it, y can guys hang out wif gals n nt get said, whereas gals get e opp? They said equality btween sexes but it's prove nt 2 b.. Arghs.. Anws, i wish i was born a guy lorhx.. Sumhow larhx.. But i m quite satisfied wif hu i m.. I shd b.. Den ltr gt 2 noe my chinese marks.. Adding all my subjects up n tt's 600 upon 800.. Dropping so much.. I dunno larhx.. But my english, chinese n literature is so poor.. Haix.. Overall, very disappointed.. N sad.. Aftwhich, gt 2 noe tt sum1's family is suspecting sth meaning tt we hv 2 stop everything.. Haix.. All i can say is 2 bad.. Haix.. My day was bad enuf n 2 worsen everything, i gotta study 4 science test tml.. So sick.. Arghs..
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DYRAJSMOR: U gd.. Tis test do so well, n still complain.. Me is like.. Arghs.. Haix..
NOMHWO: Haix.. U may choose 2 care abt everything.. All tt ppl say.. But i wun care.. I wun.. I tell u.. Haix.. Anws, if we really hv no way 2 tok, den i dunno larhx.. Haix..
KOERO: Hahax.. How cum u so enthu abt e maths olympiad tingy? Hahax.. Anything larhx..
USMHAOMH: Srys tt i dao u 2day.. But.. I really carn stand it anymore.. Wait 4 a while, k? Aft tt, everything would b back 2 normal...
VJRTO: Thks 4 letting me noe abt it!!
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::C o u n c i l l o r M e e t i n g::

2005-03-05T13:50:00.000+08:00

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Saturday n i hv 2 wake up at 7 am 2 go 2 skl.. Arghs.. Act, i dun really mind larhx.. Afterall, Coucil is fun.. =) I m not gonna care abt wad others say oready.. I like my frenz in there.. Hahax.. Den gt councillor investiture rehearsal.. Hahax.. Did e ting so many times.. Gt paired up wif a block tt doesnt tok.. Tell him so many tings 2 tok.. Arghs.. Anws, aft tt knew tt sum1 was out of e council.. Act, even b4 mrs lim said, i knew.. Haix.. Dun understand y muz b happy abt it.. She isnt really tt irritating, is she? Nvms.. I hv 2 kip my comments 2 myself.. Den lao yu sheng, so fun.. Hahax.. Haix.. Today, gt scolded by mrs lim 4 my hair.. She even told my grp leader.. Sorrys, 2 pull u in it.. Haix.. My hair really very messy meh? Dunno larhx.. Not gonna care... Anws, im feeling so troubled.. Haix.. When u hv 2 choose btween sumting, u ll get tt feeling.. When u r trying 2 4get, yet u r reminded of it, u get tt feeling.. Haix..
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COSMUOMH: Sorrys 2 hv pulled u in.. Sorrys!!
SQNRT: Haix.. I dunno larhx.. Wad's there 2 b so happy abt.. Aft getting 2 noe u betta 4 2 mths, tink u r quite nice.. Haix.. Mayb it's jus sum strange ting.. I dunno larhx.. Anws, I really feel difficult telling u 2 pass 2 me all ur councillor stuffs.. It's like u jus gt out, n im trying 2 agitated u or wad.. Sorrys if my language is a bit.. Haix.. Y muz i get such a job?
JSPZO: Trying 2 forget, but e ting jus appeared behind me.. Trying not 2 get hurt by it anymore, but i jus hv e difficulty..
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::B l o w s::

2005-03-04T21:53:00.000+08:00

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Haix.. 2 continuous blows in a day can kill.. First got back my lit paper.. Cried 4 total 2 periods.. I din wanna 2 cry but i carn control myself.. I let him down.. Dissapointted him.. Arghs.. I carn even fulfil my last promise 2 him.. Not oni him, still dissapoint others.. Haix.. This was e real reason i cried nt coz of marks or wadeva.. I used 2 b happy-go-lucky, but e stress nowadays jus make m changed.. I carn b.. I can dun care abt my marks, I can dun care abt other's comments, but i jus carn dun care tt i dissapointted him.. Arghs.. Den summore jus aft lit lesson, when i was abt 2 stop crying, here cums my english paper.. It was worse den lit lorhx.. Haix.. Cried again.. Cried 4 3 whole periods.. It was oni until Ya Yi comforted me den i stopped crying.. I smiled.. Resulting in my class saying they very useless coz all 3 periods using ways 2 make me stop crying, but none worked, n ya yi jus came n say a few sentences n i smiled.. Hahax.. Ya Yi u rox.. Hahax.. Thks 2 e others who cared abt me 2!! Haix.. Den ltr my eyes hurt like crazy.. I gt dry eyes n i carn cry yet i cried 4 1 n a half hours.. N it aches like crazy.. Now still very pain.. Then thoroughout e day, my eyes were half-opened.. Haix.. Den ltr aft ITMC stayed back 2 accompany Jasmine 2 wait 4 Cheri n waited 4 48mins.. Hahax.. Den went hm wif steph, yang ping n bing qi.. Walked down e wrong passageway n got scolding.. So sorrys.. If it wasn't of them standing there, i wun hv taken tt route.. Arghs.. Nvm.. Haix.. Nxt time, muz rmb.. A lesson learnt!!
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::sPeEcHeS::
USUO: U rox!! Hahax..
NOMHWO: Haix.. Dun u dare tell any1 abt tt matter.. E quarrel btween grps.. Dun u say... Nt even 2 ur dearest ppl.. Take it as im begging u.. Dun say..
KIZOSM: Nice knowing u.. Nxt time chat more wif u.. She would b so envious if she knows.. Hahax..
DIOAJRMH: Thks 4 letting me hv a chance 2 work.. Thks!!
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::O r c h a r d O u t i n g::

2005-03-01T20:39:00.000+08:00

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Today, so happy!! Common Tests finally over.. Got a feeling i will fail almost all e subjects.. But when i gt back my geog paper, i was so happy i din fail.. Still get top in class.. Tsk tsk.. Hahax.. Happy!! Immediately tot of him, sms him my results den i expected him 2 reply.. But he din.. So sad.. Dissapointted.. I actually tot of him immediately aft i got e results but he din reply me.. He din care at all.. Nxt time not gonna care oreadys.. He still say he will reply me if he can but.. Haix.. But anws, the outing lighten me up.. Aft skl went 2 Orchard.. Actually, wanna watch hide n seek but we din catch it.. However, it was still fun!! Yeah!! Wewent eating in the Japanese Caferia, den went walking around.. Den got neoprints.. Hahax.. Den aft tt 6+ le, went back hm.. So happy!! Anws, e most surprising ting was tt, actually, when a guy came n gave us brochures oni Cheri n I took it and it was a Christian ting.. N we were e oni Christians in tt grp of us.. Hahax.. God's will.. Believe tt God is powerful.. Anything can happen under God's will.. Anws, we catching A Series of Unfortunate Events during one of e March holidays.. Anyone in 2.1 can join us.. B happy to!! Hahax.. Class unity.. Hahax..
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NOMHWO: Reply me if u can!!
CJRTO: Hope tt we can spread God's words 2 everyone.. Thru email, e class whiteboard, and e brochures.. Hahax.. Jus my ideas larhx.. Hope tt we can continue 2 spread god's words.. Oh ya, everyone, go 2 my links there n click on "evagelism".. Look at it..
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lpp::C o m m o n T e s t s::

2005-02-24T15:55:00.000+08:00

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Haix.. Still in the mean time of Common Tests.. For adults: if u think our lives r so easy, u r not exactly right.. Compared 2 u all, i muz say mayb u all hv more stress n responsibility but we hv our own stress 2!! Many adults tot we dun.. Haix.. Well, tests r e 1st example we hv 4 stress.. U muz study 4 ur tests, n use ur time on it, n yet muz finish all e hw, tt gives u stress.. N yet we hv so many tests n hws.. N summore, we muz score well, tt's gives u stress.. N when we dun, we muz think of how 2 face ou parents (not my case), n teachers, n tt's stress.. Jus tests alone can bring abt so much stress.. So stop puttin stress on ur children!! Anws, i dun mean anything.. Haix.. Jus gettin a bit stress over e recent common tests.. So, sorry 4 those tt i scolded due 2 my moody-ness.. 3 more papers 2 go 4 me.. Almost all the tests r 30min.. How 2 finish?? Lots din finish lorhx.. When we tell cher,she says it's a gd sign.. She says tt if u can finish den u r not writing much.. If u carn, u noe e answers n thus write more, n carn finish.. Is she implying tt tis tests r supposed not 2 b finished?? Haix.. Time not enuf, test difficult, how 2 score well?? I m not gonna do well 4 tis test.. I jus know tt..
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SFIZYD: I dun mean anything..
SSTPN: Today's paper is diffocult lorhx.. N u say it's easy.. Haix.. I die die oready larhx..
KSDQOMR: Eeks.. I still tinking abt e Japanese army tingy lorhx.. Yucks!!
OYQVAAZ: Can i go for ITMC on tis friday?? Feel like relaxing a bit.. Anws, i go hm oso un study 1.. Hahax...
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::X C o u n t r y R a c e??::

2005-02-18T23:53:00.000+08:00

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Yeah!! Today is the annual X-country Race.. Hahax.. Wore sports shoes 2 skl thou i din run.. Skl ended at 11.30.. Din really attend much lessons.. Hahax.. Feel like gng 2 e X-country.. Arghs.. Sorta regretted tt i chose 2 go 2 Science Seminar instead.. I din wanna run, but at least can go.. I tink it would b fun.. Dun ask me y.. Haix.. Act, if i go, i can jus kop a video duty den dun needa run le.. Hahax.. Anws, e science was quite fun larhx.. Thou i din understand sum of it.. Hahax.. Den gt ppl chat wif me mah.. But kip din reply.. Haix.. Den waited till abt 6 den go hm.. Thou it ended at 4+.. N e rain was so heavy tt it dirtied my new Nike shoes.. Bought during new year lorhx.. Arghs.. Nvm.. Anws, can sum1 pls tell me how was e X-country??
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NOMHWO: Hahax.. Thanks 4 chatting wif me!! But u seem agitated.. So sorrys.. Den how cum u use ur mum's fone? Hahax.. Sorrys n Thanks!!
USMHAOMH: Hahax.. Serves u rite 4 getting thrown out of e class.. Tell me 2 kip quiet.. Jus jk..
DYRAJSMOR: Frenx 4eva!!
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::V a l e n t i n e ' s D a y::

2005-02-14T20:44:00.000+08:00

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::pOsTs::
Hahax.. Today Valentine's Day!! Happy Valentine's Day, pals!! My apologies for ignoring sum msgs 2day n nt wishing u ppl Happy Valentine's Day thru sms.. Haix.. My msg exceeding oready.. Coz CNY jus past.. Or shd say 1st few days of CNY just past.. Hahax.. Nothing much happened to me 2day larhx.. Not like others tt went 4 dates, blablabla.. Just another normal day 4 me.. Hahax.. Anws, 2day launch the radio station n it was so loud.. I carn tok 2 my frenx lorhx.. They carn hear.. N i muz shout.. Argh.. Den ltr gt celebration ( a while oni larhx ).. Den coz of tt we skipped Flag raising.. Shh.. Kana scold by cher coz of it.. Den ltr muz give rose 2 cher.. Luckily, skipped mine!! Yeah!! Imagine myself walking in front of a cher n say "happy friendship day", hahax.. Den ltr during Chinese i din hand in ws so stand up.. But it's not i dun wanna do, it's tt i dun hv e paper.. But of coz i din tell cher until her lesson was over, so i gt punished 4 nth.. But nvm larhx.. I m sorta partially wrong.. Hahax.. Den lunch tt time, so embarrassed.. I shouted so loud.. Den cher c.. Hahax.. Anws, e most awkward ting of e day was when i was chasing Si Ian arguing of hu give e newspaper 2 e chers, when i ran past "him" n i greeted him his name n he laughed.. Argh!! Why must he laugh!! Litat i v.pathetic lei...
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::sPeEcHeS::
RFQIMF: Hahax.. Coz of.. I find it so hard when i needa greet u.. I ll laugh.. N u ll 2.. Arghs.. Does ur dad noe abt it oreadys??
ZOERM: Kip e secret i told u 2day a secret horhx.. I dun wanna our lives 2 b difficult.. When it spreads, both of us would hv problems.. Like markings n all tt.. So betta dun, k??
JSPZO: Today so embarrassing lorhx.. Coz of newspaper shouted den.. Cher oso heard.. Arghs..
NOMHWO: U r a bad boy!! U really wanna e hp arhx?
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::I T M C - B a d m i n t o n::

2005-02-11T20:10:00.000+08:00

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::pOsTs::
So boring.. 2day 3rd day of CNY still muz go back to skl.. Argh!! Independant skls dun needa lorhx.. N i still hv test.. Anws, went thru e boring lesson time half-awake.. Sian Sian Sian.. Hahax.. Haix.. Aft tt went 2 ITMC.. Quite fun.. Oh ya, sry 4 not tinking of e games.. Actually, i did.. But.. Nvm.. Anws, ltr go 2 canteen den c Yiting kanna rape by e sec 1s.. Hahax.. Den even ltr, go 2 hall n play badminton.. So fun!! Hahax.. I love badminton!! Hahax.. Nxt time wanna play tell me, i bring my own racket!! Yeah!! Den play finish go hm le.. Go hm den came online a while.. Den now gonna slp soon.. So tired.. :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
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YOEIM: Sorrys 4 not tinking of e games.. Hahax.. Anws, y u oways suddenly very angry den ltr happy again arhx? N... U r not e bad guy tt i tot u were last year.. Hahax.. My apologies 4 tt.. USMHAOMH: Can u pls dun oways Jia Li Hai?? Hahax.. Oh ya, nxt time u wanna play badminton tell me, k?? I bring my own racket... NOMHWO: Sorry 4 calling u "ITMC.. " den mean it.. Sorrys... N oso sorry 4 hitting u so many times.. Sorrys.. Hahax...
LRMMRYJ: Oh ya, i really scared of u!! Hahax...
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::M i s s H i m::

2005-02-08T21:45:00.000+08:00

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::pOsT::
I really miss him!! E him tt is in heaven.. E him tt i wun meet 4eva again.. I really really miss him.. I really really do.. I rmb tt last yr, we were still 2gather happily.. Happily celebrating new year.. Happily playing.. Y muz tis happen?? Y?? I hate tis!! I really do!! I really wanna c him 1 more time.. I jus wanna c him once more.. Jus once more.. I hv lots 2 tell him.. Although it has been oni abt 5 mths tt we r parted but i really hv lots 2 tell him.. 2 tell him wad i hv acheive.. 2 tell him sorry.. N 2 wish him a happy new year.. Y carn my wish b granted? Y? I oni want 2 c him once.. Tt's jus a small wish.. Y carn it b granted.. I really really miss him!! N e miss-ing, caused me 2 cry 4 abt 30mins.. All e way frm hm to skl.. My junior saw me in red eyes, but i told him there was nth.. Haix.. I REALLY MISS HIM!!
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::sPeEcHeS::
LISMUISM: Sorry t i lied 2 u nth happened.. Sorry.. So sorry.. But i really dun wanna any1 2 noe.. Since aft his death, i cry more n more easily.. I m not myself anymore..
FSF: I MISS U!! I really studied tis 5 mths.. I listened 2 mummy.. I even gt 4th in level last year.. I gt scholarship.. I won 4 maths competitions.. But u arent here 2 witness anything.. Haix.. I noe tt i m wrong.. I noe.. I hv made mistakes thoroughout my life.. I moe my mistakes oready.. Pls allow me 2 tell u sorry.. Sorry..
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::T e a r s::

2005-02-05T16:59:00.000+08:00

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::pOsTs::
I dunno wad's happening 2 me.. But e arguments r certainly driving me crazy.. we hv anti council ppl, we hv attitude problem ppl.. We hv all these.. I hate tt.. I hate tis arguments.. I really feel like crying.. N i did.. I wanna back out.. I really do.. Jus quit 1 of these n i ll most likely b happier.. Shd i quit e council??? Shd i??? I really dunno.. I enjoy being in it... I enjoy e times we were 2gather.. But i hate e quarrels.. I simply hate them!! Wad shd i do??
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::sPeEcHeS::
NOMHWE: Thks 4 comforting me!! Thks!! I dun wanna make ur life difficult.. U dun needa tell..
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::U n ha p p y D a y::

2005-02-04T15:31:00.000+08:00

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Haix.. Today was an irritating day!! 1st thing in e morning got dao by sumone.. Den ltr in e day tt ppl kip avoiding me!! Tt was not all.. 2day english period, i act like an idoit lorhx.. Coz no transparency.. I know tt's not steph's fault.. Each n every1 of us had a part 2 play.. We jus pushed e photocopying job 2 her.. N no1 told her 2day muz bring.. So.. Anws, we r all responsible.. N i realise tt there's so many ppl on tis world tt oways speak without caring abt other's feelings.. Insult ppl.. I noe they din do it purposely but it's like so.. N there's irresponsible ppl 2.. Went hm without caring abt anything.. Haix.. Overall, i was so bu shuang.. It was oni until aft skl tt i turned happy.. we stayed back in class n do notice board.. Den lots of guys helped out.. Thks!! Anws, aft tt went 2 ITMC.. Yiting, priscilla, jasmine n sum others spice my day up.. Hahax.. Den ltr went back 2 help in notice board.. Gt 3 guys there who hv been helping out e whole time during our ITMC.. They r great!! Den we helped out all e way till abt 7... Hahax.. Den went hm wif Huiwen.. Anws, I muz thk Li Wen, Jasmine, Hui Wen, Chiu Ping, Jansen, Meng Hua, Jeggrey, Letts, n others 4 making e notice board a success!! Hahax..
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::sPeEcHeS::
SMFTRS: Responsibilty is very impt.. Remember tis!
DYRAJSMOR: Sum words r meant 2 b said, sum r not.. Pls tink thru b4 saying anything!! B sensistive.. Rmb tt it isn't ur fault!!
USMHAOMH: Sorrys.. I wun give u a hard time.. I promise.. I promise.. *sad*
SZZ: Thks!!

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::I T M C::

2005-01-28T23:31:00.000+08:00

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2day is e 1st day I went 4 ITMC tis yr.. Last meeting din go, coz of councillor duties 4 e orientation camp.. ITMC rox!! Though there r sum ABSOLUTELY NOT TRUE rumours.. Hahax.. Okays.. I m not really angry larhx.. More or less used 2 it.. Hahax.. 2ay meet e juniors.. There are ppl such as "wanjun, yi an, zi yi, zi ting, jian long, vincent".. Hahax.. Me dun rmb anymore liaos.. Tis year y so many gals arhx? Hahax.. E seniors ll confirm hv a hard time coz of them.. Hahax.. Like e problems they hv wif me, jamine n priscilla.. Hahax.. Good Luck lorhx!! Den later got 2 noe how 2 draw.. Hahax.. Ok larhx.. At least i din draw a bit of it.. Den got 2 noe our duties.. Wednesday morning assembly.. Hahax.. Wif priscilla.. N dunno hu.. Later go 2 help in e W1 cluster calligraphy tingy.. Thks Zhen Hua n Yang Ping for helping me 2 do e PA.. Thks alot!!
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ATODVOZZS: Hahax.. U like.. Actually, we r on e same boat.. But i jus carn help teasing u.. Hahax..
ZOERM:Haix.. U oways litat.. Tok so much.. Tt's y dun wanna ITMC 2 merge.. I ll die tt way... Haix.. Btw, i not gonna take tt anymore..
USMHSOMH: Thks 4 helping.. Hahax.. Py square.. Hahax..
XJRMJIS: Thks 4 helping!! Btw, there isnt much of his sms lorhx. More of Li Wen's.. Hahax...
BRUSM: I dun understand y u dun wanna do AV duty.. Actually, it's the same.. Do larhx...
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::1st Assembly::

2005-01-05T20:09:00.001+08:00

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FRDQPMF: I really want to do PA lorhz.. Dunno why.. It's not that boring.. At least can talk.. Hahaz.. Why you must let me take class? CCA also very important what.. The most i do PA then take class to and back larhz.. Can? I do both lorhz.. I am sure (USMHAOMH) they all don't mind one.. Anyway, I not angry with you larhz.. Don't tink i am..
USMHAOMH: Who's that guy that sit beside you? He is so noisy.. Hahax..
VSDYSZPD: Now i know that it's impossible.. It's like 2 person walking on parrell paths.. 1 is on the right and the other is on the left.. No matter how hard they try they cannot meet one another.. Even if they do, by the time they have the chance to turn and look at each other, they are seperated again.. It's impossible.. I would not ask for it anymore.. It's too difficult..
SSTPM: We are not like the past anymore.. We now do care about the rumours.. We have sort of a gap between us.. A gap that can't be filled up.. Why?
ZOERM: I want to win him.. And maybe you as well.. Anyways, we work hard togather for NUS, k? Hahax.. I am sure the lessons there will be more challenging and not that boring..
WOIUSM: You are so good.. Yesterday help me with the clues, today let me go PA.. You rock man.. However, I would not tire you out larhz.. Next time I do both duties, k? Like that then it is perfect already lorhz.. Good!!
ZOQZURDOQ: I already tried to tiemy hair properly already larhz.. What's more do you want? Tomorrow my mother will help me tie.. And that's the last straw.. You still not happy also no choice already..
HPF: Life has ups and downs I know.. But why must my life have more downs than ups? I know I am already counted as very fortunate and I will cherish every moment of it.. Thanks a lot for what you have given me -- may it be bad or good..
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::Orientation::

2005-01-04T21:27:00.000+08:00

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QTYSMJDOSPUIX: Hahaz.. You are good teacher... By the way, i can understand the lessons for the day.. U do not need to re-teach already.. Haha.. It was rather tiring today.. Missed your lessons, but i will "pay back" for it!!
KPUVR: U are really not as fierce as you seem.. I think you are really good.. By the way, you are too serious with everything in life.. Try to let go...
USMHAOMH: Relax.. Life is like that.. There are lots of activities and responsibility waiting for us.. If u are so tensed up, you will never know how beautiful the road ahead is.. By the way, remember this, "the greater the authority, the greater the responsibility".. If you want to be a person of power, you must be a person of responsibility too..
USUO: Hahaz.. I just have that sense of friendship for you.. Although we did not know each other for a long time, i just have to say that friendship is already there.. Friends Forever!!
ZSALSM: Need not feel guilty larhz.. We should help each other what.. Helping you do some work is not too much larhz.. You can still ask me for help if you need it in the future.. By the way, who do you like arhz?
WIOUSM: Thanks for your help all these days!!
ZRIMHUSM: Are you very nervous today? It does not matter larhz.. Do not take it too hard.. Just make sure you did your best ( I know you did ), and you should have no regrets.. Do not have doubts about your english.. It's very good!!
HPF: Hello... Allow me to ask for your blessings for everyone.. They are all so good to me!!
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::1st day of School::

2005-01-03T20:37:00.000+08:00

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QTYSMJDSPUIX: Why aren't u in class the whole day? Luckily our class is not wild, or else you will see people running around.. Hahax..
DYRAJSMOR: Thanks a lot for everything.. Though i not in class for the most of the time, I know our friendship is not yet broken.. Hahaz.. Continue to be great friends, k?
KOMHJIO: Happy with my seat.. At least i can finally try to make amendments for our friendship.. Maybe we cannot be friends like the past anymore, but i certainly hope we can be great friends again..
DJSPTPMH: I certainly would not force you to reply me.. U don't feel like talking to me then forget it.. I shall not force.. Anyway, i don't think we have much to talk about.. Sad is sad but it cannot be helped..
KSDPM (P): Happy to know u.. Hahaz.. You sort of brighten up my life.. You are so clever.. But not proud.. Great.. Well, (KSMDRM) and I are not so closed as you think larhz.. Haha.. He likes to compete with me.. In marks i mean.. He would be really happy when he wins.. Hahaz.. I think the 2 of you should be very good friends right? Continue well with your friendship!!
SQNRT: Hello!! We shall be good friends from now on, okay? Cause our councilling class so near, must have a person to talk to larhz.. Rock on girl.. Don't care about what others think of you.. It doesn't matter so long as you think you are right...
QSTZRMR: Thanks for being my councillor for the past 1 year.. Though you did not take our class this year, you will be our "councillor" forever.. Remember the black paper? We wrote it sincerely.. :)
HPF: Thanks for giving me everything.. School's not so bad afterall.. Hahax.. It has been tiring.. But it has been fun too.. Love it!! Hope that in the future it will be in like that.. And our class seriously have some problem with the gender... Haha...
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::Mistakes::

2005-01-02T16:19:00.000+08:00

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QSHHOR: Why didn't you call me? All was because of you.. Now i am made the "devil" of all.. Even if you have to go to school, or whatever, you should have told me.. Why? Hate it!! I really really don't know our relationship anymore.. Who are you? Maybe you do not mean any harm ( I hope so ), but what is done cannot be undone.. I will not care about it this time.. Amd please inform me in the future.. And your relationship with ( VOMFU ) and ( RXRLORZ ) is very good right? Don't tell me anything.. Tell them everything.. Forget it.. Who cares actually..
JPVLDPPM: Sorry.. I didn't go PA there today.. Make until you also responsible for it.. So sorry.. I know that the trust is now broken but i will try my best to repay it in the future.. So sorrys..
KSDPM: Sorry to trouble you.. But didn't we always help each other out when the other is not around at the PA side? Why didn't you do anything? Haix..
TDYJRT: Sorry to have rejected your call just now.. But i was really "angry" at that time.. So sorry.. Anyway, all the best THIS year..
SZZ: All the best for your studying career.. May you recieve God's blessings and steive for what you want!!
HPF: I seem to be a "mistake-creator" today.. Owe you lots.. Especially because the PA thing.. Sorrys.. I made your service start later.. Regret it now.. And is it that therecan only be friendship?
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::New Year::

2005-01-01T22:53:00.000+08:00

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JPVLDPPM: It is because what you said last time that i decided to re-start this blog.. Thanks a lot.. So i think if i can continue this blog, it is all thanks to you!! Thank you!!
SSTPM: Why our friendship become like that arhz? I thought we used to be very well one? Why now like no more contact? Really regretted that.. Anyway, thanks for the contact..
DJICISM: Thanks for lending me the history homework.. Although i would not really use it, i must thank you.. They say you will "forget the old friends once you get the new ones" but i do think you are a good friend.. Thanks a lot..
GSYJRT: Saw the VCD today.. I hate this!! Why must it be the same scenerio.. I cried when i see it lorhz.. Why must it be like that? Why?!
KSDPM (P): How u get my email arhz? Till now i still not very sure lorhz.. Impossible he will give it to you with no reason what.. Happy to know you!! No matter what larhz.. I don't care.. You will just be my friend like the rest.. Maybe i can meet you one day? See first larhz..
VSDYSZPD: Why you keep like ignoring me? Don't reply me SMS, MSN and all.. Haix.. Really want to be friends with you lorhz.. Did i do anything wrong? It does not matter actually.. I just want you to know that what i said in the past are all true..
USUO: Really don't know why from the beginning i know you then i can get along very well with you.. Hahax.. How are you and your stead now? You still want Sammuel's number a not? I will continue to help you get it larhz.. Haha..
DYRAJSMOR: You are one of my best friends lorhz.. Haha.. But we hardly keep in contact during the holidays.. Thks 4 always helping me take notes on the 1st day!! You really want to be a councillor right? I will see if i can help you!!
ZSALSM: Really want to bring you to Church.. Afterall, you read the bible.. Feel like taking you there.. Let you know God.. Hahaz.. You are one of the ones i keep in contact most in 203'04 lorhz.. Hahaz.. Still owe you a testimonial manz.. I will remember larhz.. Help you write it next time!!
HPF: Today doesn't feel like New Year's Day at all.. Don't know why lehhss.. Sort of sick that school will be starting in 2 days time.. But happy that friends will be there larhz.. Haha.. The worse is like my Council duty lorhz.. Don't know if can cope lehhss.. Haha.. Today nothing much to do.. Checking my homework.. Hope that i can be like that next year.. I have some expectations.. Hope that i will achieve them..
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